dangermouse7831
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I've come off the cigarettes, alcohol, heroin and methadone - and now it's time for the benzos.
I've taken lorazepam irregularly for 15 years - never addicted or dependent. These were prescribed and only used at max 2 times per week.
When I did a rapid detox from methadone I eased the pain with benzos and have been on them daily for about 5 months. I was using massive doses of clonazolam in the beginning (powder in propylene glycol) mixed with just about every other benzo there is. I'd estimate I was on 30-40mg alprazolam a day equivalent. Crazy amounts.
I'm now down to 3-4 clonazolam bars a day (i.e. fake xanax). I estimate this to be roughly 6-8mg of alprazolam a day (based on the calculations above), so I've dropped it down a fair bit, and am now functioning with a working memory again. I have been on this much since Xmas so I know I'm stable on this dose. I now want off. I am not addicted, but I imagine I am physically dependent so I have to be careful to avoid seizures etc.
I know the Ashton manual, but the problem is I can't take Diazepam. It causes me to go into severe depressive episodes. I don't know why it does and other benzos don't, but it is what it is.
The only long-ish acting benzo I can reliably get unadulterated is clonazepam/klonopin 2mg. I will hopefully have 100 of them soon. My thoughts are that I can probably perform a wean using these 100 tabs. Start at the minimum amount I can tolerate per day (I am hoping 2-3 pills) and then reduce my dose over time. I'm happy to use a razor blade to cut them into tiny pieces close to the end.
Has anyone here used clonazepam to perform a taper before? Am I overly optimistic? Or is what I have planned reasonable.
I've taken lorazepam irregularly for 15 years - never addicted or dependent. These were prescribed and only used at max 2 times per week.
When I did a rapid detox from methadone I eased the pain with benzos and have been on them daily for about 5 months. I was using massive doses of clonazolam in the beginning (powder in propylene glycol) mixed with just about every other benzo there is. I'd estimate I was on 30-40mg alprazolam a day equivalent. Crazy amounts.
I'm now down to 3-4 clonazolam bars a day (i.e. fake xanax). I estimate this to be roughly 6-8mg of alprazolam a day (based on the calculations above), so I've dropped it down a fair bit, and am now functioning with a working memory again. I have been on this much since Xmas so I know I'm stable on this dose. I now want off. I am not addicted, but I imagine I am physically dependent so I have to be careful to avoid seizures etc.
I know the Ashton manual, but the problem is I can't take Diazepam. It causes me to go into severe depressive episodes. I don't know why it does and other benzos don't, but it is what it is.
The only long-ish acting benzo I can reliably get unadulterated is clonazepam/klonopin 2mg. I will hopefully have 100 of them soon. My thoughts are that I can probably perform a wean using these 100 tabs. Start at the minimum amount I can tolerate per day (I am hoping 2-3 pills) and then reduce my dose over time. I'm happy to use a razor blade to cut them into tiny pieces close to the end.
Has anyone here used clonazepam to perform a taper before? Am I overly optimistic? Or is what I have planned reasonable.