Soooo 9 months ago now I had a bad experience. I took one (what I thought) MDMA cap on a. Friday night. Took another the Saturday night. Friday night I was flying off this thing, did feel different to usual so I suspect it may have been cut with ice or something. Saturday night took one of the same thing and really didn't feel it at all. Went home early and friend gave me some weed-note I do not usually smoke weed. I immediately felt strange after the weed. How I imagine I would feel on meth or speed- really tweaky, alert and paranoid. Friend encouraged me to sleep, but I couldn't. I then fucked up-took another one of these caps as I had some left. I didn't sleep this night at all, and went to a different friends to be looked after. Wasn't feeling great of course but no symptoms yet. Sunday I took another couple pills of unknown purity and content.
This weekend also was very vey hard mentally, issues with ex, close friend being suicidal, terrible night at work. I was also using pills at this point most if not every weekend.
Monday night I did not sleep. Was up all night worrying about stuff. come Tuesday, I was not right at all. Went to mental health care centre, then got admitted to hospital. Was diagnosed with drug induced psychosis. they found MDMA, methamphetamine (from pills or tainted caps I'm guessing) and THC in my system. of course they can't pinpoint what exactly in my system caused this.
Now, every time I had used before this, I had never experienced psychotic symptoms. Nor have I experienced symptoms when I have used since. I have significantly reduced the amount and frequency of use. Just wondering, has anyone else been through a similar experience? I do worry it will happen again, and it was of course very unpleasant. I just enjoy the occasional use of MDMA. I know drug use is never "safe"- I'd just like to reduce the chance of something like this happening again whilst still being able to enjoy the occasional session on MDMA.