i've met so many of you over the years, and there are those of you who i've chatted with for hours but never met... here's thanks to a few of you, i could never really mention you all in one post.
EEEazy... someone who will never see this post b/c he doesnt BL anymore, but he's the reason i fell in love with bluelight, and the first BLer i ever met.
Soulfly... to the person who has come to be my soulmate over the years. you brought me hope at a time in my life where i didnt have any. you made me smile during difficult work days with your emails. you lifted my spirits (and touched my heart) with your poetry and song lyrics that you sent at random. basically, anything you've ever said to me, i've taken to heart. the 2 times that fate let us meet, are 2 times i hold in my heart forever. despite some rough times lately, you're always in my heart and in my thoughts.
RaverDave... to someone who i connected with from the start, and wish i could have spent more time with you at Whistle. it was really good to put a face with the name.
Mella... to the girl i share a brain with, your poetry and inspiring replies get me through a lot. reading your words is a daily ritual that i cannot do without.
DazedRaver... my cutie. Cheers to all the BPM parties and crazy times.
Kasper... to one of my favorite BLers... i will always cherish the wonderful times we had. you made BL something special to me. i miss you.
Kagan... you're crazy, but you're sweet. i miss our chats.
Crow... yet another one of my "Words" favorite people. i take your words to heart. they almost always hit home (hard).
Brownie... thanks for giving me some hope. its all i could ask for.
Liquid... for getting me through my last official bad trip, and for being an awesome friend.
Drgnfly... for being you. for all our chats. for your greatness.
Lovelife, Mr. Sticky, Griff, Spencer... for making me laugh, always... i have had a lot of rough times lately, and smiling, let alone laughing, is something i dont get to do often. you might not realize how important you are to this board. how important you are to me (and my sanity).
Minimows... your poetry affects me in a different way. it makes me angry at people who i let walk all over me. i think i need this. thank you.
skydancer... my mentor. i miss our long chats. your advice is always the best. i couldn't ask for a more qualified psychiatrist.
to everyone in BL Chat... for being freaks. you guys rock!
"...there are 2 paths, you can go back, but in the long run... there's still time to change the road you're on..."