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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v 6.0

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It's weird that you say you don't feel euphoria even in dreams.
In my dreams, I noticed that I my healthy self.
I can definitely express and feel emotions in my dreams.
The astral body is invincible, only the physical body is damaged, but the spiritual part of you is still intact!
I never really felt euphoria in dreams much anyway even pre invega so the fact I did is out of the ordinary I think it’s a good sign ima find peace in life soon I’m thinking when summer rolls around.
 
Sorry in advance for being graphic.
<edited out graphic sexual details - SMod>
It was quite close to what it was before iirc.
<snip>
Sexual desire also improved more.
Problems that still remain are difficulty to reach orgasm.

*edit - yes that was a bit too graphic. I'm pleased to hear you're gaining some semblance of your previous sexual ability but please refrain from including the graphic details next time, thank you - SMod*
also good to hear your sexual function is coming back although prolly best to be respectful about sharing your experiences not everyone wants to hear that but I personally don’t mind this is a good sign though 🙏 2-3 weeks after my sexual dysfunction went away I felt better mentally I’m telling you bro it’s gonna get better for you.
 
also good to hear your sexual function is coming back although prolly best to be respectful about sharing your experiences not everyone wants to hear that but I personally don’t mind this is a good sign though 🙏 2-3 weeks after my sexual dysfunction went away I felt better mentally I’m telling you bro it’s gonna get better for you.
Thank you for the encouragement bro.
My post had to be graphic because only certain aspects have improved haha
I would be more mindful next time no worries.
 
Please be cautious about inviting other Bluelighters to share personal contact details. It's not wise, and not practising sensible internet safety. We are all strangers here, after all.


Also, I have just had to delete a whole bunch of posts that were potical and therefore irrelevant to the discussion of recovery from Invega/Xeplion. Please let's keep this thread on the discussion of people's recovery only. Any off-topic posts will be deleted. Thank you

I'm just curious, what is the red line/criteria for such political topic violations? What exactly constitutes something that is "irrelevant" or even "inappropriate" or "harmful" ?

I didn't even notice said posts, tbh.

For example, I definitely think some wider issues are completely relevant to the issue and discussion of recovery from Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone), because most of us have directly experienced (and there is much evidence) that there are wider issues relevant to our recovery.

First off, with the exception of people who quickly recover from the main side effects of depression and sexual dysfunction,by discontinuing paliperidone, there is no proven medication that can treat this or cure it, and many of us have long term and sometimes permanent issues, where clearly no treatment works, our bodies don't heal themselves in a timely manner or at all and we've been off paliperidone for a long time.

This is not an issue with no political or moral valence--it relates directly to the neglect, ethical breaches, violations of the tenets of medicine, etc. that is often occurring psychiatry.

The psychiatric profession and science have known about the problems of antipsychotic induced depression and sexual dysfunction for many many years, and in those many years, they have virtually never bothered to research a cure, much less a treatment, for antipsychotic induced depression and sexual dysfunction (and even antidepressant induced sexual dysfunction) which all can be extremely severe, sometimes permanent, in all cases, very painful and life-destroying.

There is plenty of evidence that many of them don't take the problem seriously, even when appealed to for help and action.

There are many first-hand accounts (and also documentation and undeniable proof) that many of our treating psychiatrists deny our pain and suffering, deny our problems exist, deny they were caused by paliperidone, delay or omit a diagnosis of depression/medication-induced depression and HSSD and sexual dysfunction at all, refuse to give or generate serious obstacles to us (getting) adequate care and treatment, refuse to contact outside experts for help, refuse to report our adverse side effects to the wider community, etc. I am probably missing a few points, too.

Additionally, in almost all cases that I've heard of, the prescribing and overseeing psychiatrists completely failed to warn us about the risks of developing depression and sexual dysfunction at all from paliperidone (and other antipsychotics, as well), much less the very severe forms we have. This is in spite of literature evidence and provider experience conforming that antipsychotics and paliperidone can cause sexual dysfunction, in spite of "Neuroleptic Induced Deficit Syndrome" (basically, antipsychotic caused depression) having been known about for over 30 years, etc.

