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    Damn that post really hit home.. a good friend of mine used to be a meth addict before he got clean and just went back to bud... now I am worried he has started using again and is heading back into that downward spiral.

    Great to see you are well on your road to recovery. It's been a long time since i've read something that powerful and moving.. when you wrote about your experience on xmas eve it brought tears to my eyes... I put myself in your position and thought of just how horrible that would be. I hope you are still clean.. oh and you did help some1 not want to experiment with meth, you couldve just saved my life :]
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    er my computer is broken and doesn't let me see my old posts sometimes :[ delete plz
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    I can't believe all you have to say is that meth is crap! I have a simililar if not worse tale about my habit but I don't regret it at all. I had some FANTASTIC times with meth and met some insane people that have shaped me into who I am. I suffer heavy side effects mentally and internally from injecting massive quantities but thats cool, I would definatly tell someone what might happen to them but I wouldn't ever try and persuade them not to do it.
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    amazing post.
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    Originally posted by jimbojones5678
    . I suffer heavy side effects mentally and internally from injecting massive quantities but thats cool, I would definatly tell someone what might happen to them but I wouldn't ever try and persuade them not to do it.
    LOL I suffer heavy side effects mentally and internally from taking massive quantities of ecstasy but I sure would like some meth!
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    I had the same problem w/ yayo....did it first time like a year and a half ago at keg races at a friends college.....found a connection like 5-6 months ago......would get powder like 2 times a week, which is alot....lost motivation in school, failed an entire semester.....thought i was gonna O.D. one night, heart started pounding like crazy.....i went straight to the cross on my wall, and prayd for the first time in a few years.....heart slowed down after awhile...told myself i wouldnt touch it again..and i havent...... lost touch w/ all my contacts(on purpouse) and have had it offered to me at random...but have stuck by my guns and said no thanks......hard drugs are a BITCH, for those who are into em` please be careful and know that you can get addicted before you know it.......im just glad i didnt get too far into it, i dont know where i would be now ......
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    Great story. The only addiction I have been through is ecstacy, and it only lasted about a month. I would go to school after taking E around midnight feeling like shit and depressed, and craving more.

    I guess the best motto for drugs is "What comes up must come down."
    I guess it doesn't really apply to weed(Which is my drug of choice) but for most it does.
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    Meth is a horrible and deceptive drug. Although some people get hooked after only one or two tries, it's a slower process for others. Addictions just creep up on some people. For example, two years ago my friend S (at the time she was only 14 or 15) smoked speed for her first time at a friend's birthday party. She didn't touch the stuff for at least another month. Before long, she had turned into a weekend warrior. Of course, this was causing her to feel like roadkill on Mondays, so she decided to only come to school between Tuesday-Friday. It wasn't long before she completley stopped attending school. She would go missing for a week and only come home to sleep for a day. At one point she was experiencing a bit of meth and sleep-dep induced psychosis. She came home and demanded money from her parents. S ended up stabbing her stepfather in the leg. She's been in and out of several rehab programs and if I had a dime for every time she's relapsed I'd be a millionare. She called me a week ago and told me that she's now living at her own place and she has a job (which she lost for not showing up two days in a row...I wonder why?). Is there any way I can help a person who doesn't even want help?
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    that story really cuts deap to the bone
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    Great story. I am not sure anyone reads this thread anymore but brilliant writing. I am sure your story alone has prevented some people from trying the drug that could lead to the same situation that you were in.

    I hope you can completely stay away from the drug that controlled your life.

    I had recently entered into a relationship with someone addicted to meth. It has introduced me to a lot of the lifestyle but I never tried it. After actually getting to know her real personality I knew that the relationship could never last. I tried to get her to get help but there was no reasoning. I pray that eventually she can be as succesful as you were.
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    Thanks for sharing all that information. It definately makes me re-think all the shit in my life even tho I'm not an addict. I've done meth plenty of times and it is the one drug I vow to never touch again in my entire life. It's disgusting and I know exactly the kind of party ur talking about when you say "a darker atmosphere." Best of luck in the future, stay clean, and thanks again for sharing. If you ever contemplate doing "the white demon" again, re-think about the story you just told us. Stay strong.
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    nice write up man. i guess im one of the lucky ones than. cuz i tried meth for the 1st and last time in 2005. i thought it was pretty cool but the days after was the worst. when i would smoke weed, i would start to feel all fucked up and wiging out. i would be twitching and shit. it was scary. i felt likei was loosing control of my bodies movements whenever i would smoke weed. this lasted for about a wk. im not sure if this has ever happened to anyone else. frm that point on, i was like, ill stick with xtc, weed, shrooms and lsd
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    This is a very good read, and, in most cases, true. Across the board. I remember starting my meth abuse, and I thought I was on top of the world. I was proud of the fact that I did dope, and I was always on cloud nine...until one day I realized I was doing meth to feel normal, and didn't have much else to be happy about. I abandoned my career as a computer tech supports specialist (I kept the job, but quit trying to advance myself, and called in sick alot because I didn't sleep the night before).

