Recurring dream, lucid dreams and false awakenings has always been a part of me, i find it to be disturbing sometimes but most of the time i enjoy them.
The most horrible dream i had was a false awakening, i got out of bed and started to brush my teeth looking at myself in the mirror and knowing 100% certain i was awake, it was like every other ordinairy day.
Until i woke up, realised i had just been dreaming about waking up, but now i was absolutely sure i was awake, went into the bathroom, started brushing again...and then i woke up..but i was still dreaming.
At a certain point i started to realise what was happening, how i was dreaming that i was waking up all the time, but i actually wouldnt.
This loophole continued for a while and each time i became more and more scared, how could i be dreaming, while having concious thoughts about being awake, knowing i wasn't asleep, while i actually was.
At some point i started to panick like hell, became affraid that i was in a coma or anything, and then all of a sudden i really woke up...soaked in sweath and a bloody mouth because i was biting my tong.
This happened back in 2009 when i was in a mental institution, i still don't know if it was related to some of the meds it ook, the psychotic state i was in or because of stress.
It is still something i think about a lot, and sometimes i even want to think i just dreamed all this..lol...how is that for a mindfuck, questioning if your recurring lucid dreaming were only dreams 8(
Lucid dreaming are the ones i enjoy, most of the time i become a lucid dreamer when i bump in to a good lucking girl, my concious come in to play thinking, well since im dreaming it doesn't matter im in the streets right now, so i might as well strip her naked and ***her silly, i start to do the act but right before climaxing i wake up...sadly.