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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Talk Thread: If 2020 Was the Dumpster, Can 2021 Be the Fire?

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Or they could have been a non psychoactive food source. I’ve read that the often asserted claim that humans have tripped for 1,000s of years is not always backed up with that much evidence. And when it is, it’s usually true only for the shamans or priests, not for the common people.
Not really trying to debate ancient psychedelic use...just throwing it out there. Cheers
 
there is alot of edvience. The 8000 bc cave paintings in africa are so well done you can track down the extact psilocybe species in the area
 
Can’t read the full text of that paper, 9999
I don’t have academic access anymore :(
 
You can also email one of the authors and ask for a copy. I’ve had good success with that.
Not like they get a cut of the journal’s sales :)
 
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Depending on where you live, your state's public library system might also give you free access to a bunch of services like JSTOR.
 
Anyway, I may have mentioned I was heading out on Saturday afternoon with 600 ug of WoW LSD that I’d not tried before. Some hours later I reported that I’d had a magic time but redosed 4 hours in …

That’s not quite the end of the story. I went home somewhere around 9 or 10 PM. I was feeling happy and that there was still a lot of potential action on my head - but at the same timeI was totally exhausted.

So naturallyI though maybe a hit or two of quality meth might give me the energy to follow my trip through to the very end. Naturally also this is typical of the kinds of decisions I absolutely know, and have known for decades, that i should not make on drugs.

The next 18 or so hours are a blur of meth. You’ve heard it before. You don’t need the details.

But when I finally came to sometime on Tuesday morning i walked into the kitchen to find the freezer door open, everything defrosted, and this sitting on the bench,



The big one is 30 ml and the small ones are 3 ml. The LSD dose per ml is written on the bottle. 333 ug on the big one and 200 ug on the small ones.



I don’t seem to have any memory of how they moved from being full in a sealed box in the back of the freezer to being empty on the bench. There were no shadow people who might be blamed.

If I did the calculations correctly and also ate all the paper I must have consumed north of 10 mg - which may well be a personal record. I do have a general feeling of concussion (but zero post-meth effects).

That is an amazing and totally fucking stupid waste of LSD. But, because the universe loves me, an envelope from halfway around the world arrived in my letterbox today containing this…

 
Perforated said:
Anyway, I may have mentioned I was heading out on Saturday afternoon with 600 ug of WoW LSD that I’d not tried before. Some hours later I reported that I’d had a magic time but redosed 4 hours in …

That’s not quite the end of the story. I went home somewhere around 9 or 10 PM. I was feeling happy and that there was still a lot of potential action on my head - but at the same timeI was totally exhausted.

So naturallyI though maybe a hit or two of quality meth might give me the energy to follow my trip through to the very end. Naturally also this is typical of the kinds of decisions I absolutely know, and have known for decades, that i should not make on drugs.

The next 18 or so hours are a blur of meth. You’ve heard it before. You don’t need the details.

But when I finally came to sometime on Tuesday morning i walked into the kitchen to find the freezer door open, everything defrosted, and this sitting on the bench,



The big one is 30 ml and the small ones are 3 ml. The LSD dose per ml is written on the bottle. 333 ug on the big one and 200 ug on the small ones.



I don’t seem to have any memory of how they moved from being full in a sealed box in the back of the freezer to being empty on the bench. There were no shadow people who might be blamed.

If I did the calculations correctly and also ate all the paper I must have consumed north of 10 mg - which may well be a personal record. I do have a general feeling of concussion (but zero post-meth effects).

That is an amazing and totally fucking stupid waste of LSD. But, because the universe loves me, an envelope from halfway around the world arrived in my letterbox today containing this…

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I made do good with just 1200 mics finally. But so much edibles and sativa vapor really lifted me up there. Proactively. It's jet fuel. But you still have to fly the jet that is consciousness.

I was thinking about you at the start Sunday night because I only took 100 mics originally and I came up on it absolutely fully I could tell it was only 100 µg subjectively but the level of experience is another thing.

It's like smoking half a gram of weed one afternoon and then the next day you don't have any weight or you just have a few puffs it's not like your experience of life and a depth of your imagination is dependent upon the amount of substance precisely.

Because I was marvelled. 7 days after the last milligram trip. I felt higher. Full hallucinogenic, mystical headspace.

Just no tolerance at all. Infinite access.

But yeah, you need to be a bit more cautious maybe just for general sake. You need a camera running in future, see exactly what went on.

There is definitely phenomenons going on with this because you say that it feels alien and unrelatable to you my own ability to experience the fullness of LSD on literally any dose small to large without ever having a tolerance just as soon as I'm in the mood it's reset within a few days.

