was listening to a song i was playing on 700 ug then i remembered that special moment. It was so beautiful staring into the infinity of reality. What am i so scared to loss? my fat ass ego that is. Next time i trip ima take 4 then redose 1-2 more and redose further if god tells me. Will wait for the full moon gonna make it a big one for what might be some of my last travels with psychedelics then if i have the cash get some DMT.
Hi. It’s good to see you appear to take a firmer, more self confident and mentally proactive stance, looking forward.
And exactly. I don’t think you have anything to lose. Don’t take that wrong. You are deep and steely enough to handle a difficult, bad trip, which isn’t really going to happen for yourself with acid like the shrooms.
My last 500 ug trip, now I’m feeling 250 to 300 may be my next one,
I really feel strangely cleansed to have tripped beyond being aware I was even tripping for like 75% of the trip.
It mirrored my first ever real tabs. Aliens, 31st December 1997 (like, just before 12 pm 1st Jan).
18 at the time, I had never had acid like t hat, wasn’t prepared.
I was alone in. A huge illegal warehouse NYE rave, dark almost unlit building.
Not freaking out, no fear, but so disconnected from every person there until I met up with my cousins about 5 am.
That time, after about 9 hours from dropping the first tab (250-300 ug no question at all, real warping mindbenders), I had that same feeling, suddenly catching sight of the trip starting to level off.
First time I knew I was going to be “alright” again.
That’s being proper tripped out, the good old fashioned way.
I took a 2nd tab that morning, soon as I realised I could (possibly, hopefully lol) get away with it.
The visual distortions and cartoon like crazy verse I immediately catapulted into were unique in a way I’ve never experienced the same way since.
So I’m not rushing my proposed 2 mg dose for now. 2.5 is a gamble, could be edgy and defeat the purpose.
Energy healing and homeopathy has me totally wiped out. It’s amazing how the rechargeable AA batteries run flat in a few hours just placed over various body energy points, away from the skin, and need a full recharge.
This type of powerful energy healing smacks you hard though. Really wipes you out. Plus I’m running multiple other healing protocols too.
It’s making positive difference, by the day. Feeling increasingly cleaner inside, lighter, more agile, mobile, less stiff. Just so exhausted though and have really hit some deep depression.
I think I just need a longer break now from tripping.
Just gonna rest today, keep up all my treatments. No more energy healing til next week, 4 sessions this week, I went hard on it, time to rest now let the energy do it’s thing.