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    I'm one of the few people who simply doesn't "get" meth. Not for lack of effort - I've tried it on maybe 10 occasions, and with no real restraint... let's say the quantities were generous.
    But all it ever did was make me edgy and irritable.
    But I routinely warn others that there are three drug types to watch out for: opiates, coke, and meth. I've seen meth wreck the lives of others.
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    Reading this has permantly put me off even thinking about trying this drug, im just glad its very rare in the UK!
    Thank u for sharing ur experiences
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    #53
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    Meth / Glass / Ice ...... Bad Bad Stuff!!!

    First time: over 70 hour's! What the hell happend!

    I tried glass for the first time last wensday night! I just wanted to moke a bowl of it and see what it was all about! I have alot of tweaker friends and was just courious on what the deal was!
    To make along story short its 12:30 pm sunday and I just woke up from my comedown!! Yes all as I wanted to do was try it and next thing I notice I freggin tweaked out 4 days! The problem was that the person that let me try it was a friend of mine and had more then enough to go around! If I would have paid for this buzz I would be in the pawn shop selling all my crap now!

    I am very unhappy with my self right now and I never want to see that shit again! I never would have guessed that I would get hooked so fast! 4 days flew by in no time! I woke up with the worst headache,I can barley talk because my throt feal's like it's swolen and dried up! My whole body feal's like its broke, my lips are so chapped they crack and bleed!! And on top of it I have been sitting here all morning with a blank mind! Its like I broke it, its just not working! I catch my self zoning out about every 5 mins! You couldnt even imagin how much nasty stuff I have been coughing up from all the tweak/ciggs/weed I smoked! You thougt weed gives you a hell of a cotton mouth!! Shit this sucks! Another thing it's been 4 days since the last time I ate food! I couldnt eat anything! I tryed to forse down a Jr.Bacon cheeseburger but after chewing the first bite I knew their was no way in hell I was going to eat! The thought of any kind of food just makes me gag!! Bad stuff!

    I have had many cracked out sunday comedowns, but this one takes the cake! This is one of the most powerfull drugs I have ever messed with. It can totally take control of you and make you do what the drug wants to do! But while your on it you just cant keep your hand out of the baggy!

    My addvice from my first time experanice: Leave this shit for the devil!! This is a drug that will take control of you and dry you up into a cracked out prune in no time! If I would have paid for this, my shit would be broke! I dunno if you have good control and could handle only doing a little bit, one or two pipes or a line or two, it wouldnt be all that bad! But it would turn into an addiction! Im actualy glad that my first time tryin it turned out like this because over what happend, I just never want to do it again! All as I wanted to do is smoke a bowl of it! Well I finished out doing over 3 grams of glass! I am one cracked out mother fucker right now and I will never touch this crap again and I hope you stay away from it too!!

    I mean damn.. Look at my post! Just about every other word is misspelled!!

    What happend on my 4 Days of tweaking!!!

    3am Wens - Thurs 5pm: 14 hours of playstation,smoking ciggys,and doing jack but chillin! Took shower, went to work at 5.

    Thurs 5pm - 8pm Thurs: Work sucks. (I drive a tow truck) Thought I could handel it but went home sick! Got home took another shower and went to a house party!

    10pm Thurs - 5 am Friday: After smoking and snorting glass all night I am ready to go home and call it a night! A friend is like well everybodys going back to **** house! Im like well ok, just for a bit!

    5am Friday - 10pm Friday: Turned into a day house party! About 6 hours of PS2, spun a 2 hour set, Hackey sak outside in the street and took another shower and went to work!

    10pm Friday - 3am Saturday: Work was ok, I impounded 17 cars in 5 hours witch is like crazy!! Damn tweaker!

    3am Saturday - 9 am Saturday: Went to a party, Got shut down, Went to the afterhours etc..etc..etc..!

    9am Saturday - 8pm Saturday: Just when I thought it was over my 2 friends that I met up with at the party lost their car key's. So I said, lets go to my house, I realy realy need to take a shower and I'll take you an hour and a half away to your house! Got to their house and littlery get stuck!! Finaly decided after laying around stuck for hours that I really needed to get home, I tweak out the way home!

