First DMT Experience
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Cornishman
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No. 
I was looking forward to hearing about your next endeavor.
I was looking forward to hearing about your next endeavor.
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You shouldnt sell it for profit
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No, you can extract it for more like $10/gram.
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QFT! Quit wasting money and do a simple extraction
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It's unbelievably expensive down this way.
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For 100$ of materials you can get 5+g of DMT.... its so easy a caveman could do it.
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i want to extract it but need to think of a good excuse to tell my parents... if only i could think up a good reason. not many of my mates have moved out, so cant extract it at theirs. even if they had, most of them haven't got the balls and prefer to stick to booze or meph. hardly anyone around here knows what it is
ColtDan
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yeah the spirit molecule is good. although ive heard strassmans theorys are bullshit. not sure what to think
this inspired me to try it...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=grcqs9cDuN8
this inspired me to try it...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=grcqs9cDuN8
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-Scary thing is I often Think like Joe Rogan's talking about his experience in that U Tube clip! .....gud to know my abstract thought isnt completely fucked up and im not alone in it!!! Well life is fucked up anyway but were not allowed to talk about it-Ssssh! but I think u have to be FU to c the truth! My poor parents think they failed in raising someone normal and properly socialised. IF I was honest theyd lock me up, lucky for me im a good actress!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SV4f4pv3Qqg
Check out the guy round 3.35 on clip, he's almost overwhelmed when recounting his experience
but I think u have to be FU to c the truth! My poor parents think they failed in raising someone normal and properly socialised. IF I was honest theyd lock me up, lucky for me im a good actress! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SV4f4pv3Qqg
Check out the guy round 3.35 on clip, he's almost overwhelmed when recounting his experience
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Dont do it at your parents', wait til you move out
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I'm just on the comedown:
- 100mg of homemade harmala-extract and some weed (wait 15min)
- 15mg DMT to test the waters with the maoi (not so much happened) (wait maybe 15min). bad smoking too...
and then the big one:
- 33mg DMT + fuckin N2O
this is the most intense and extreme thing I have ever done. by far. I've never encountered something that was so goddamn powerful. (i still hear my echo: "oh good. oh goood" nothing else.) I'm in complete awe about this.
i feel like i just have been reborn. i was dead. and i was there. this is so unbelievable. i mean completely fuckin awesome. how can something be like THIS? this is not possible. my mind is so brutally fucked about this - I can only smile.
times makes no real sense. I don't have the slightest idea how long this lasted. been an hour since the harmala.
i could actually study the reconstruction of my ego. feel it start again. bullshitting around at a few pieces. terrible feeling of loneliness in the universe. went through it. probably coming down killed it before I could either work it through or it making harm to me.
a bad trip on this one probably kills your soul for some time.
it is so hard to integrate this experience. it's just too much.
once this stuff is in your life you'll never be the same again.
- 100mg of homemade harmala-extract and some weed (wait 15min)
- 15mg DMT to test the waters with the maoi (not so much happened) (wait maybe 15min). bad smoking too...
and then the big one:
- 33mg DMT + fuckin N2O
this is the most intense and extreme thing I have ever done. by far. I've never encountered something that was so goddamn powerful. (i still hear my echo: "oh good. oh goood" nothing else.) I'm in complete awe about this.
i feel like i just have been reborn. i was dead. and i was there. this is so unbelievable. i mean completely fuckin awesome. how can something be like THIS? this is not possible. my mind is so brutally fucked about this - I can only smile.
times makes no real sense. I don't have the slightest idea how long this lasted. been an hour since the harmala.
i could actually study the reconstruction of my ego. feel it start again. bullshitting around at a few pieces. terrible feeling of loneliness in the universe. went through it. probably coming down killed it before I could either work it through or it making harm to me.
a bad trip on this one probably kills your soul for some time.
it is so hard to integrate this experience. it's just too much.
once this stuff is in your life you'll never be the same again.
