Cannabis use and recovery

[cashmunny]

Well the symptoms I get after smoking a blunt/taking a dab are stronger derealization which has haunted me for the last 4 months. It doesn't really make me more anxious than I ever am. And as well as making me think waaaay to much if you can relate. Honestly, I know it's to late now but definitely wish I could've avoided a portion of this idk I'd say pyschosis by doing a long taper. Never said it but I was using and abusing for 2-3 years before I stopped. And I might as well say this I've used some drugs that make me actually feel normal for a decent 2 days

I'm sorry I shouldn't laugh because I know you are hurting and I feel ya' But only an addict could say they are getting symptoms of derealization and continue to use in the face of that. For god's sake man. Give your brain a rest and lay off the weed a while. I doubt you are doing any real harm to yourself but it sounds mighty uncomfortable. So why continue?

 

[Jabberwocky]

If you want to be helpful try being more supportive and less judgmental cashmunny. I'll make myself clearer in a pm. From your other posts I can see you are able to be an asset to this forum, but this kind of belittling behavior has to stop.

 

[cashmunny]

Alright, alright I apologize. I should have been more supportive.

 

[manofadude]

I mean your right I do have a real addictive personality and I always will. In a sense I guess I might be an addict. Tho I just wish even 2 weeks would stop this derealization feeling but that amount of time clean and sober doesn't even do it