Fleischfresser?
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Apr 17, 2022
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- 119
I miss my pot, absolutely miss it,I guess it helped quite a bit with stress 
I have smoked since I was 13,and don't see how it's hurt me in anyway,the councilor said people cut stuff in ,and I suppose someone might,but the stuff I got was from a dispensary and it worked for me, apparently helping with stress cuz I'm teary eyed now,more then I want to be that's for sure
I never shot anything,with fentanyl I was a double patcher and chewer,and yes I have had to have narccan used on me,back when I double patched about 9,yrs ago or so maybe longer but I no it wasn't good,I was on 100ml and I double patched,I lied said I must of forgot to take off the previous blah blah blah,nothing came of it,o.ding wasn't something I cared to think about,and was much more careful after that.im trying to be strong,trying very hard.
I have smoked since I was 13,and don't see how it's hurt me in anyway,the councilor said people cut stuff in ,and I suppose someone might,but the stuff I got was from a dispensary and it worked for me, apparently helping with stress cuz I'm teary eyed now,more then I want to be that's for sureI never shot anything,with fentanyl I was a double patcher and chewer,and yes I have had to have narccan used on me,back when I double patched about 9,yrs ago or so maybe longer but I no it wasn't good,I was on 100ml and I double patched,I lied said I must of forgot to take off the previous blah blah blah,nothing came of it,o.ding wasn't something I cared to think about,and was much more careful after that.im trying to be strong,trying very hard.
muggy,we haven't uncovered the air conditioner yet,we will see how it goes,the other day was 79 in here,which isn't bad,unless your busy.i was thinking how old this house is the other nite,built in 1897 and that brought me to ghosts,I have had some pretty spooky to things happen in here and in places when I was small,I wonder if anyone would care to here them or better yet share some?I don't want to prattle on anymore if no one's interested.
we stuck $29.000 into it for windows, siding ,attached garage and roof,the garage was there but the construction guys waited till after hours,and extended the roof so she was one with the house,that was 20 plus yrs ago,since then we have had to put another roof on,it's always something 
I would love to sell it and move into a apartment or something small,i don't venture upstairs anymore so ?untill he feels the need to sell I'm stuck pretty much.I can understand why people can be sceptic about the paranormal,I've learned a few lessons on this road,such as people thinking others can talk to the dead ect....when I was young I believe that,maybe I will go into some stuff later.
but man I seen a lot of iguanas,we were feeding them right in the backyard,they would drop out of the tree's with a big slap Lol I love animals
Would anyone like to share thier stories about their pets?We always had a dog,in our 43 yrs together we have had four,Thunder was our first,she was a Australian shepherd,she had one blue eye and one brown,she was a good girl,she would mossy off everyday, I didn't know where to untill one day my Ma told me she would go to her house about 6blocks away and wait at her back door,and Ma would give her a milk bone,lol she also cause a commotion at our kids grammar school lol,she lived to be 14yr old,then we got Rainy and Sadie they were Rottweiler sisters one litter a part,smart as all get out,both passed from cancer 9 months apart
that's cool,hope I can stay awake for it,I fight dozing all day so by nite I'm exhausted gonna try napping a bit at 6:00for an hour.haveca good day everyone 
pretty damn nice if you ask me.ok I will be back,take care and enjoy your day 
somebody like me belongs in a warm climate year round,air conditioning is even painful 
I miss my fentanyl on days like this.Odie has been behaving these past couple of days,lol I'm sure he has something up his feathery sleeve,he went after my husband yesterday 
I can laugh cuz it wasn't me.i guess someone might ask why he has such freedom,I won't lock him up cuz that's why he is the way he is today,I couldn't imagine being locked up for years,plus abused, people make me sick,I only cage him when it's dangerous for him,like when my daughter pops in with her fury friend dog,she is a hunting breed and makes no question about the fact that she would pluck Odie out of thin air. I sometimes wonder who would take him when I die,lol there are not a lot of raised hands in that department,lol,I think my son would take him, 
oh well I guess we cross that bridge when the time comes.
,once he hit the ground he started with the I'm gonna get you routine!Xander our cat was sitting in the dining room watching,lol probably thinking better you then me,why?Odie has kept up with his anger issues for the three years we have had him I don't know.After I went to the methadone clinic I went in search of cat food,good luck Irene! I think I will go to fleet farm later.And this formula shortage has my son in-law driving miles to find!That is so scary!I can't help but wonder what in the hell is really going on?Well I tell ya this woman isn't gonna go anywhere today without one of Odie's ropes in my hand
the meth doc said it not young anymore and felt it was too he compo of the gab as methadone and trazadone,but why it waited till June 13 to have this happen was a mystery,I can't even think about what happened without crying.i personally don't think dropping ten ml of methadone isn't enough...and have a appointment Monday to talk about dropping it some more...I'm praying someone on hear might have a better explanation ,how is it I was doing everything correct and this happened.im not a religious person but god bless all of you and I know someone was in my corner besides my husband ,son and doctor.
