Get on a heavy methadone dose. I know this sounds like shit but methadone saved my life a few years ago. I eventually cold turkey the methadone. I am no longer an opiate addict.
Dang i didn't know you were on methadone or even a former opioid user. I thought you were a blinded by the light type (an IV meth user -- i just made up the blinded by the light metaphor but i like it).