This, of course, makes some sense since the official drug labels for antipsychotics downplay or omit altogether the possibility and severity of depression and sexual dysfunction risks (even though this is documented in the science as well as first-hand accounts). For the official drug label for paliperidone,
https://www.accessdata.fda.gov/drugsatfda_docs/label/2010/021999s018lbl.pdf
there is zero mention of depression and sexual dysfunction whatsoever.

So, while this is part of the reason that psychiatrists don't warn their patients, it is not a valid excuse, since elsewhere in the psychiatric science (literature and documented provider experience and affirmation) and first-hand accounts, these side effects and their risks are all confirmed.

Thus, there is a professional, ethical, medical and even somewhat political component to the issue of recovery from Invega/Xeplion/paliperidone, since the the very matter of recovery and the problems we have in the first place are the direct fault of and result of the negligence of and failure of medical duty of the Pharmaceutical manufacturers and the psychiatric treatment providers. The matter of our recovery and our treatment we receive and the help we seek in regards to that recovery is directly related, additionally, to the failures in medical duty and care and negligence on the part of psychiatric providers. Additionally, this issue simply cannot easily be separated from psychiatric researchers (especially for depression, psychotic disorders, schizophrenia, clinical treatment, etc.) and the leadership of the psychiatric profession (the American Psychiatric Association, the World Psychiatric Assocation, the National Institute of Mental Health, American Board of Psychiatry and Neurology (ABPN) and even the Accreditation Council on Graduate Medical Education). These researchers and leadership are enabling, exacerbating and in some ways, directly contributing to this problem.

Additionally, the matter of recovery is related to law, since people who have suffered this have ostensibly, in all cases, suffered personal injury from medical malpractice and dangerous drugs. This can't be divorced from recovery, because, fundamentally, this is a personal injury from medical malpractice/dangerous drugs.

Perhaps some posters were making unfounded accusations against psychiatry, or giving potentially detrimental advice to unconditionally stop antipsychotics altogether when people with psychotic symptoms need them? Or perhaps they were going off topic and talking about unrelated political issues?

The point is, I, and possibly others, am not at all trying to make this issue political, it just is, undeniably, to some extent. I certainly hope you wouldn't censor such valid and important arguments directly related to the recovery, to the suffering, to the facts, of all of us going through these problems and injustices. This forum and these threads are a blessing to all of us, very unique and miraculous (there are few other instances, if any, of such a collection of people reporting universally on a problem caused by a particular medication or class of medications) (if anyone knows of any other instances, please share them), and an indispensable research to all of us and the public. I hope, for instance, moderators and IT specialists at bluelight.org can not only back up these threads to a safe, secure, offline sight, but protect the site from any risks of hacking and destruction. These first hand testimonies and the active participation and presence of so many sufferers is an indispensable, crucial and irreplaceable resource, for all matters relating to our problem and our recovery.

