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    There's an elephant in my room

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    Had a dream... just last night that i was sniffing coke, but it all got trapped in bogey's and i was frustrated that it was having no effect. euww


    Quote Originally Posted by chinup View Post
    i've developed a needle fixation in my drug dreams.

    but i'm not finding drug dreams as distressing as i was a few weeks ago which seems a good sign.

    also i'm getting a tattoo to commemorate my phd which i graduated from 5 years ago but hey hey, i'll get it on my 90th day clean. last night i dreamt that instead of the time independent schrodinger equation on the base of the back of my neck, she gave me 'congratulations on your phd' as a tramp stamp. not cool.

    though i'm convinced i don't really have a needle fixation when i'm awake, putting the thing about the tattoo in the same post is making me wonder.
    I once booked an appointment to have a bull's head done on the back of my neck. I justified it because i was Taurus and it resembled my determined spirit.

    Of course, that's a load of crap. Really, I just wanted to be like the other guys and feel all tough with a badass tattoo. So I never got it done. And thank fuck, because i would have looked like a right pretentious twat going through life with this visible bulls head on the back of my neck!

    I reckon your "tramp stamp" is your subconscious saying the tattoo would be a bad idea. But hey don't listen to me, what would I know... Its just a random dream.

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    lol, I know you have a big problem that you're having trouble satisfying.

    Quote Originally Posted by leet
    "It was tiny in my hand. I didn't know how I was going to consume it, and it would be gone in moments. I realised I needed help and a whole lot more weed."

    Edit - I'm gonna concede I can't confidently say what the problem is exactly. The way you hustle up more weed through ill-means, reminds me of someone in search for more money. But drugs in dreams tend to mean unhealthy emotional states. So doesn't quite ring true. You seem to know what the dream means so that's what's important I guess.



    Edit x 2: as with fubar, you're very welcome to call me a complete cunt if I'm completely wrong! Or even just ignore me if you don't like being psychoanalysed by a stranger!
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    Ah mine is gonna be on the base of my neck so not visible usually, I'm not a tough guy, or girl and would look ridiculous! It quite possibly is a bad idea but given I wont have to look at it and already have ana arrow pointing towards my crotch so who cares. I'm looking forward to the endorphin hit.

    I'm taurus too maybe I'll get a bull next

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    Quote Originally Posted by chinup View Post
    Ah mine is gonna be on the base of my neck so not visible usually, I'm not a tough guy, or girl and would look ridiculous! It quite possibly is a bad idea but given I wont have to look at it and already have ana arrow pointing towards my crotch so who cares. I'm looking forward to the endorphin hit.

    I'm taurus too maybe I'll get a bull next
    Sorry chinup, but why the arrow pointing towards your crotch? Like, an arrow on where? On your tummy? I'm just confused lol

    Also, didn't know you had a PhD.. that's well cool!! Maybe were should call you "Dr. Chinup" from now!!

    How's the recovery going BTW?

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    Ha, well basically I didn't realise til it was done. I'd arranges a cover up in advance cos I wanted this guy I'd met at a philosophy of physics summer school, toI do it, he was a waiter but alsoI a tattoo artist,, we corresponded renotely and I liked his design but on the day it tirned out too big so he thoughtcan of something super quick, arrow was obvious cos the previous design was a triangle.

    And yep done a phd in quantum conputing to avoid getting a job for four years. It was brutal went in addicted to benzos came out addicted to benzos booze and b. But I'm glad I did it I feel I was born to do science.

    Recovery is getting better I've cross addicted to the bass guitar

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    Quote Originally Posted by chinup View Post
    Recovery is getting better I've cross addicted to the bass guitar
    Just don't try smoking it

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    haha i'd get murdered if i did its a brand new fender something fancy that cost ?400.

    that's what recovery has given me. my bass went to crack converters. 3 months ago this bass would have gone to crack converters. now i'm trusted with it.

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    Quote Originally Posted by chinup View Post
    haha i'd get murdered if i did its a brand new fender something fancy that cost ?400.

    that's what recovery has given me. my bass went to crack converters. 3 months ago this bass would have gone to crack converters. now i'm trusted with it.
    "Crack converters" haha!!

    Those places are such a fucking rip off.. I bought a new laptop this year and since I no longer needed it I thought I would take my old one in and get a few quid for it. They gave me 100 quid for a 500 quid laptop that was only 8 months old and I saw it in the window the following day for sale at 350... they said that's all they could give me cos it had a tiny scratch on it..

    What a load of shit.

    My ex's son wanted to sell his old Xbox there a while back and I took it down for him and after hearing the pittance they were offering I happened to see a guy and his son looking at one on the display shelf to buy.. I ended up pulling him to one side and selling him mine for less than the price of the one in the window but more than they were offering me for mine...so we all won (except for the shop lol).

    Those places just exploit people who we hard up and need some cash by ripping them off.

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    you can scam them if there's someone you trust slightly but don't really care about. get the money then report the item stolen to the police they'll get it back for you.

    but yeah all those shops are fuckin exploitative. i hate hate hate to think of the absolute pittance my grandmother's pearls will have been sold for. they meant the world to me and nothing to whoever stole them.

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    Quote Originally Posted by chinup View Post
    you can scam them if there's someone you trust slightly but don't really care about. get the money then report the item stolen to the police they'll get it back for you.

    but yeah all those shops are fuckin exploitative. i hate hate hate to think of the absolute pittance my grandmother's pearls will have been sold for. they meant the world to me and nothing to whoever stole them.
    But wouldn't they see on CCTV the person who brought the item in to sell in the first place? Surely they would then be in shit as you need to provide photo ID when selling something? Seems that the selling the item is in the shit, but I guess that's what you mean by "trust slightly but don't really care about".

    Ahh, I'm really sorry about your grandmas pearls... someone once stole my mum's gold bracelet and sold it in a second hand shop and it devastated me to see her cry when she found out. I tried to find out who sold it but I never did.. It's just as well really cos I would have killed them. My mum meant the world to me and any one who made her cry like that would have gotton the kicking of their lives if I'd found them.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Raasyvibe View Post
    Edit x 2: as with fubar, you're very welcome to call me a complete cunt if I'm completely wrong! Or even just ignore me if you don't like being psychoanalysed by a stranger!
    Very helpful thanks

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    Had dream last night or this morning, whatever, that I was meeting my H dealer. When I met him got 3 30 euro bags off him and they were literally like baloons, fucking huge and we were so happy. Went home, shot up and all was good, that good we decided we wanted more. This time we wanted a half 8. When we met him he said he wanted 200 euro for it which is a complete rip off, me and my mate really wanted more so we said we wouldnt get a half 8 but instead we would get some more 30 bags. When he showed us the bags they had quadrupled in size, so we bought more. We got out of the car, dealer put on his music full blast, sped off and 30 feet down the road he crashed and the car done a crazy flip like 20 times in the air 😂 Bit of a mad dream just said id fill you all in. Peace out, im off to la la land again, Mr.Heffo94.

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