    I ended up getting arrested for marijuana possession (thankfully not meth), and attended rehab and did the probation thing. But all it made me do is be more secretive and careful of my "3-day Drug" use. After probation was up, I stayed off of the dope...for a while.

    This drug is definitely one that will alter your perception of the world around you. You feel so great inside, but when you are coming down, you feel like the most rotten person in the world. You either want more, or want to pass out. And neither usually happens. I would spend the entire next day after an all-nighter with my heart pounding, laying in bed begging for sleep, only to still be deprived for the rest of the day. I would end up with maybe 5 hours sleep over a two day period, or less.

    I developed a huge porn habit while on meth as I couldn't find a girl on dope (thankfully in retrospect). I would spend the entire time I was alone and flying high watching porn and thinking of nothing but sex. It was the loneliest 3 years of my life.

    I have since kicked the habit, and I haven't been spun out in over 3 years (woohoo!), and I would offer a stern warning to those of you looking to try this drug...

    If you don't want to live for yourself anymore; if you don't want other things to matter anymore; if you don't want to be close to your family anymore; if you don't want to live much longer; if you want to do irreversible damage to your heart, liver, and lungs; if you want to go days on end without sleep or proper nourishment; if you want to drive those around you not using the drug away, and alienate yourself from the rest of the world; if your life is empty and you would only like to expedite the dying process...

    ...then by all means, go ahead and start using meth.
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    Uplifting story, thanks for sharing that and that's great you have made it over 2 years clean. jungle_addict, you are writing what you wrote because you are still sane and you do care about yourself, it's a kind of self-therapy. Anyhow, sad story there but where there is still life there is ALWAYS hope!
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    I have tried to contact the OP both by email, and by PM several months ago with no reply. I really hope he is alright and still off meth. This story touched me deep because I went through a similar patch in my life.

    Some drugs can be fucked. Best wishes to you all
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    Holly shit what an amazing story. Thank god for this write up. I have been recently trying to source meth and now im done with that stupid ass idea. I noticed the original poster wrote it many years ago. I hope he is ok.
    My idea was similar to that of MDMA I figured that I am strong enough to only take it once a month max and well why not try meth and do the same. He is right when he said many of us are constantly looking for the next bigger and better high, Most of us on this forum have very addictive personalities. Im allways trying to push the limit and think becasue im so young, healthy and inteligent that I can control anything thrown at me. I never have had a "bad expierience with drugs" "bad trip" and I think well its my personality I just immune to any negative effects. This really opened my eyes.
    Obviously the abuse potential is way higher with meth. Thanks again.
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    really good story.

    It seems that meth is bigger in the US than the UK, as I've never seen it around. Probably a good thing.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Phoebus View Post
    really good story.

    It seems that meth is bigger in the US than the UK, as I've never seen it around. Probably a good thing.
    from what people in uk tell me, there isnt really a meth scene in uk (yet) u guys have amphetamine sulfate. meth is a problem in us, ca, au and nz and asia
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    congrats man keep fighting the good fight i had a similar exp. with oxycontin so just you all know it can happen with any drug addiction is no joke
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    I am so glad I read yr post as I have been wanting to try meth myself for ages. I am a heroin addict so uppers not usually my thing but my curiosity was getting the better of me. After reading what you went through it has totally turned me against wanting to try it now. Good luck with your continuing recovery
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    thanks for that post. i really think i would have tried meth in the future, if only out of curiosity
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    I have done Meth a bunch of times, but have not done it in many years. It just held no appeal for me. I never truely enjoyed it all that much, but Heroin on the other hand is my vice.....
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    Masspain: you and me both.

    I have done meth many times. But it was never my thing. i never really enjoyed it. Never ended up staying up. Always got a good nights sleep.

    Also, it seems that people that like coke dont like G, and the same the otherr way around. There are obvious differences between the drugs. Myself, I prefer coke over meth, but still, only on occasion. Not really often. I like to chill out.
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    I read to were you were buying 8 balls of meth for 100 bucks and stopped because anyone who does meth knows damn well nobody sells ball for 100 bucks.
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