It is somewhat a political issue, and at least, a professional and societal issue, because many of us, including myself, can confirm that we've approached and interfaced broadly with the profession of psychiatry and they have not been able to help, they have neglected their duty to help, and they've continually put us and others in harms way. Furthermore, we are also relying on the other industries, institutions, professions and disciplines of our societies to help us in various ways and to address these problems present in psychiatry.
Some of these include: Medicine, Education, Academia, Psychology, abnormal psychology, clinical psychology, forensic psychology, Social work, Social sciences, Criminology, Law, law enforcement, Journalism, News Media, public policy groups, NGOs, government, Pharmaceutical Companies and Pharmacy.
These institutions, professions, industries and disciplines play a huge role in helping people in our situation and addressing our injuries and addressing our difficulties with the problems and wrongdoings present in and committed by psychiatry. Most of these institutions, professions, industries and disciplines also coordinate and collaborate extensively with psychiatry, for good and (unfortunately) for bad. Thus, our issues of recovery from paliperidone and the injury we have suffered also relates to these said institutions, professions, industries and disciplines who in some cases, enable, endorse and/or even participate in the said ethical breaches, failure of medical duty, safety and treatment, etc. of psychiatry that has directly caused our paliperidone-induced side effects (and therefore the issue and need for recovery int he first place) and directly impacts (often negatively) our prospects of recovery (as well as related matters, like justice and litigation). Justice and litigation must be seen as an extension of recovery. Why? Because some of us never recover! Therefore, our "recovery" is actually a life-long process where we need help with our symptoms and suffering and all the circumstances related to it, like not being able to take care of ourselves, not being able to function, work, and do many human activities, etc. Thus, part of the "recovery" or "living with this syndrome, these side effects" process is attaining financial support, for instance (since we cannot work or take care of ourselves or our children, dependents, etc.), and one of the main avenues for that financial support (since we cannot work, etc.) is through damages recovered from litigation.

Also, you notice time and time again, I reiterate that I am not anti-psychiatry. I am not innately against psychiatry--I recognize that psychology, psychiatry, therapy methods and medications can help people. I also recognize that, at least in theory, psychiatry and psychology is supposed to serve the greater good, protect patients, do no harm, tell no lies and not engage in political corruption, breaches of ethics or fronting for pharmaceutical greed, and that psychiatrists are actually licensed and educated doctors, so they are also supposed to abide by many tenets of medicine, ethical standards, the Hippocratic oath, the duty of care and the obligation to do no harm, as well as the obligation to coordinate with the wider medical community, to share information, to report adverse effects to drugs, to contribute to the discovery of cures and breakthroughs, to share information relevant to the improvement and advancement of medicine and treatment of diseases, etc. (just to name a few).

To support my pro-psychiatry claim, we must note that these problems and ethical breaches are the result of bad actors and bad apples in psychiatry and related institutions, professions, disciplines and industries. These bad actors and bad apples put psychiatry and related institutions, professions, disciplines and industries into disrepute and disrupt the very mission and moral and professional standards of psychiatry and related institutions, professions, disciplines and industries. Thus, it is in the interest of pro-psychiatry efforts, that these bad actors and bad apples and their ethical breaches be addressed as thoroughly and effectively as possible. It is a service to all those people in psychiatry (and the related institutions, professions, disciplines and industries) who are upstanding, incredibly hard-working, do a lot of good, and follow the mission, purpose and moral and professional standards of their respective fields.
 
I'm just curious, what is the red line/criteria for such political topic violations? What exactly constitutes something that is "irrelevant" or even "inappropriate" or "harmful" ?

I didn't even notice said posts, tbh.

For example, I definitely think some wider issues are completely relevant to the issue and discussion of recovery from Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone), because most of us have directly experienced (and there is much evidence) that there are wider issues relevant to our recovery.

First off, with the exception of people who quickly recover from the main side effects of depression and sexual dysfunction,by discontinuing paliperidone, there is no proven medication that can treat this or cure it, and many of us have long term and sometimes permanent issues, where clearly no treatment works, our bodies don't heal themselves in a timely manner or at all and we've been off paliperidone for a long time.

This is not an issue with no political or moral valence--it relates directly to the neglect, ethical breaches, violations of the tenets of medicine, etc. that is often occurring psychiatry.

The psychiatric profession and science have known about the problems of antipsychotic induced depression and sexual dysfunction for many many years, and in those many years, they have virtually never bothered to research a cure, much less a treatment, for antipsychotic induced depression and sexual dysfunction (and even antidepressant induced sexual dysfunction) which all can be extremely severe, sometimes permanent, in all cases, very painful and life-destroying.

There is plenty of evidence that many of them don't take the problem seriously, even when appealed to for help and action.