Because to me, it's equally bemusong your own different experince.

I do take as much acid as I feel can be used by me. But it takes me so much further.

It is the long and gradual work on consciousness and self reconstruction I have been naturally committed to.

It is like a project work. Not complete, until it's reached it's destination. It sounds all cliche but it's really not, just trying to express something so massive and genuine and unverbalisable in simple and actually accurate meaningful terms which can never do these matters justice.

This year, last 5 months espec, have been so interesting. Dismantling my self, losing language and familiarity each time. Integrating like hell going through hell at times then feeling more than restored and renewed it just takes a few weeks sometimes.

And a lot of other stuff too. I'm primitive in expression after tripping anyway. This proactive focussed consciousness work fascinates me though.

Things change in stages, within and to do with the self and ethereal body.

Plus, @Perforated I look up to you a lot. I don't look up to a lot of people in life.

I actually get bitter looking for people to look up to and failing at times.

That's not a humble thing to say but an honest experience. But I do look up to you and respect you completely so we definitely need you to be sensible to a degree generally. We do whatever. To be well, happy not just safe as in not dead lol.

Dead safe! 😀

But you are more helpful, valued, respected, positively influencing than you might appreciate and always very peacekeeping in the most mature manner. Just observations.

Now there are people who I will never say I look up to and actually I have a nature of even grossly offending certain people by speaking my mind as I do here above. (Speak my mind. It gets me in trouble. Especially in an induced pdychosis state (What LSD basically does right temporary psychosis?)

In a view.
 
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Omg, you seriously ate over 100 hits of L in a single day? And you don’t remember it?!

You better put those blotters away for safe keeping. (I’m at your service haha)
 
porkstock said:
Omg, you seriously ate over 100 hits of L in a single day? And you don’t remember it?!

You better put those blotters away for safe keeping. (I’m at your service haha)
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I’d tripped pretty heavily 5 or 6 days previously so I knew I was risking bumping into tolerance. The 600 ug I took in the afternoon was really wonderful and I had a great time but it definitely only felt like an average 100 ug trip. Then after 4 or 5 hours when I took a few ml of liquids LSD I felt a big jump in body load but things didn’t really get much tripper. So I expect by that time I was at that well known point when even 1,000 more hits of acid won’t have an perceptible effect on a person.

I really need a month or two off.
 
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I’d tripped pretty heavily 5 or 6 days previously so I knew I was risking bumping into tolerance. The 600 ug I took in the afternoon was really wonderful and I had a great time but it definitely only felt like an average 100 ug trip. Then after 4 or 5 hours when I took a few ml of liquids LSD I felt a big jump in body load but things didn’t really get much tripper. So I expect by that time I was at that well known point when even 1,000 more hits of acid won’t have an perceptible effect on a person.

I really need a month or two off.
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This is the other thing as well I've been thinking about this naturally because I've really been I feel tapping into something in my own way and reality, how our realities very.

I would go into orbit with 10 mg's. I handle my trips, but it's an immaterial fully conscious time dilated and rapid deep experience.

I can't imagine the effects ever being imperceptible. And I know if it wasn't so awkward afterwards and with life around too all days, I could have some ridiculous trip by redosing and redosing in 5's maybe, stepping up into the new space each time.

Redosing doesn't just work for me. It's better. Like divers equalising the pressure.

I've always done it. When that sense of total peace and ease arrives, redosing enables me to enter a new experience, from there. Not just on top.

But this too is surely proactive.

Syd Barrett was very mindful and fully proactive with his tripping, focussed on downloading all knowing and accelerating awareness.

I have some new theories, insights into the phenomenon he displayd to myself a teenager, inspiring me to commence my own work of passion in life asap.

I was 15 years old when I found out LSD existed somehow despite the fact my father who was a heroin addict and died when I was three why overdose which didn't score me but he also was a daily microdot user in the hippy years and my mum to was a heroin and speed addict for a long time before I arrived.

Yet somehow I grew up in a home where cannabis was sold so should be so happy friends who I basically spent all my time with smoking weed and who all had probably tripped and I got to age 15 and learning about LSD was kind of news to me.

Great news. Maybe the school lesson with a high monkey in a cage, didn't really teach me about "LSD".

My friends older sister & boyfriend, ravers, tales of "Trips", that made sense. I was seriously lickety lips give me some trips.

True story from that the first time ever in my life I officially stayed up all night I was age 15 staying at a friends house and I was so excited to get some trips one day I never knew there was something like that on the horizon all those years that I stayed up all night thinking about it in anticipation purely positive no fear or apprehension.

