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Misc Dude, I think I'm dying..

WickedWest said:
I remember being 19 and getting 2 8 balls with my gf at the time, and doing most of it myself resulting in multiple seizures. Not knowing i had any seizures, getting back up started cutting more lines while my gf was yelling stop. (I have epilepsy mind you, and i had no idea i had seizures that night). 2 morph 20's was a life saver for me that night. Luck of the draw for me.
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This thread is around a year old, just check the date posted next time
 
Nah, while I've probably been close a few times I never had a conscious thought like "maybe I'm dying"

I have had several anxiety attacks that were mimicking heart attacks and shit in my early 20s that were caused by abuse of different substances and they were terrifying but they ceased happening by the time I hit 24 for reasons unknown to me
 
Isavela said:
Once i took a-pvp accidentally triple the dose i was going to, i was already too high but wish to take 25mg redose. I measured 100mg and was going to make 4 equal dose with 4ml water. I forgot i supposed to take 0.5ml (25mg) not 1.5ml. Somehow i thought i put much more water to my solution and instantly i pulled The needle out, i knew i made a misrake. Shit shit shit!
I got this awful unpleasant and overwhelming bellringer and i vomited, could not stand up, i lifted My legs up while lying on The floor (i knew it helps with the heart and blood pressure), i hardly could breathe, i was almost blacking out and very delirious, i thought i will die.
I saw and heard hallucinations, i was alone but i was sure there were other people in my house and they were running around and playing music and talking. I could not do anything, i tried to get up but vomited again and felt very dizzy, My heart was pounding too hard, maybe 160 BPM, i could not breathe properly and just mumbled and had this Air hunger sensation.
My body was overloaded, i was sweating and had serious challenge not to faint. I thought If i die, i wanna die conscious. That thought started to loop very Bad (luckily) and distracted me a little bit, i tried to calm down and breathe slow, tried to crawl to The kitchen to get some water to drink, IT took me 20minutes to crawl and have cold water. Then i noticed My feeling is starting to settle down and i was not going to die. At that Time i didn't have any tolerance and that Crystal a-pvp was strong like Hell.
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One time i mixed up bags of 3-MeOMC and a-PHP when i was on a bender, like tons of 4-FA and Etizolam for days also. Well i dumped out two enormous lines of a-PHP thinking it was the 3-MeOMC and as soon as i finished the lines i knew i was fucked.

Took probably 300mgs+ at once and felt like my heart was gonna explode, proceeded to immediately take 20mgs of Alprazolam to try and bring it down but it was still horrendous, i was delirious. My friend that was there brought me to the hospital, they didnt give two fucks.

My blood pressure was through the roof and i kept popping more and more Etizolam, well i leave in the morning and goto drive my car home and all of a sudden the benzos hit me like a ton of bricks cuz the stims were totally wore off.

Ended up crashing my car and fucking up the tire, my girlfriend was driving behind me so i parked it behind this denstist and she drove me home, it was so fucked. 😑
 
cosmic charlie said:
One time i mixed up bags of 3-MeOMC and a-PHP when i was on a bender, like tons of 4-FA and Etizolam for days also. Well i dumped out two enormous lines of a-PHP thinking it was the 3-MeOMC and as soon as i finished the lines i knew i was fucked.

Took probably 300mgs+ at once and felt like my heart was gonna explode, proceeded to immediately take 20mgs of Alprazolam to try and bring it down but it was still horrendous, i was delirious. My friend that was there brought me to the hospital, they didnt give two fucks.

My blood pressure was through the roof and i kept popping more and more Etizolam, well i leave in the morning and goto drive my car home and all of a sudden the benzos hit me like a ton of bricks cuz the stims were totally wore off.

Ended up crashing my car and fucking up the tire, my girlfriend was driving behind me so i parked it behind this denstist and she drove me home, it was so fucked. 😑
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wow that's insanely unfortunate. I'm sorry that happened to you, glad you're all good. thanks for sharing though.
 