There are many first-hand accounts (and also documentation and undeniable proof) that many of our treating psychiatrists deny our pain and suffering, deny our problems exist, deny they were caused by paliperidone, delay or omit a diagnosis of depression/medication-induced depression and HSSD and sexual dysfunction at all, refuse to give or generate serious obstacles to us (getting) adequate care and treatment, refuse to contact outside experts for help, refuse to report our adverse side effects to the wider community, etc. I am probably missing a few points, too.

Additionally, in almost all cases that I've heard of, the prescribing and overseeing psychiatrists completely failed to warn us about the risks of developing depression and sexual dysfunction at all from paliperidone (and other antipsychotics, as well), much less the very severe forms we have. This is in spite of literature evidence and provider experience conforming that antipsychotics and paliperidone can cause sexual dysfunction, in spite of "Neuroleptic Induced Deficit Syndrome" (basically, antipsychotic caused depression) having been known about for over 30 years, etc.

This, of course, makes some sense since the official drug labels for antipsychotics downplay or omit altogether the possibility and severity of depression and sexual dysfunction risks (even though this is documented in the science as well as first-hand accounts). For the official drug label for paliperidone,
https://www.accessdata.fda.gov/drugsatfda_docs/label/2010/021999s018lbl.pdf
there is zero mention of depression and sexual dysfunction whatsoever.

So, while this is part of the reason that psychiatrists don't warn their patients, it is not a valid excuse, since elsewhere in the psychiatric science (literature and documented provider experience and affirmation) and first-hand accounts, these side effects and their risks are all confirmed.

Thus, there is a professional, ethical, medical and even somewhat political component to the issue of recovery from Invega/Xeplion/paliperidone, since the the very matter of recovery and the problems we have in the first place are the direct fault of and result of the negligence of and failure of medical duty of the Pharmaceutical manufacturers and the psychiatric treatment providers. The matter of our recovery and our treatment we receive and the help we seek in regards to that recovery is directly related, additionally, to the failures in medical duty and care and negligence on the part of psychiatric providers. Additionally, this issue simply cannot easily be separated from psychiatric researchers (especially for depression, psychotic disorders, schizophrenia, clinical treatment, etc.) and the leadership of the psychiatric profession (the American Psychiatric Association, the World Psychiatric Assocation, the National Institute of Mental Health, American Board of Psychiatry and Neurology (ABPN) and even the Accreditation Council on Graduate Medical Education). These researchers and leadership are enabling, exacerbating and in some ways, directly contributing to this problem.

Additionally, the matter of recovery is related to law, since people who have suffered this have ostensibly, in all cases, suffered personal injury from medical malpractice and dangerous drugs. This can't be divorced from recovery, because, fundamentally, this is a personal injury from medical malpractice/dangerous drugs.

Perhaps some posters were making unfounded accusations against psychiatry, or giving potentially detrimental advice to unconditionally stop antipsychotics altogether when people with psychotic symptoms need them? Or perhaps they were going off topic and talking about unrelated political issues?

The point is, I, and possibly others, am not at all trying to make this issue political, it just is, undeniably, to some extent. I certainly hope you wouldn't censor such valid and important arguments directly related to the recovery, to the suffering, to the facts, of all of us going through these problems and injustices. This forum and these threads are a blessing to all of us, very unique and miraculous (there are few other instances, if any, of such a collection of people reporting universally on a problem caused by a particular medication or class of medications) (if anyone knows of any other instances, please share them), and an indispensable research to all of us and the public. I hope, for instance, moderators and IT specialists at bluelight.org can not only back up these threads to a safe, secure, offline sight, but protect the site from any risks of hacking and destruction. These first hand testimonies and the active participation and presence of so many sufferers is an indispensable, crucial and irreplaceable resource, for all matters relating to our problem and our recovery.