    8pm Saturday - 4am Sunday: Finaly Im home!! Never so glad to be home in all me life, Took a shower and got ready to pass the fuck out! My boss calls me at home and we get into a fight on the phone! (nothing to do with any of this, just some basic work drama that i have been getting sick of your along time) So now I drive 20 mins to work, clean my shit out of my truck on my day off and quit that job after 3 years of working there! Went home tweak is finaly just about gone and I smoke a J, cram in a 1/2 sandwich and pass out!

    Cracked out Sunday I wake up, take a shower and rethink what excatly happend!

    71 hours total tweak time!

    About 80 hours without sleep!

    Most of my friends are chewing my ass out online right now And some of them are like Dame thats one hell of a first time,why so much?

    This is something I will never do again! So think about what happend to me if you ever want to try meth/glass/ice!

    Peace,
    Moken

    P.S. This shit made me feal grose as hell! For some reason I had to take a shower about every 8 hours to feal clean!
    [ 28 April 2002: Message edited by: Mokenwee ]
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    Damn, cheers to everyone who's managed to kick their addiction in the bollocks. Props to those who are trying, and good luck to everyone.
    On the debate as to the most addictive substance, it all depends on your personality. I know some people who find amphetamines the most addictive drug, others opiates. So on and so forth.
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    #55
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    oh please
    i used it for a week (not straight up, mind you) and it was one of the best experiences of my life. However, im not from the midwest or west where it is definitely a big problem. People who are going to have a problem arent going to be helped by scare tactics.
    I thought it was one of the best aphrodisiacs, i jammed with my band for 14 hours straight!
    dang, wish i had summa that!
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    Don't Smoke Meth! It is fun at first but it only leads to bad things.
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    I have few questions about Meth
    What does it feel like?
    What does it feel like when you fiend for it?
    How is the addiction differnt then the one with ciggaretts?
    One of my friends quit doing all drugs expect for Meth. He goes on and on how its so much better then xtc. How it makes you smarter and how the high last forever. I havent tried it and I dont plan on it after reading your story. Im hooked on weed and I cant stop. Thats some thing small. I have just started to roll. I have taken XTC 2 times with a month break in between. I love it so much. I dont want to take it too often. I can see myself taking it everyday if could. The way I stop myself is I only go clubbing one night a month.
    Thanks so much your story has change my mind!!!
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    I've gone through relapse and i feel like all you guys are intimidating the users with it. Relapse is apart of recovery, just know that every time you relapse the chances of recovery drastically decrease. Also something to keep in mind is that we addicts can't be social users. Don't lie to yourself and say you're going to use once and awhile. Every addict has told themself that at one time or another. Once you have an addiction to a drug, you have to stop, completely. Believe me it's worth it. Social users don't mess up their lives, addicts do. I also disagree with the weed thesis, saying to smoke a lot. You are just replacing meth with another drug, you aren't really helping yourself. IF anything try smokking a lot of cigarettes. You'd be surprised on how much you'd be able to smoke when you are coming off the drug. When i was first quitting meth, (400 dollar a week habit i had), i smoked practically 4 packs a day for a month straight. NO JOKE. But the oral fixation helped me keep my mind off meth, actually not really but it gave me something to do INSTEAD.Nicotine isn't good for you but it's a hell of a lot better to be a cigarette smoker than a meth railer.
    ANYONE, i stress anyone, has the will power to quit meth. You just have to believe in yourself because everyone around you who cares about you (usually majority of your fam) believes in you. You can stop, you just have to want it bad enough.
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    Meth is one of the worst drugs I've used.
    The initial rush is pretty nice and the "unlimited energy" feeling is nice.. But at the same time it makes you feel irrational, shaky, and paranoid. Not to mention that you'll find yourself tweaking out on the stupidest stuff.. like cleaning a glass piece for hours on end or playing videa games for days..
    I was prescribed adderall and took it every day for 3 years. In small doses amphetamine/methamphetamine can be great. They get you motivated and active and there isn't a hard come down. Taken to the extreme, they can lead to serious craziness. Being up for days on end is NOT cool. I hate the feeling of being up all night without sleeping. Days on end tweaks people out and can seriously screw them up. It isn't cool.
    Not to mention you forget to eat food and lose weight really fast. I started to feel like I looked like a tweaker after 2 years of adderall.. I can't imagine what a meth addict must feel like.
    The body's natural wake/sleep cycle shouldn't be messed with. I think that methamphetamine is going to really screw a lot of things up in this world because people are going to start to think they can "escape" sleep. It's natural and neccessary! Without it we don't work right and are completely twacked out!
    Not to mention the stuff is TERRIBLE on your body, whether you snort it or smoke it (or IV it for that matter). It's just all bad.