ColtDan
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can somebody change the title of this thread to DMT experiences? or something appropriate
My second experience:
last night i waited for my parents to go to bed before quietly going downstairs to smoke my DMT. i had been anticipating this all week. put a few nice tunes on a CD to get me relaxed, brian eno - an ending, thomas newman - any other name, and a few others. i had drunk some cans of lager as well, to get me in the mood
i nervously sat on the sofa glancing down at my loaded up DMT pipe. "whats going to happen this time?" i thought to myself. watched tv for 10 minutes, had another can, put the thomas newman track on, closed my eyes and breathed deeply. reopen, count to 5 and light up the pipe.
light the pipe... inhale a big hit. the whoft of parsley and DMT smoke fluff around in the air. i hold it. things appear to shimmer
Exhale. light, inhale, hold it.
everything starts to shake. everything looks holographic. i try and take a 3rd hit. i feel pulled forward. i look down as i drop my pipe and dribble on the floor. i look up. i can feel her presence, the presence of the entity from the first time. my vision is sliding. i can no longer control my eyes. my body feels loose. everything is like liquid. i can hear nothing but strange breathing, but this breathing isnt normal. is it my own? fuck knows. the thomas newman track. no longer has meaning. my vision is fucking dancing, everything is moving in order. shes dancing for me, shes all around me yet i can not visually see her. its like shes manipulating objects, moving them in order. everything is sliding apart. i "look" left and my arm appears to do some sort of egyptian liquid body popping dance move, i "look" right and my right arm does it. did i look? i dont know. what are eyes? what am i? im accelerating fast. the presence of my body no longer has meaning
i know this is what to expect, but im overwhelmed. ride with it, i tell myself. dont fight it
as soon as the thought "i want this to stop" enters my head, i fall forwards down through the table, down to the unknown at warp speed. everything goes black. im fucking dead. ive just died. suddenly im floating in black void filled with a million red eyes. like on the cover of the strassman book. or in a Tool video, i swear ive seen these things. im pulled through, im guided by entities towards some guy who appears to be in charge. he was no budda this time. land was alien. he was some sort of boss, or master. he was not pissed off, but he was not happy to see me either. he was pure energy. he was sat up high. there was fucking massive walls, it was like an alien complex. the walls were purple/bluey color. his mind pulls me near.
"you are not dead. but you are going to die." he says to me.
then SNAP. his mind fires me back, back the wall i came, like a dvd played on reverse. im forced backwards like being shot through a cannon. no good bye, no visit us soon, just basically fuck off
BOOM. im back on my sofa. everything is still moving, twisting, everything is so fucking crazy i feel like im dancing around the room. her presence is fading, shes leaving now. it feels as if shes kisses me, then BANG im snapped back into reality. i have magic mushroom style visuals for awhile, i sit there laughing and saying to myself "what the FUCK WAS THAT????"
i lie back on the sofa feeling amazing, close my eyes and think.... and wonder. i just blitzed reality apart. that was deep
My second experience:
last night i waited for my parents to go to bed before quietly going downstairs to smoke my DMT. i had been anticipating this all week. put a few nice tunes on a CD to get me relaxed, brian eno - an ending, thomas newman - any other name, and a few others. i had drunk some cans of lager as well, to get me in the mood
i nervously sat on the sofa glancing down at my loaded up DMT pipe. "whats going to happen this time?" i thought to myself. watched tv for 10 minutes, had another can, put the thomas newman track on, closed my eyes and breathed deeply. reopen, count to 5 and light up the pipe.
light the pipe... inhale a big hit. the whoft of parsley and DMT smoke fluff around in the air. i hold it. things appear to shimmer
Exhale. light, inhale, hold it.