I mean that's not exactly normal is it. I swear it was a life calling.

There is so much (non) space to explore though. Just need fuel. I know now how far the fuel can take me. 10 mg's would personally take my conscious too far. Maybe that's how partly people have managed those accidental overdoses.

The consciousness sits relatively still.

It took me a near lifetime to really access the astral and non 3D world. I never could have experienced this year's experiences last. Nor last 3 months in the summer.

Nor yesterday 5 weeks ago. I realise this.

So unscheduled, just now, chiropractor appointment in 4 hours. Can't miss the opportunity. Last thing planned today. Still wasted. Tired too. If it was sooner.

Will be so worth it though.
 
Perforated said:
I’d tripped pretty heavily 5 or 6 days previously so I knew I was risking bumping into tolerance. The 600 ug I took in the afternoon was really wonderful and I had a great time but it definitely only felt like an average 100 ug trip. Then after 4 or 5 hours when I took a few ml of liquids LSD I felt a big jump in body load but things didn’t really get much tripper. So I expect by that time I was at that well known point when even 1,000 more hits of acid won’t have an perceptible effect on a person.

I really need a month or two off.
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well I guess we should be happy that nothing bad happened. could've easily ended in a total trainwreck. take care
 
I really need to stock up on LSD again... haven't had any in years aside from a gifted gel tab now.

I just... I can't find time for it lately. Now that I'm in a house I have so much more upkeep. And my relatives who live in the area call me almost daily to badger me about stuff. And I've been basically relegated to caring for my grandma since her kids don't wanna deal with it. I mean, fair enough, I benefit from her wealth... but still. I wana trip and turn off my phone and not worry about my aunt knocking or calling.

Blerg.
 
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Just no tolerance at all. Infinite access.
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You seem to have a rather unique ability to not get tolerance. For most people, tripping too frequently results in insane permatolerance. I know when I tripped most days for 2 years, by the end I could not trip no matter what, my tolerance was so high. It took 3 years to go back down. I tried tripping once a year after I stopped, and still didn't get much so waited 2 more years.
 
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You seem to have a rather unique ability to not get tolerance. For most people, tripping too frequently results in insane permatolerance. I know when I tripped most days for 2 years, by the end I could not trip no matter what, my tolerance was so high. It took 3 years to go back down. I tried tripping once a year after I stopped, and still didn't get much so waited 2 more years.
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Absolutely but it took me a long time to reach this three years ago I did not have this ability and I did not in the past.

It changed. Prolonged daily mini dosing, coupled with a system saturated with cannabinoids and Kavalactones.

Intermittent macrodosee. Then a switch later 2020 to regular high dosing.

Just 400 doses from February one 6 week break this Summer has been an extraordinary experience.

I don't consider a single dose as wasted and give me a few days just to get some energy back I could repeat the experience except it's never a repeat it's the next mile on the windy, ever developing road.

But only now, after 25 years. I can think back to so many times I did take LSD and tolerance blocked the experience and I know what it feels like I was expecting this in January 2019 my first three experiences confirmed it was going to be a factor it depressed me because I basically just needed a lot of money to trip.

So I stopped using it immediately for about six months because it was such a tease and I was trying to get into a frame of mind where I would be content to take it and leave it.

I did hack it somehow. Reversed. I have heard this reported by other people as well and I think it does take time except those who have reported this to me have only been using casually and not heavily & repeatedly, without the safety catch of tolerance.

Because tolerance is what makes LSD a much safer compound ironically.

@Xorkoth hope things are good this week too man and your'e happy in new job still.
 
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I’m lucky not to have anybody who loves me enough to notice I’ve been off air for 3 or 4 days.
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It's pros and cons.

Greener grass.

Many would envy you you know I have to check myself and remind myself not to admittedly and at the same time you may at times feel a gap or others would certainly but then that is the nature of the forger green over yonder.

I do care though if that's worth any slight thing and I certainly will notice if you vanished into a black hole pray not as an example.
 
Tried Gabapentin for the first time today. Been spacing out 400mg doses every 30-45 minutes, up to 2800mg currently. It's pretty chill, took the dog for a walk and ended up having some way longer conversations with strangers than normal. Not sure how much cross-tolerance is affecting it, as I did Lyrica a few times over the past week and I think I took some Phenibut one day as well. Really need to chill on these substances but they're so damn cozy, I think Lyrica might be my favorite though, for me it's more stimulating and clear headed than the others so I feel like I can be somewhat productive when I'm on it.
 
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