My meth habit is quite mild compared with most users - one point a week, with a 2 week break every month or so - but it keeps coming back to bite me. I'm crashing now so make of that what you will, but every time I do the shit I resolve never to touch it again once I'm coming down. Come next week though, all of that goes out the window and I tell myself my habit isn't so bad and that was just the crash talking, etc. The thing is, I never feel like I need it, it's always a 'fuck it, whatever' type thing. I never crave it during the week either.
When I'm on it I become a kind of kinky porn/sex addict and I just don't think it's healthy. It makes me feel like a skeaze. So please, guys, help me stay away from that shit once and for all. I want yesterday to be the last ever time I touch it. No more excuses.