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Meth ⫸Methamphetamine Megathread⫷

GeorgeWashington

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Thanks for your response! Yeah, that makes sense to me. The 24 hour thing did strike me as odd if you stop feeling high well before that, but I could see a handful of different explanations for it...
Yeah, I mean I guess there’s two comedowns. There’s coming down from the extreme euphoria of the initial high, where you still feel good and peppy and wired but dont have that omg I’m about to cum in my pants feeling and everything in the world is perfect. But then there’s the hard comedown or withdrawal, after you slept, and haven’t used for a day or two when everything feels bleak and pointless because you depleted your dopamine in your brain. If you’re at that point, then using again is definitely going to make you feel better but like opiate withdrawal you’re just putting off that inevitable crash. I think a lot of it depends on your dosages and tolerances. Theoretically if you’ve used the smallest doses required and haven’t spiked your tolerances then using again may not hurt, but if you’re like me and can’t control your urge to do more and more then you are just making it even worse for yourself because you’re shutting down your brain’s ability to release dopamine and the longer and stronger your usage, the longer it will take for you to be normal again without the drug. Just my two cents. Meth is one of those drugs that really should only be used on Friday and Saturday and then don’t touch it again til the next weekend

Also when I used to stay up for days, I would have a bunch of stages of coming down, on day 3 I’d be completely twacked out haven’t used in 10 hours but still have some of the positive effects. Possibly from the 24 hour half life or whatever, of multiple doses stacking on each other. I liked that feeling in a way but also hated it and it’s one of the reasons I quit. I was losing my mind
 
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GeorgeWashington

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Yeah, I mean I guess there’s two comedowns. There’s coming down from the extreme euphoria of the initial high, where you still feel good and peppy and wired but down have that omg I’m about to cum in my pants feeling and everything in the world is perfect. But then there’s the hard comedown or withdrawal, after you slept, and haven’t used for a day or two when everything feels bleak and pointless because you depleted your dopamine in your brain. If you’re at that point, then using again is definitely going to make you feel better but like opiate withdrawal you’re just putting off that inevitable crash. I think a lot of it depends on your dosages and tolerances. Theoretically if you’ve used the smallest doses required and haven’t spiked your tolerances then using again may not hurt, but if you’re like me and can’t control your urge to do more and more then you are just making it even worse for yourself because you’re shutting down your brain’s ability to release dopamine and the longer and stronger your usage, the longer it will take for you to be normal again without the drug. Just my two cents. Meth is one of those drugs that really should only be used on Friday and Saturday and then don’t touch it again til the next weekend
Also when you use in that state of dopamine depletion the effects become shorter and shorter. Where you used to feel great for 6 hours now it’s 4, and you need more, and etc
 

TheBookBurner

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I was digging through some court docs from a recent bust here a couple of years ago. Apparently the gear was coming from California (and I'm assuming Mexico before that.) When the DEA tested it, it was 96-99% pure methamphetamine hydrochloride. Which is consistent with much of my experiences with the shit being super good. I've ran into the other garbage of course here and there, but I'd say 90% of the time it's the super pure shit where it lasts me 4 or 5 times as long. <blockquote class="imgur-embed-pub" lang="en" data-id="a/PYYGcjW" data-context="false" ><a href="//imgur.com/a/PYYGcjW"></a></blockquote><script async src="//s.imgur.com/min/embed.js" charset="utf-8"></script>
 

qwertygina

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100% true - unbelievably compulsive (never again!)
Yup. The compulsion is over the top. Depending on the person though anything can become super compulsive. The most compulsive I have ever felt was Coke. Until recently . I did a contaminated line of meth that had fentanyl. It reminded , subtly, of Coke. Taste smell feel drip all of it. Numbed my tongue etc.
I'm really curious now to get to the bottom of it. But yeah after the compulsion to do it again was INSANELY strong but in the flip side I told that voice to fuck off over and over and it did finally after 2 days. Get this though I hated the way I felt. Worst opiate high ever. It's so weird to me that something I loathe the feeling of can still be that compulsive.
 

TheBookBurner

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Yup. The compulsion is over the top. Depending on the person though anything can become super compulsive. The most compulsive I have ever felt was Coke. Until recently . I did a contaminated line of meth that had fentanyl. It reminded , subtly, of Coke. Taste smell feel drip all of it. Numbed my tongue etc.
I'm really curious now to get to the bottom of it. But yeah after the compulsion to do it again was INSANELY strong but in the flip side I told that voice to fuck off over and over and it did finally after 2 days. Get this though I hated the way I felt. Worst opiate high ever. It's so weird to me that something I loathe the feeling of can still be that compulsive.
IDK, I don't have compulsions. I usually smoke a bowl when I wake up, another around 3PM and another around 10-12pm. I'm the same person who can get blasted before having a 4 course meal though so I'm definitely not your average meth enthusiast LOL.
 

