Let me tel you a bit of my story. A very, short version..
took 5 tabs of LSD
very inexperienced
i realized the universe (so to speak)
7-10 hours later my "friend" and I were walking back to his house.
the time was around 10 pm
i look at him, all I can remember what I said was "this is who I really am, this is me talking, I want it, can you make it happen?" He said "I can't" then I said"but you know people who can" he said yes, I said make it happen....
shortly thereafter a van pulled up.
i recognized the people inside, as far as I knew they were drug dealers.
we are in the car and my high and mighty confidence takes an eerie turn to that of impending doom,
they begin to chant
i feel forces overcoming me
now is when my memory begins to fail me,
these next lines aren't in chronological order
im encompassed in light someone is in front of me, I have never seen this person before, he seems to be the epitome of all that I desired humans to be,
He asked me what it is I want, i replied with the burning confidence of ten thousand suns
"everything!"
he said he couldn't do that but surely there was something else.
we sat in silence for about 30 seconds, then he pressed on rather harshly,,
What is it you want from life! Immediately I realized "this is lucifer"
(my thoughts at the time)*he is not a horned beast! He appears to each human according to their subjective sinful perception of perfection* (if that makes sense...) if I told him what I wanted from life he would offer it, and I would give him my soul. I had figured it out. I laid back and said "if your power does not stretch from as far as the east to the west as the north to the south why would want anything from you? "
Let me tell you first hand, it's not wise to mock lucifer....Next thing I know I'm encompassed in light again, I remember drinking something..the light was so impure and bright...it's all I remember, then all of a sudden I wasn't breathing and I was in darkness, infinite void...of nothing. Then a fire kindled within me and from the darkness I roared with conviction and consciously shot myself back into my body, I'm back to normal consciousness no longer tripping..they see this and say "HES FIGHTING BACK!" Then they began spiritually attacking me more intensely than before, eventually I couldn't fight anymore MY strength had run out and the last Time I was able to make myself return from the darkness, I pleaded for them to stop.. They said in a mocking demeaning voice "aww he wants us to stop" next thing I know I'm getting of the van with my "friend" and we walk to his house.
I forgot everything at this point. We go behind his garage while he smokes a cigarette. I look at the ground below me and I see clear as day, a pentagram surrounded by other pentagrams spinning with words I can't read on the border of the circle also spinning....the portal was neon green.. A demonic portal. Immediately he says "not here common lets go inside" at this point I'm like OK WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON. To sum this next part up, in his bedroom it started off weak, the manipulation of reality started off weak and became strong to the point where I was in hell and translucent demons were around me...it started when I was talking to him and I noticed his eyes rolling in a complete 360 cycle behind his head...when I noticed it a few times he said "oh fuck" this was probably because he realized I saw it and they had just cleared my memory of the previous event...it all starts to come back to me..and I am forcing myself to remember, but each memory restored made me have heavy visuals of hellish things, and eventually I was experiencing infinity while under the epitome of fear and suffering...hell. He enjoyed playing with my mind here, I regained moments of clarity only to realize he was standing above me. like I was a catalyst by which he enjoys sinister creation. He gave me illusions of escape and each time I tried to take on, bam sent me right back to where I was, hell..it was so fucking intense NO WORDS CAN EXPLAIN IT!!!
I realized that it was like an infinite spiral staircase, you climb and climb thinking the top is around the next loop, but it's not, the staircase is infinite. Anyway, me lying there in a pool of sweat trembling white as a dead man, I thought to myself "I'm not dead so there has to be a way out" but how!? I then remembered that Jesus said, when you don't know what to pray pray this,
our father
which art in heaven
hallowed be thy name
thy kingdom come
thy will be done
on earth as it is in heaven
give us this day our daily bread
and forgive us our debts as we forgive our debtors
lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil.
after I said that. The trip ended immediately
lucifer fled.
i look over at my friend and he gave one last evil grin before going back to "normal"
now I have to consider
is Jesus Christ really the son of god and is lucifer real? Did I hallucinate all of this? Does lucifer really steal people's souls I. Exchange for earthly pleasure? I mean... Biblical prophecies are unfolding before us..if you do a tiny bit of research you would see that....so what do you guys have to say about all this shit?