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    When I joined Bl in November this was one of the first threads I read. Cali boi's story was so moving and inspiring that words would not do it justice. I myself have never had a problem with Meth, although I have used it.
    A few weeks ago I had some friends that were on a binge. It was about 4 of them in an apt with basically an unlimited supply of Meth. Nothing too terrible happened to anyone with the obvious exception of some lost brain cells. I visited the apt a few days after the binge and was messing around on Bl and much to my suprise this thread had been bumped to the top.
    I forced my friends to read Cali's story one of them in particular identified with it very much. As I said I'm not a tweaker but it looks like Cali Boi's tale may have reached out to yet another person on the edge.
    I would like to offically thank Cali Boi for sharing not just your story but a part of yourself with this community. Best wishes, peace, and love...
    Andy
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    so....i know my story is much like many others i have read here, but i just want to say that there is hope for those of you who want to stop using drugs. its inside YOU. im an addict from way back and i can tell you that rehab itself doesnt work. i have been twice and im still using. if I WANTED to stay clean, then i could. ive done it. however, its just "easier" to use. or is it?
    maybe im living in a dream world. its possible. ive lived in all other sorts of "worlds"
    what do you think?
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    I've been bumping ice for almost a month now, on and off. The reason for it not being constant is supply. I can tell how hard it is to get off, because after a weeklong binge, not being able to have it until your buddy cooks again is a bitch. The nausia and muscle crampings the next day after being clean are almost intollerable, but the magnetic pull to the meth is even stronger.
    If you havent tried it yet, stay away. There are so many other fun thins out there that arent as addictive as ice! Plus, you wont be searching around your house for the DEA agents hiding in your bushes after a few days with no sleep and dilusions beginning to set in.
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    Soul touching story.
    Thank you for sharing.
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    I'd like to thank you for this post. I don't have a problem myself, but so many of my close friends do. I can see their dependency growing, and it seems that everyday they match up to one more symptom of addiction. It sucks to see your friends destroying their lives, but no matter what you say they don't think they have a problem. I guess it's hard to take advice from someone who isn't going through or hasn't been through your situation. Cuz the truth is I really don't know how hard it is and I really don't know what's it is like. But with stories like yours it's easier to get a point across. I plan to show this to a few of my closest friends in hopes that it will make them seriously think. Thank you.
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    cheers for your story.
    i can relate to a lot of what you've said coz i've been "there" too
    obviously not to the exact same "places"... i don't know exactly what you went through, or what you did, but i've been there, you know what i mean
    but i have a question to put to you...
    what do you mean.._ "the Meth World"( is really ugly)????!!! I still find a coupla things you said kinda sketchy...coz if you are still doing E and stuff, you are kinda still in the Meth World, ... yes(to the other person) it sort of is "all around you", coz if you go clubbing, you are bound to bump into someone who is either on it, or got some on them... every night i've been out, i've just been able to "find" some....
    i don't get it, if you were that addicted, you'd be able to "seek them out" when you're clubbing(coz you say you still are),....and how do you stop yourself from doing it again, if it's that close????
    please clear that up for me,
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    i'm putting that question to Cali Boi and anyone else who could clear that up for me...
    just looking at the date of your post now, i realise it's been over a year since you wrote that....
    how are things going for you now? i hope you are well away from that shit and have and never will do it again...
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    Thanks for writing ur story, i once considerd trying meth, but since i read ur story im more concious of not doing it. Its prob as bad as heroin.
    I hope u stay clean! laterzz
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    Thanks for the post Cali..Ive been fighting a meth addiction of my own for months on end and I can say your post has really effected me, I still have that voice however in the back of my head saying one last time..Just theres been so many last times for me now I've lost track. I know I'll always probably crave it, but at least I know some of us have escaped the allure of meth... Thank you again for the inspiring post..

    Cheers
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    what do you mean.._ "the Meth World"( is really ugly)????!!! I still find a coupla things you said kinda sketchy...coz if you are still doing E and stuff, you are kinda still in the Meth World
    I can try and anwser why the meth world is really ugly...being in the meth culture is competly diffrent than going to a rave with meth heads at it. In the meth scene out here everyone is so self centered and fiending for one more point they'll do anything. Alot of the time when Im getting high with these people I think there the greatest people in the world till we run out of meth and I realize what kind of filth all of us really are.