TheBookBurner

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Yup. The compulsion is over the top. Depending on the person though anything can become super compulsive. The most compulsive I have ever felt was Coke. Until recently . I did a contaminated line of meth that had fentanyl. It reminded , subtly, of Coke. Taste smell feel drip all of it. Numbed my tongue etc.
I'm really curious now to get to the bottom of it. But yeah after the compulsion to do it again was INSANELY strong but in the flip side I told that voice to fuck off over and over and it did finally after 2 days. Get this though I hated the way I felt. Worst opiate high ever. It's so weird to me that something I loathe the feeling of can still be that compulsive.
Yeah street fetty is a dirty, disconnected feeling with no real euphoria.

Now, a 1200mcg Fentynal lollipop?! I think Activis made them. Now THAT is bananas. I laid in bed for 18 hours staring at the ceiling with my entire body just flush with orgasms and warm nectar flooding over me the whole time. It was magical. Almost like opium made me feel.
 

qwertygina

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Yeah street fetty is a dirty, disconnected feeling with no real euphoria.

Now, a 1200mcg Fentynal lollipop?! I think Activis made them. Now THAT is bananas. I laid in bed for 18 hours staring at the ceiling with my entire body just flush with orgasms and warm nectar flooding over me the whole time. It was magical. Almost like opium made me feel.
Yep. I agree
I described it as harsh , jagged .
Cheap Chinese knockoff !!!
They counterfeit everything else ....
Why not this !!!
 

methkite

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Feb 27, 2012
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What's up bluelight, haven't been on here in years. Good to ge back. Gone through a lot the past few years. Homelessness and incarceration suck. I'm doing good now. Just can't shake that goddamn monkey off my back. I've just been feeding the monkey 🐒 and making it work 🧊. 😅 so I got a geek vape. And I've been loading that sucker up. Just drop it in and hit the button, with amazing results. Trying to stay off that ✏️. And just eat, sniff, smoke. Everything is ok right now. But I am forever cautious ⚠️. Being on papers and what not. Also curious about why they haven't offered vyvanse/amphetamines at clinics to help people get their using under control. Stabilize habit, reduce risks 100%. Behavioral therapy, support groups, etc... if I mention such a thing to a psych doc. They laugh and I see the red flags going up. I think it would help a lot of people get off the street and out of trouble. Ok going on 3am, I feel like im in the right place to rant. I hope someone else is awake lol.
 

methkite

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Wats up guys, im a bit of a regular user of meth but am still not touching the needle. It is damm tempting but I know its over if I do it, just out of curiosity what does the buzz actually feel like. The only time I would do it is if I was old and retired and had the money.
I see a ree flash, then i press the plunger, i feel my chest contract, I can taste, smell, and feel it. an exhilarating feeling rises up within me. Now ive reached the point of no return. Im scared and excited as i plunge the rest of it with wreckless abandon ,I know it's too much, but i don't care. and maybe 1 or 2 seconds later you feel tight in the chest, coughing, gasping for air and this "oh shit, I'm gonna die for real this time" feeling. Then that glorious dragon breathe. your head might itch or feel super hot. It can feel very overwhelming at first. But then a crisp, warm, and toasty euphoria washes over you. imagine like your wrapped up in a heated blanket,thats on 🔥, or your laying in the sand on the beach and that wave washes over you lol. Hard to explain. I get calm, quiet, dry mouth, i feel my heart beating hard in my chest and i might be sweating at this point, and im probably pacing back and fourth trying to process the intensity of it all, if I'm not layed back trying to regain control of my breath. The rush is wearing off, but I'm not stressing about the next one. I feel amazing . when I finally do come to and get back to "reality". I still feel amazing. Then you go on about you business. Or w.e you like doing when your racing. You might feel the urge to redose.if your a rush chaser I don't recommend banging anything. You'll end up in the psychward if you can't leave the rush alone for a little bit. Sorry I had to share this, helping me get it off my chest. I'm off the rig, and things are more managable. Personally I don't think you should try it lol. You'll never forget your self inflicted god-mode and immense euphoria. And it might come back to haunt you.
 
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