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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

So I got rid of my bullshit Indian contact. He basically was a fraud. What I did find was a doctor and a group of specialists in Boston who are Harvard trained neuro endocrine specialists. They said they were specifically with the glands that are damaged plus the prolactin levels that got raised. He was in disbelief at what I told him about why they gave me that drug. He said this doctor is something out of auschwitz. I said don't worry they're gonna pay.
 
cmf77 said:
So I got rid of my bullshit Indian contact. He basically was a fraud. What I did find was a doctor and a group of specialists in Boston who are Harvard trained neuro endocrine specialists. They said they were specifically with the glands that are damaged plus the prolactin levels that got raised. He was in disbelief at what I told him about why they gave me that drug. He said this doctor is something out of auschwitz. I said don't worry they're gonna pay.
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good luck man hopefully they don't say the usual phrases that SCUMBAG WASTE OF OXYGEN doctors usually say
 
Hey so Im done healing. Looking back it wasnt to bad. still got 9kg to lose but thats not bad. Im at 185lbs now. Aside from that the only thing thats lingering is anxiety. Sexual disfunctions gone all my emotions are back but more in control. I highly advise all of you to lay off drugs and weed. It bring out psychosis. Ill be sober from here on out with the occasional drink here and there. Hope you all the best
 
if sometimes when i masturbate i try to stop and don't want to and want to keep going mean i have a little dopamine even if my dick feels kinda numb? could weed amplify that and maybe make it a little fun and less numb to masturbate?
 
I’m so sick of waiting, gonna start lamotrigine after this Friday. Even though I’ll still be on rexulti 1mg (antipsychotic). Praying that the antipsychotic doesn’t block the effects of the lamotrigine and it gives me some relief. I’ve seen so many positive reviews of lamotrigine and a lot of people said it’s helped with their anhedonia. FINGERS FUCKING CROSSED MATE
 
Maymay169 said:
I’m so sick of waiting, gonna start lamotrigine after this Friday. Even though I’ll still be on rexulti 1mg (antipsychotic). Praying that the antipsychotic doesn’t block the effects of the lamotrigine and it gives me some relief. I’ve seen so many positive reviews of lamotrigine and a lot of people said it’s helped with their anhedonia. FINGERS FUCKING CROSSED MATE
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you said you can feel nicotine, ketamine, benzos to some extent, which itself is a pretty good sign of recovery some people feel zero effect from drugs i myself feel nicotine but not as much as before and tried weed once after being freshly injected it made me feel extremely sedated and brain dead so i guess i did feel it it amplifies whatever state your in so it made me more lobotomized i wont try it again for a few more months, but i hope lamotrigine helps you i'm not sure if it will tho tbh but you can try if i were you i would wait 2 more months then try a moderate to high dose of LSD and/or magic mushrooms because those have very powerful healing abilities it has healed some people here alot and can probably heal you as well and heals people effectively from MANY things such as depression, ptsd, bipolar and other mental disorders, addiction, invega damage etc it is an extremely powerful spiritual experience i hope you get it if you try it but for you i would be very careful because i think you said you have been psychotic before and be in a good setting with good intentions and good mindset to want to heal from it
 
Recoveringinvega said:
Hey so Im done healing. Looking back it wasnt to bad. still got 9kg to lose but thats not bad. Im at 185lbs now. Aside from that the only thing thats lingering is anxiety. Sexual disfunctions gone all my emotions are back but more in control. I highly advise all of you to lay off drugs and weed. It bring out psychosis. Ill be sober from here on out with the occasional drink here and there. Hope you all the best
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your extremely lucky to recover from TRINZA in 5 months!
 