It is somewhat a political issue, and at least, a professional and societal issue, because many of us, including myself, can confirm that we've approached and interfaced broadly with the profession of psychiatry and they have not been able to help, they have neglected their duty to help, and they've continually put us and others in harms way. Furthermore, we are also relying on the other industries, institutions, professions and disciplines of our societies to help us in various ways and to address these problems present in psychiatry.
Some of these include: Medicine, Education, Academia, Psychology, abnormal psychology, clinical psychology, forensic psychology, Social work, Social sciences, Criminology, Law, law enforcement, Journalism, News Media, public policy groups, NGOs, government, Pharmaceutical Companies and Pharmacy.
These institutions, professions, industries and disciplines play a huge role in helping people in our situation and addressing our injuries and addressing our difficulties with the problems and wrongdoings present in and committed by psychiatry. Most of these institutions, professions, industries and disciplines also coordinate and collaborate extensively with psychiatry, for good and (unfortunately) for bad. Thus, our issues of recovery from paliperidone and the injury we have suffered also relates to these said institutions, professions, industries and disciplines who in some cases, enable, endorse and/or even participate in the said ethical breaches, failure of medical duty, safety and treatment, etc. of psychiatry that has directly caused our paliperidone-induced side effects (and therefore the issue and need for recovery int he first place) and directly impacts (often negatively) our prospects of recovery (as well as related matters, like justice and litigation). Justice and litigation must be seen as an extension of recovery. Why? Because some of us never recover! Therefore, our "recovery" is actually a life-long process where we need help with our symptoms and suffering and all the circumstances related to it, like not being able to take care of ourselves, not being able to function, work, and do many human activities, etc. Thus, part of the "recovery" or "living with this syndrome, these side effects" process is attaining financial support, for instance (since we cannot work or take care of ourselves or our children, dependents, etc.), and one of the main avenues for that financial support (since we cannot work, etc.) is through damages recovered from litigation.

Also, you notice time and time again, I reiterate that I am not anti-psychiatry. I am not innately against psychiatry--I recognize that psychology, psychiatry, therapy methods and medications can help people. I also recognize that, at least in theory, psychiatry and psychology is supposed to serve the greater good, protect patients, do no harm, tell no lies and not engage in political corruption, breaches of ethics or fronting for pharmaceutical greed, and that psychiatrists are actually licensed and educated doctors, so they are also supposed to abide by many tenets of medicine, ethical standards, the Hippocratic oath, the duty of care and the obligation to do no harm, as well as the obligation to coordinate with the wider medical community, to share information, to report adverse effects to drugs, to contribute to the discovery of cures and breakthroughs, to share information relevant to the improvement and advancement of medicine and treatment of diseases, etc. (just to name a few).

To support my pro-psychiatry claim, we must note that these problems and ethical breaches are the result of bad actors and bad apples in psychiatry and related institutions, professions, disciplines and industries. These bad actors and bad apples put psychiatry and related institutions, professions, disciplines and industries into disrepute and disrupt the very mission and moral and professional standards of psychiatry and related institutions, professions, disciplines and industries. Thus, it is in the interest of pro-psychiatry efforts, that these bad actors and bad apples and their ethical breaches be addressed as thoroughly and effectively as possible. It is a service to all those people in psychiatry (and the related institutions, professions, disciplines and industries) who are upstanding, incredibly hard-working, do a lot of good, and follow the mission, purpose and moral and professional standards of their respective fields.
You should publish a book lol
 
I had 10 shots I'm doubting my recovery do you think I can recover from this. Has anyone else had as many shots as me and recovered? :( I need some hopium
 
I had 10 shots I'm doubting my recovery do you think I can recover from this. Has anyone else had as many shots as me and recovered? :( I need some hopium
I believe you will.
Something tells me recovery won't be 100%, because it does change the brain pathways or whatever.
Even a 90% recovery from that poison is a success in my opinion.
 