I might have come close a couple of times. One time I so very stupidly boshed 100mg of an unknown substance ordered off the internet, knowing full well it was definitely not the mephedrone I had ordered. Whatever it was when it kicked I had the most sudden, drastic, severe, and complete KO I've ever experienced. Feeling kind of like an old school TV being unplugged, giving that flat line for a second, and then gone. By the grace of God I did come to a few hours later, with apparently no damage done other than feeling very groggy for some time IIRC.

One other time I tried one of those serotonin releasing RCs, I think it was one of those 6apd class of RCs or one of those Fluoroamphetamines, can't remember which. Whatever it was it most violently disagreed with me. I had the most excruciatingly painful headache ever. Not sure if I was experiencing serotonin syndrome. I think it might well have been something like that. Something was obviously very badly wrong and it was very worrying. In two minds about whether to call for an ambulance and not thinking straight I necked some ODT I happened to have at that time - (it was the height of the post - Mephedrone RC era) hoping it might provide pain relief. Instead it just made me vomit, which turned out to be just the trick, because that instantly cleared the RC from my body and the head pain was instantly gone.

Both times got through more by luck than judgement. If anything similar ever happens again hopefully I'd have my wits about me sufficiently to be able to remember that vomiting is a great way of purging recently ingested toxins from your body. But clear and rational thought of the best remedies doesn't necessarily come at such times.

I Have 'gone over' countless times on benzos, GBL, Soma etc, (not all taken at the same time) but the word was that those things are relatively safe on the old respiratory system, so those occasions never seemed to be any major cause for alarm.
 
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Bleaney said:
I might have come close a couple of times. One time I so very stupidly boshed 100mg of an unknown substance ordered off the internet, knowing full well it was definitely not the mephedrone I had ordered. Whatever it was when it kicked I had the most sudden, drastic, severe, and complete KO I've ever experienced. Feeling kind of like an old school TV being unplugged, giving that flat line for a second, and then gone. By the grace of God I did come to a few hours later, with apparently no damage done other than feeling very groggy for some time IIRC.

One other time I tried one of those serotonin releasing RCs, I think it was one of those 6apd class of RCs or one of those Fluoroamphetamines, can't remember which. Whatever it was it most violently disagreed with me. I had the most excruciatingly painful headache ever. Not sure if I was experiencing serotonin syndrome. I think it might well have been something like that. Something was obviously very badly wrong and it was very worrying. In two minds about whether to call for an ambulance and not thinking straight I necked some ODT I happened to have at that time - (it was the height of the post - Mephedrone RC era) hoping it might provide pain relief. Instead it just made me vomit, which turned out to be just the trick, because that instantly cleared the RC from my body and the head pain was instantly gone.

Both times got through more by luck than judgement. If anything similar ever happens again hopefully I'd have my wits about me sufficiently to be able to remember that vomiting is a great way of purging recently ingested toxins from your body. But clear and rational thought of the best remedies doesn't necessarily come at such times.

I Have 'gone over' countless times on benzos, GBL, Soma etc, (not all taken at the same time) but the word was that those things are relatively safe on the old respiratory system, so those occasions never seemed to be any major cause for alarm.
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Yikes. Sounds like you could have gotten powder GHB to me, or more likely some RC benzo powder. I suppose it's possible you had a reaction to some dodgy RC stim and passed out or had a seizure. I suppose we'll never know but glad you're still with us, B. Seems you're a lot more responsible nowadays too.
 
blondin said:
I was cutting up tomatoes the other day using a very sharp knife, could have slipped - a close shave i think you will all agree.
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Very Viz satirical readers letters style that comment. Not sure if it was due to my post which might seem like I was over dramatising a bit I guess.
 
Ismene2 said:
Anyone ever fuck up and take so many drugs that you were at a risk of death? The only one I remember is collapsing on GHB - nowhere near death but I left the hospital covered in vomit. I was proud of myself that day.

I cant remember anything about the state I was in - just seemed to fade to black which I think death is probably like.
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No Never…..yet

To be fair I’m 40 now and I’m getting bored with drugs. I’m more at risk of dying from actual boredom than drugs.
 
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