    The major diffrence is..where raves tend to be big love fest..the meth world is just *give me my meth and fuck the rest*....I don't know how other meth heads feel about my post, but from my personal experience thats how its been.
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    Having been toying with the idea of trying meth on its own now for sometime, had it with k accidently once and found it very intense indeed., its over in London now and my contact for liquid k is now offering it. Im glad i read this one thing i hadnt realised is its a form of amphetamine with which i had a ongoing addiction for over 6 yrs, havent touched it for nearly 2.

    That story sounds slightly familiar, maybe ill stay away from it reading this and other posts, seems is a mega problem in America, i hope it doesnt get that way in the uk but i suspect after reading several articles it will...

    You say if it stopped one person from taking meth it would be worthwhilst writing your story, ill be staying clear now my attention has been drawn to what a severe drug this is, i will be sticking to ketamine. Have a friend with a meth problem but didnt think much of it till i read this and other posts ( im fairly new to bluelight )

    I wish you all the luck, ive been there and came out the other end be it with amphetamine rather than meth

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    "an addiction i would wish upon my worst enemy."
    bone-chilling stuff mate
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    Thank you for the story. It very much reminds me of my own horror story with meth, except like jungle said, I haven't quit completely yet either.

    I had always been a pretty good kid and then just after highschool I got interested in trying new drugs just to see what they were like. I smoked pot with friends when I could and tried ecstacy and stuff like that at parties and raves. The one day me and my friend B came across a friend who wanted to sell us some crank. Since I had never tried it, I was eager to do so. We smoked it off foil that first night. Right away I loved it. We finished what we had and got more. We sold half of it for what we paid for it so we could get more. For three days strait we did this.

    My mom kicked me out of the house and since I didn't know where I was going to sleep, I just got more speed and was up for the next six days strait. Needless to say, I was pretty much hooked. I completely changed. All I could think about was meth. Where to get more. Who to sell to so I could support my habbit. Every time I had money, I would spend it on meth. Nothing else. I would steal food, ciggarettes, or anything else I needed because I had to save my money for speed, the one thing I couldn't steal.

    About 5 months into my addiction (it seemed like years) I was hanging out with my friends M and C and both of them were shooting up. I watched. I wondered what it was like. Then one day M asked if I wanted to try it. I told him sure because I was always up for trying something new. So he let me try it. I had always thought I would NEVER shoot up but trying it JUST ONCE sounded harmless enough. After that first time, I never wanted to smoke it again. I was hooked on the needle as much as the drug.

    Two months after that I was homeless, living in a tent. I would panhandle with M and C all day, steal food or eat out of trashcans when we had to, and then when we had enough money we would call our dealer who would come deliver our meth to us. Evetually someone burned down our tent, my car was impounded, we all went to jail a few times, we stayed random places with random people.

    Finally my mom let me go back home if I would agree not to do drugs. So I told her I would stop. But two weeks after I got home, I got on my bike and went to down and road around all my old friends houses but they all seemed vacant (later found out lots of dealers in my home town had got busted). Finally I found one of my old friend who introduced me to this guy T. The next day I found T again and he hooked me up. T became my dealer over the next few months. Any time I could manage to get a little money together I would find T. Then T ripped me off $40 one day and I didn't see him again. For two months I was unable to get any meth. But then I hitchiked to a concert and on my way home this guy picked me up and we started talking and realized with both did speed. So we bought $100 worth and tweaked for 4 days strait. And then he became my dealer.................................. and the story waits to be finished.

    But that is my story and it's amazing how fast meth can completely change a person, and their life.
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    I've been here for years now and I've just come across this. I've never used Meth, but I know plenty of people who do...and I don't have a problem with that. I just hope their life story does not become a parallel to this thread. Cali Boy, if you ever come around these parts anymore, thank you for your courage to share your touching story.
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    Props to all those who can and do stay clean from a meth addiction. I dare any doctor to tell me that meth addicts do not go through both mental and physical withdrawal. While I do not downplay heroine at all, I consider meth to be the hardest drug. The percentage of addicts who recover? 6 percent....only 6 percent.
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    That is a very touching story, I'm glad that even though meth can take you away as long as you have friends and family that support you, it is possible to conquer addiction.
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