I believe you will.
Something tells me recovery won't be 100%, because it does change the brain pathways or whatever.
Even a 90% recovery from that poison is a success in my opinion.
As long as my Akathisia & Anhedonia goes away completely I can live with the rest of the side effects
 
As long as my Akathisia & Anhedonia goes away completely I can live with the rest of the side effects
I agree, both side effects are unbearable. Especially akathisia.
It took my akathisia I would say about 2 months until it fully disappeared.
 
I agree, both side effects are unbearable. Especially akathisia.
It took my akathisia I would say about 2 months until it fully subsided.
I know for sure Akathisia goes away 100% cause its just side effect that happens when you're on the medication and it completely subsides you're right its just a matter of time for me really
 
I just feel like as if theres a bag over my head constantly, unable to breath
 
Please be cautious about inviting other Bluelighters to share personal contact details. It's not wise, and not practising sensible internet safety. We are all strangers here, after all.


Also, I have just had to delete a whole bunch of posts that were potical and therefore irrelevant to the discussion of recovery from Invega/Xeplion. Please let's keep this thread on the discussion of people's recovery only. Any off-topic posts will be deleted. Thank you

Additionally, I'd like to add, that the matter of our recovery in some cases is quite political, because the matter of psychiatric diagnosis of psychotic disorders and the matter of antipsychotics, as well as other diagnoses and medications, can be overtly political.

It is already known that psychiatry can have unbridled power in the court context. Court-appointed psychiatrists have power that can be exercised very quickly.
Interviews are often short, the reports they make are often typed up quickly, the admission of these reports to the court and their effect often happens extremely quickly, etc. Judges and lawyers typically lack any expertise on psychiatry whatsoever and defer completely to the court-appointed psychiatrists, etc. These reports can be hard to contest. They arguably undermine the otherwise extensive court procedures of fair and due process, of giving testimony, the right to defend oneself, to submit evidence and to examine and question evidence, etc. etc. It is documented that psychiatrists misdiagnose patients, and misdiagnose patients with psychotic disorders as well. It is also documented that these misdiagnoses and other distortions and lies can occur in the context of the court.

Noted psychiatrist Dr. E. Fuller Torrey has purportedly said, according to https://psychrights.org/force_of_law.htm
"It would probably be difficult to find any American Psychiatrist working with the mentally ill who has not, at a minimum, exaggerated the dangerousness of a mentally ill person's behavior to obtain a judicial order for commitment."

Finally, it has been observed that this unbridled power of psychiatry in the court context and these realities of misdiagnosis, lies, distortions and exaggerations, have been abused towards the ends of political oppression.

This has occurred in multiple countries, namely China, for instance:
Safeguarding Defenders has already reported on this problem in China:

The Washington Post has an article about this problem, as well, but it is behind a paywall.

Antipsychotics are particularly poised to be abused as weapons of oppression and torture for several reasons:
First, because the harm they can inflict through their side effects (which the public is not well aware about, and that many, not just psychiatry, but the related and coordinating institutions, professions, industries, and disciplines that I mentioned previously, frequently and incorrectly deny or downplay), including depression and sexual dysfunction, but also many others, can be severe, extremely and sometimes unbearably painful, life-altering and often with no known cure and sometimes even permanent.
Second, because often, this harm that they can inflict usually results in no outward signs of injury. There are other methods of torture used and abused worldwide and throughout known human history, for precisely this reason (for plausible deniability of torture), like waterboarding and feet whipping.
Therefore, when and if antipsychotics are used as a method of torture, the offenders can cite plausible deniability since there are not only no outward signs of injury but this issue is also not known or not taken seriously by the public and denied and concealed by others.

Unbridled power and discreet weapons and methods of oppression invariably invite the abuse of power and eventually become exploited. State and non-state actors (like corporations, certain interest groups, professions, industries, disciplines, organizations, individuals, etc.) all over the world could increasingly start exploiting this unbridled legal power and weapon-power of psychiatry for their own nefarious ends.

