Ok so i have a legit condition and heres what i take, not all at once
Used to be on 25mcg fentanyl no longer (switching docs getting more soon)
10/325 hydrocodone - label on pillbox say 12 a day (yeah i was like fucking a right, if it says take 12 i will, its not abuse, its on the label, but this was after stopping fentanyl patches i was taking fent and hydros same time every day, i would gum the fent patch and swallow 5 10mg hydros to start then probably by 10pm i'd be up to around 15, my concern was the acetomenophin level buildup)
now i'm out of my script so i take 2 7.5mg/750aceto hydros a day
but now comes the doxepin, ritalin and klonopin.
My ritalin dose started off at 10mg 2x a day, recently upped by doc to 20mg 2x a day.
well i like getting fucked up so i started snorting 3x of the 20mg ritalin (not at once probably once per hour) and i'd eat a few randomly.
at night time when i was edged out from ritalin i'd take 2x 50mg doxepin (sleep aid) and a klonopin under my tounge.
i've had no adverse reactions but i'm wondering just how much ritalin i can take and still be safe.
like right now i just ate one, and snorted three lines of 20mg ritalin 3 hours ago (one line per hour) then ate one before the snorting, and after the snorting i sublingually took another 20mg of ritalin.
i've been doing this for a few days now and i rinse my nose out after doing a line i pour water up both nostrils, let it sit and blow it out about 30m-1h after a line, but i have noticed today that when i dig boogers they are blood red, now this is not abnormal people have bloody boogers all the time, but i dont know if its the ritalin eating my face off or just sinus problems (allergies bad around here).
i hear that 60mg is safe, well i pretty much doubled that already. i've heard of people taking 200+ mg of ritalin (not at once of course) and i've read that people have eaten 3-5 of 20mg ritalin at once. now i dont take everything at once i space each dose out.
but i cant seem to find a consistent answer so i was hoping for some help.
Q: how much ritalin is safe to take at once when i've been taking it for a month at 10mg 2x a day last month then this month it was upped to 20mg x a day. after i got my new 20mg script i went to town so i had somewhat of a tolerance built up (a months worth) and A HUGE opiate tolerance because of the 10+ vicodin 10mg a day.
now i have no vicodin just ritalin,klonopin and the sleep med (doxepin).
Q #2: over a 24 hour period how much would be safe i mean right now my heart is the same, not sweating, not jumpy that bad like i've read other people who take 60mg and they freak. i can barely feel anything except a minor alertness speedy feeling.
i'm 5'10 male 218 lbs, i dont eat but once a day at bedtime(i know its bad) so i'm taking all this on an empty stomach.
basically i just would like to know how much i can take and how "focused" i can get on ritalin without endangering my life, i will not call an ambulance so i dont want to risk it, i've never felt in jepoardy of my life thus far but i always am seeking to further my experience a bit, as safely as possible. I dont plug anything, i did once and nothing happened except i had to wash my hands well.(no turkey baster shit i'm a hillbilly i just used my finger maybee i did it wrong i opened a gellcap and put the powder in it, sealed it back and put some lube on it and just gave it a good shove up the ol sphincter and was dissapointed it was only 20mg tho).
i would prefer to not ruin my nose by snorting and it is fairly short acting and i'm so used to it i cant even really feel it going up my nose (this is with a clean pathway) makes me sneeze and eye water but no burn.
i heard ppl with add dont actually get sped up by ritalin that it has the adverse effect, but with me, i'm a little speedy but not nearly like some people have said it makes them comparing it to coke is just flipping retarded.
to set the record straight, if you say ritalin or provigil or adderall or whatever is better than coke, you #1 havent done coke or #2 have done really shitty coke.
i know each person is different but i'd just like to ask for a baseline opinion on what you guys who have tried these things think would be too much and a hospital visit. i was snowblind for about a month every weekend and the last time i had my cell phone in my hand ready to call 911 cause just the last bit on my gums i thought would help but its the very little bit that almost sent me to the hospital, i dont know how ritalin is, like if it builds up and then after 8 hours i'm dead or if its steady and just goes away and wears off after i hit my max dose.
oh and i was also on methadone in replacement of hydrocodone, stupid doctor instead of giving me hydros the fool gave me methadone and i'm not even on heroin and that shit nearly sent me to the ER and i wasnt even abusing it..