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took 5 tabs of LSD
very inexperienced
i realized the universe (so to speak)
7-10 hours later my "friend" and I were walking back to his house.
the time was around 10 pm
i look at him, all I can remember what I said was "this is who I really am, this is me talking, I want it, can you make it happen?" He said "I can't" then I said"but you know people who can" he said yes, I said make it happen....
shortly thereafter a van pulled up.
i recognized the people inside, as far as I knew they were drug dealers.
we are in the car and my high and mighty confidence takes an eerie turn to that of impending doom,
they begin to chant
i feel forces overcoming me
now is when my memory begins to fail me,
these next lines aren't in chronological order
im encompassed in light someone is in front of me, I have never seen this person before, he seems to be the epitome of all that I desired humans to be,
He asked me what it is I want, i replied with the burning confidence of ten thousand suns
"everything!"
he said he couldn't do that but surely there was something else.
we sat in silence for about 30 seconds, then he pressed on rather harshly,,
What is it you want from life! Immediately I realized "this is lucifer"
(my thoughts at the time)*he is not a horned beast! He appears to each human according to their subjective sinful perception of perfection* (if that makes sense...) if I told him what I wanted from life he would offer it, and I would give him my soul. I had figured it out. I laid back and said "if your power does not stretch from as far as the east to the west as the north to the south why would want anything from you? "
Let me tell you first hand, it's not wise to mock lucifer....Next thing I know I'm encompassed in light again, I remember drinking something..the light was so impure and bright...it's all I remember, then all of a sudden I wasn't breathing and I was in darkness, infinite void...of nothing. Then a fire kindled within me and from the darkness I roared with conviction and consciously shot myself back into my body, I'm back to normal consciousness no longer tripping..they see this and say "HES FIGHTING BACK!" Then they began spiritually attacking me more intensely than before, eventually I couldn't fight anymore MY strength had run out and the last Time I was able to make myself return from the darkness, I pleaded for them to stop.. They said in a mocking demeaning voice "aww he wants us to stop" next thing I know I'm getting of the van with my "friend" and we walk to his house.
I forgot everything at this point. We go behind his garage while he smokes a cigarette. I look at the ground below me and I see clear as day, a pentagram surrounded by other pentagrams spinning with words I can't read on the border of the circle also spinning....the portal was neon green.. A demonic portal. Immediately he says "not here common lets go inside" at this point I'm like OK WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON. To sum this next part up, in his bedroom it started off weak, the manipulation of reality started off weak and became strong to the point where I was in hell and translucent demons were around me...it started when I was talking to him and I noticed his eyes rolling in a complete 360 cycle behind his head...when I noticed it a few times he said "oh fuck" this was probably because he realized I saw it and they had just cleared my memory of the previous event...it all starts to come back to me..and I am forcing myself to remember, but each memory restored made me have heavy visuals of hellish things, and eventually I was experiencing infinity while under the epitome of fear and suffering...hell. He enjoyed playing with my mind here, I regained moments of clarity only to realize he was standing above me. like I was a catalyst by which he enjoys sinister creation. He gave me illusions of escape and each time I tried to take on, bam sent me right back to where I was, hell..it was so fucking intense NO WORDS CAN EXPLAIN IT!!!
I realized that it was like an infinite spiral staircase, you climb and climb thinking the top is around the next loop, but it's not, the staircase is infinite. Anyway, me lying there in a pool of sweat trembling white as a dead man, I thought to myself "I'm not dead so there has to be a way out" but how!? I then remembered that Jesus said, when you don't know what to pray pray this,
our father
which art in heaven
hallowed be thy name
thy kingdom come
thy will be done
on earth as it is in heaven
give us this day our daily bread
and forgive us our debts as we forgive our debtors
lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil.
after I said that. The trip ended immediately
lucifer fled.
i look over at my friend and he gave one last evil grin before going back to "normal"
now I have to consider
is Jesus Christ really the son of god and is lucifer real? Did I hallucinate all of this? Does lucifer really steal people's souls I. Exchange for earthly pleasure? I mean... Biblical prophecies are unfolding before us..if you do a tiny bit of research you would see that....so what do you guys have to say about all this shit?
Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_lsd
substancecode_lysergamides
explevel_inexperienced
exptype_negative
exptype_spiritual
exptype_lifechanging
exptype_difficult
roacode_sublingual
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