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🎉Celebration 🎉 6am-64-14m Appreciation Thread!!

6am-64-14m

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I feel the love and growing like a mf.
Need an outlet for this rage i feel for my family getting robbed and oppressed.
Jah protect I going in and I going out.
@w01fg4ng u cray cray. :p
No more love now than then always the same, bro.
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AutoTripper

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Just seen.

Spare on words for me.

But I love this guy.

He knows already lol.

Everybody should! (love this guy, lol)

I feel here I was in with the ahead crowd at least.

One member a solid friend did even thank me privately after a comment, like "okay he IS a superb old chap lol, as I thought but needed SOME assurance"


Hey! Where is the AT appreciation thread? Lol jusrtmucking.
 

AbbeyLee

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Just seen.

Spare on words for me.

But I love this guy.

He knows already lol.

Everybody should! (love this guy, lol)

I feel here I was in with the ahead crowd at least.

One member a solid friend did even thank me privately after a comment, like "okay he IS a superb old chap lol, as I thought but needed SOME assurance"


Hey! Where is the AT appreciation thread? Lol jusrtmucking.

That was the "Who's The Craziest But Most Loveable M'Fucker Here?" thread, which you won or were at least top 3 😁
 

AutoTripper

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That was the "Who's The Craziest But Most Loveable M'Fucker Here?" thread, which you won or were at least top 3 😁
Yes, I did have that in mind specifically too just didn't elaborate.

I am surprisingly "mindful" lol to surprise.

I was ofc just joking about the thread too lol.

I don't feel underappreciated.

But also I have improved, cleaned myself and character through invaluable feedback, by sense really, by being an immature dick growing up.

I have a rarely solid flexible self esteem.

However, 64 is a golden geezer. Nobody can dispute it, but flies slightly under some public radars.

I believe in due credit. I am real glad to see this thread.

(And "top 3"...I won that okay!" ;)
 

AbbeyLee

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Yes, I did have that in mind specifically too just didn't elaborate.

I am surprisingly "mindful" lol to surprise.

I was ofc just joking about the thread too lol.

I don't feel underappreciated.

But also I have improved, cleaned myself and character through invaluable feedback, by sense really, by being an immature dick growing up.

I have a rarely solid flexible self esteem.

However, 64 is a golden geezer. Nobody can dispute it, but flies slightly under some public radars.

I believe in due credit. I am real glad to see this thread.

(And "top 3"...I won that okay!" ;)

I certainly voted for you! I can't remember how it ended though.

Yeah I only just became aware of 64.. Seen him around but under my radar I guess.
 

AutoTripper

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I certainly voted for you! I can't remember how it ended though.

Yeah I only just became aware of 64.. Seen him around but under my radar I guess.
Exactly, some stunning fish will always stand out less.

See I just stand out any which way for good bad right or wrong.

I clearly haven't relinquished my ego! Maybe I decided not to eventually.

I do have an inner aspiration to become a high mountain monastery Tibetan Monk though, I won't need an ego then just a constant unprovoked independant smile which hardly ever fully broadens and a cross legged pose, gazing over mountain ridges in golden sun, rice with chopsticks.

I don't feel that is for this life though.

But 64 is as near as we have a genuine demonstration of somehow having really let go of that ego.

As you know Abbey lol, I'm no John Lennon fan, because I see him as secretly corrupted, a devious deceiver of humanity, employed by MK ULTRA.

And I can't like or support plain dishonesty and act.

But I have to respect him for how well he handled his huge LSD intake.

I heard him talking once about the whole ego death fixation (which has never been my own), how he "went through all that.."

He was in bad place, feeling worthless.p

Tripped with friends one night, decided "fuck it, I need my ego if I am going to get anywhere in life."

So the ego serves, like a butler. Rather than getting rid I see it as needing to be kept in check.


I hope you are good Abbey. Enjoy your weekend. :)
 

AutoTripper

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Let's bitch about John Lennon!
Have to take the rough with the smooth hey lol!

Which does work both ways.

However, I am done bitching. I had a long phase since last year, such insurvivable pain and difficulty paper-shredded nerves can have this effect. I seek something much higher now.


I wish I had a way of making things right for everyone. Ultimately is what drives my make up, reason I go around damning the liars cheats and unholy like Jesus lol.


It comes from a good place.
 

AbbeyLee

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Have to take the rough with the smooth hey lol!

Which does work both ways.

However, I am done bitching. I had a long phase since last year, such insurvivable pain and difficulty paper-shredded nerves can have this effect. I seek something much higher now.


I wish I had a way of making things right for everyone. Ultimately is what drives my make up, reason I go around damning the liars cheats and unholy like Jesus lol.


It comes from a good place.

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