everything starts to shake. everything looks holographic. i try and take a 3rd hit. i feel pulled forward. i look down as i drop my pipe and dribble on the floor. i look up. i can feel her presence, the presence of the entity from the first time. my vision is sliding. i can no longer control my eyes. my body feels loose. everything is like liquid. i can hear nothing but strange breathing, but this breathing isnt normal. is it my own? fuck knows. the thomas newman track. no longer has meaning. my vision is fucking dancing, everything is moving in order. shes dancing for me, shes all around me yet i can not visually see her. its like shes manipulating objects, moving them in order. everything is sliding apart. i "look" left and my arm appears to do some sort of egyptian liquid body popping dance move, i "look" right and my right arm does it. did i look? i dont know. what are eyes? what am i? im accelerating fast. the presence of my body no longer has meaning
i know this is what to expect, but im overwhelmed. ride with it, i tell myself. dont fight it
as soon as the thought "i want this to stop" enters my head, i fall forwards down through the table, down to the unknown at warp speed. everything goes black. im fucking dead. ive just died. suddenly im floating in black void filled with a million red eyes. like on the cover of the strassman book. or in a Tool video, i swear ive seen these things. im pulled through, im guided by entities towards some guy who appears to be in charge. he was no budda this time. land was alien. he was some sort of boss, or master. he was not pissed off, but he was not happy to see me either. he was pure energy. he was sat up high. there was fucking massive walls, it was like an alien complex. the walls were purple/bluey color. his mind pulls me near.
"you are not dead. but you are going to die." he says to me.
then SNAP. his mind fires me back, back the wall i came, like a dvd played on reverse. im forced backwards like being shot through a cannon. no good bye, no visit us soon, just basically fuck off
BOOM. im back on my sofa. everything is still moving, twisting, everything is so fucking crazy i feel like im dancing around the room. her presence is fading, shes leaving now. it feels as if shes kisses me, then BANG im snapped back into reality. i have magic mushroom style visuals for awhile, i sit there laughing and saying to myself "what the FUCK WAS THAT????"
i lie back on the sofa feeling amazing, close my eyes and think.... and wonder. i just blitzed reality apart. that was deep
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^ Wild and unique experience dude, thanks for sharing!
I still kinda want to see what sort of experience you have if you smoke it stone cold sober. Maybe the "entity boss" that threw you out of the void didn't like the presence of alcohol?
I still kinda want to see what sort of experience you have if you smoke it stone cold sober. Maybe the "entity boss" that threw you out of the void didn't like the presence of alcohol?
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no problem typing that brought the memory back, it kind of helped me to remember it. i wont ever forget this, or my first experience, until the day i die. perhaps when im dead i'll end up there with him? who knows. i didn't believe in afterlife but this was so fuckin extreme that im starting to believe in it. i was literally taken there, not in my most wild dreams would i ever think this was possible
as for the alcohol... it gives me the balls to do it. but im going to try it sober soon, if i can acquire some more. on the first experience they didn't seem to mind that i was drunk... they welcomed me. this time i was pretty sober. but on the whole im not sure what to think. the break through was much different... quite alien . but the female was exactly the same. who/whatever she is is purely feminine sexy-ness
everything today seems sharper, i feel different. changed. enlightened perhaps
typing that brought the memory back, it kind of helped me to remember it. i wont ever forget this, or my first experience, until the day i die. perhaps when im dead i'll end up there with him? who knows. i didn't believe in afterlife but this was so fuckin extreme that im starting to believe in it. i was literally taken there, not in my most wild dreams would i ever think this was possibleas for the alcohol... it gives me the balls to do it. but im going to try it sober soon, if i can acquire some more. on the first experience they didn't seem to mind that i was drunk... they welcomed me. this time i was pretty sober. but on the whole im not sure what to think. the break through was much different... quite alien . but the female was exactly the same. who/whatever she is is purely feminine sexy-ness
everything today seems sharper, i feel different. changed. enlightened perhaps
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Unforgettable indeed!
To this very day, when I sit down with a bowl of DMT in one hand and a lighter in the other, my heart starts pounding and I start sweating. I think there's no way to avoid pre-trip anxiety -- it's just a natural physiological reaction to the notion of being rocketed completely out of the stratosphere.
I also think that the pre-trip anxiety has ultimately been a healthy launchpad for my breakthroughs. The adrenaline rush will quickly channel into positive, euphoric stimulation.
To this very day, when I sit down with a bowl of DMT in one hand and a lighter in the other, my heart starts pounding and I start sweating. I think there's no way to avoid pre-trip anxiety -- it's just a natural physiological reaction to the notion of being rocketed completely out of the stratosphere.
I also think that the pre-trip anxiety has ultimately been a healthy launchpad for my breakthroughs. The adrenaline rush will quickly channel into positive, euphoric stimulation.
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