So last week i had some acute pain problem (nothing serious) and decided to try 25mg nasally because of that as to reduce the dissociation like i do with 3-meo-pcp / DCK. Boy was i wrong. In 10 minutes it hit me hard and dissociation was very intense, but not cold / clinical like 3-meo-pcp, instead it was warm. Backdrip was disgusting.
It felt like i took a different drug than DMXE orally. It somehow felt magical. Despite the intensity i was not anxious or worrying at all. The high seemed to be concentrated around my head both physically and mentally, unlike with oral ROA where it's all-encompassing but not as good. It also didn't seem as incapacitating as oral because of that.
Interestingly closing my eyes was not as pleasurable as (oral) DCK. The pain was reduced, but i still felt it, just didn't bother me as much. I started watching some comedic tv show and it wasn't any funnier than usual, however there was this strong and strange feeling of novelty which made watching very interesting; it's not the same kind of novelty as the first time you're doing something - this seems different and more concentrated. There was also that magical feeling which i would also describe as "normalcy" (if that is even the correct word) - as in being very high, but somehow right-in-the-head and proper human being, the way i was supposed to be. I felt more connected to other people and mankind in general.
I didn't have the chance to test this with a friend, but i think it has disinhibiting effects - not like benzos or alcohol where you just don't give a shit, it felt more 'human', earthy, direct and empathic. Like with other dissos i did not have negative thoughts and did not think about past events, even that little voice in my head shut up. I didn't feel lonely, but still daydreamt about posting my trip report on bluelight. Libido was also increased in healthy way, albeit not as strong as 3-meo-pcp (which i've only done up to 4mg, edit: 8mg now). The high lasted for about hour and a half and then it started to slowly decline for about 2-2.5 hours, which was also pleasurable.
i did a 15mg redose, since that's all i had left. Pain relief was apparent, but the high was definitely not as good as 1st dose, so from now on i'll just do a single large one.
I'm not sure if this is direct result of the drug or what, but 2 full days after this i was feeling better and positive. Food seemed to taste a lot better than usually. I was also more energetic and was inclined to do some unnecessary shopping online, luckily i only settled on 1 purchase (plants and flowers and shit for decor). Make of this what you will. The 3rd and 4th day this feeling largely dissipated. It reminded me a bit of 3-meo-pcp afterglow which also last similiarly long, but is nowhere near as good - it just makes me less irritable - maybe i have to try bigger dosages.
Would you say MXPr / MXiPr are similiar to this?