:Well first of all I'm and recently diagnosed with ADHD and they gave me 20mg of ritalin la once a day it's helped with the fidgiding and I can sit still so much easier ,but I still can't concentrate worth a damn and I hate what it does to my appetite ,so I wanna know how would I go about getting one by talking to my pediatrician directly myself or convince my one of my parents to talk to my pediatrician about it? Sorry if my writing sucks I couldn't sleep so I cracked open one of my ritalins and chewed up the beads and ate them as said it wakes me up and makes me alot less fidgity ,but I can't concentrate at all and my grades are still suffering over it being hard to just sit down and do it without getting board and doing something else or it taking a good 1 1/2 + hours to do something that should only take like half a hour. I'd also like to mention its actually so much easier to do homework and such stoned and ritalin just makes me feel like crap afterwards 'cause being out of endorphins or something like that.
EDIT:Sorry about the wall of text and all help is appreciated and I have some more info that might help.
I live in Cali and genercally I'm not the most social person and generally I don't have many friends and I get very anxious and scared and paranoid ,but marijuana makes me alot more social and it helps out my somewhat short temper and it really just kinda evens out my emotions since I can for no reason be a total ass that day just 'cause I feel like it ,but marijuana just makes me alot nicer on those days and it really helps out with the anxiet/paranoa and being scared of something dumb like I'll get kinda freaked out if like I see my door move,hear a sound or just about anything like that kinda set me off and when that happens I just start looking all around me becoming sensative to the slightest sound and then my heart starts to speed up and I can't sleep and I have to get up and do something 'cause I can't sleep but marijuana just solves all that.