Take, for instance, Ralph Nader's advocacy against the horrific, horrific dangers of the Ford Pinto car and Ford's misconduct in that regard. Ford unethically came after Ralph Nader and tried to bait him and slander him, for instance, with prostitutes. What if they had employed rogue psychiatrists to assassinate his character, misdiagnose him or exaggerate him as psychopathic, psychotic, abnormal, etc. and a danger, and not credible? They could have easily inconvenienced him or even succeeded in depriving him of his rights, destroying him in court, discrediting his case, making him suffer legal penalties, getting him involuntarily committed and of course, forcing antipsychotics on him that could have resulted in severe, terrible, debilitating side effects, essentially torturing, humiliating and neutralizing him.

No doubt, then, the issue of psychotic and other diagnosis, and dangerous drugs like paliperidone, as well as various other related ethical breaches of psychiatry, have a significant political component.

Now, I don't know how prevalent political oppression and misdiagnosis is in relation to the people posting on the bluelight.org forum threads on paliperidone side effects, since if they do not share enough details related to their situation, we wouldn't know. However, the numbers of people posting on these threads
(hundreds and hundreds) and the percentage of them who report the problem of sexual dysfunction and depression to the exclusion of almost all other side effects summatted (outnumbering those cumulative other side effects by a factor of possibly 10-100x), gives us reason to believe there are many more people
who suffer from this problem (from paliperidone alone, since we know antipsychotics can cause the same problems) around the world, since not all of them will find the bluelight.org forum threads or even want to post on them, and, additionally, if large numbers of people are taking paliperidone annually
across the world (since it is estimated 1-2 million people are on antipsychotics annually in the U.S. alone), huge numbers of them will suffer from all non-depression and non-sexual dysfunction side effects summated, based on the ratio of occurrence of these side effects summated in patients taking paliperidone reported by the manufacturer in the aformentioned link to the official drug label.
https://www.accessdata.fda.gov/drugsatfda_docs/label/2010/021999s018lbl.pdf

The bluelight.org forum threads on paliperidone, as I have said, suggest that way greater numbers of patients are suffering from depression and sexual dysfunction than from all other side effects combined, therefore creating probable cause to believe that numbers far in excess of hundreds of people, thousands of people, or even tens of thousands of people, annually, in the United States alone, are suffering from paliperidone-induced depression and sexual dysfunction alone (and the numbers increase when considering the incidence of the same side effects from all other antipsychotics).

Therefore, it is likely that a significant number of these people, who are dealing with the issue of recovery from these and other side effects of paliperidone and antipsychotics, out of the huge pool of people, are likely dealing with the issue of recovery in the first place (and struggling with it continually) because of, essentially, political oppression. The risk of it continues into the future, since from the past, to the present and into the indefinite foreseeable future, there is little being done to check this unbridled power of abnormal psychiatry in the court context and the risk of political corruption and oppression it poses.

Therefore, the component of political oppression has and will always be an issue in the matter of recovery from the side effects of paliperidone and other antipsychotics.
 
I truly believe your dreams can have a deeper meaning to them, after I got injected with invega I could not feel euphoria at all even in dreams or on drugs (later on 4-5 months off I could feel euphoria from drugs but it felt like something was missing like the euphoria isn’t at its full potential), In my dream I was in the future everyone in my life was 3 years older it first I was stressed and my health was bad it reminds me of how I was 6 months ago being hooked on opioids I ran into the forest and it was night but then the sun rose and my health changed to good out of nowhere I was in a beautiful spot in nature and felt so genuinely euphoric and tranquil I haven’t felt that way in 3.5 years dreaming or in waking life I wokeup feeling very refreshed, I’ve been on a self improvement/growth journey for about a year and a half now and I think seeing the sun rise in my dream represents peaceful times and new beginnings coming in my life it’s good to pay attention to your dreams they might have meaning.
dreaming is a part of recovery!
 
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