Maymay169 said:
I’m so sick of waiting, gonna start lamotrigine after this Friday. Even though I’ll still be on rexulti 1mg (antipsychotic). Praying that the antipsychotic doesn’t block the effects of the lamotrigine and it gives me some relief. I’ve seen so many positive reviews of lamotrigine and a lot of people said it’s helped with their anhedonia. FINGERS FUCKING CROSSED MATE
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I hope lamictal helps you in some way but for me it did absolutely nothing … one thing to give you hope tho … your still taking anti psychotics and obviously your brain is not liking it … I think once you stop the aps completely you will probably begin to heal … why don’t you just stop the ap ? Your only on 1 mg so I wouldn’t worry about withdrawals …
 
Mucky said:
I hope lamictal helps you in some way but for me it did absolutely nothing … one thing to give you hope tho … your still taking anti psychotics and obviously your brain is not liking it … I think once you stop the aps completely you will probably begin to heal … why don’t you just stop the ap ? Your only on 1 mg so I wouldn’t worry about withdrawals …
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What drugs have you tried?
 
paliperidonevictim2005 said:
your extremely lucky to recover from TRINZA in 5 months!
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Yea bro Im very grateful. I feel back to base line. Now all theres left is to not relapse. Weed was what got me wonky before so definitely gonna stay away from that. Also was very stressed from school and working and social relationships so gonna have to keep a watch on that too. Its all about how I take care of myself from here on out.
 
Recoveringinvega said:
Yea bro Im very grateful. I feel back to base line. Now all theres left is to not relapse. Weed was what got me wonky before so definitely gonna stay away from that. Also was very stressed from school and working and social relationships so gonna have to keep a watch on that too. Its all about how I take care of myself from here on out.
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I don’t think you had it as severe as some of us in here though, it seems like from the start you didn’t have total anhedonia etc just partial or am I wrong?
 
Heading to Princeton University today to talk to their Neuroscience department. I'm feeling a little better today.My weenie is going up a little more but still have erectile dysfunction. From what I read alot of this can be reversed if given the right therapy.I am bound and determined to do so. I'm not giving into the unfortunate alternative.
 
Fucking hell I miss life so much it’s painful 😖 I miss talking to my friends and family I miss going out on graffiti adventures I miss being interested in things and wanting to out on a sunny day I miss chasing girls I miss my job I miss EVERYTHING I can’t believe I have no improvements in over 11 months surely this is permanent now !? Fuckkkkkkkkk
 
Maymay169 said:
Hey, how soon after starting the meds did you start to feel relief? I bet it’s the lamotrigine.
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10 days improvement started - DpDr and toughts. Like 30%.

Then worsened 10% at day 21. Then gradually better and worse (progress isn't linear).

~45 days was at 100%. Still having DpDr setbacks, but way weaker and shorter than before.

There's no problem taking Lamotrigine with an AP. If you aren't taking something strong like Risperidone or Hadol I see no problems - those have strong side effects. AP isn't the problem - thanks to Quetiapine my sleep recovered and panic attacks frequency slowed down.

Personality and everything came back 100%. Was an empty shell before.

I remember you from Reddit, your diagnosis is bipolar aswell. Lamotrigine is the best medicine for this, my pdoc said. He also said that I can't take SSRIs or any type of antidepressants (even more if it's stimulant like Bupoprion).
Stimulants trigged my psychosis, two times.
 
I got taken to a bunker and hooked up to an iv. Bunch of chemicals gave me a chemical castration and having empty mind and every invega symptom. You can recover from invega. Not from the permanent lobotomy they gave me unofficially because they think they are superior
 
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I got taken to a bunker and hooked up to an iv. Bunch of chemicals gave me a chemical castration and having empty mind and every invega symptom. You can recover from invega. Not from the permanent lobotomy they gave me unofficially because they think they are superior
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what drug did they give you? they gave me invega sustenna poison and 5 months off no improvement i am lifelessly staring at the computer right now with no energy or motivation and a very uncomfortable feeling in chest of feeling tortured i hope this doesn't lead to my demise.
 
paliperidonevictim2005 said:
what drug did they give you? they gave me invega sustenna poison and 5 months off no improvement i am lifelessly staring at the computer right now with no energy or motivation and a very uncomfortable feeling in chest of feeling tortured i hope this doesn't lead to my demise.
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They lied, they said I was catatonic and rehydrated me with iv fluids but they gave me a chemical lobotomy.

You can recover from invega. Not if they gave you anything intravenously
 
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