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StoneHappyMonday

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Oh God, I've had it from syrup & also pure powder before & I found it near equal in terms of horror to Datura.

What's the difference between normal DXM & that stuff with an e at the end? I bet the "e" stands for "Eeeuuuurrrggghhhh" or possible "extra evil"

It's not dxm. It's MXE with deoxy at the beginning.

Methoxetamine analogue.

Edit. 18000 posts bitch.
 

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I got my mobile phone bill this morning and it was ยฃ196 for the month, mostly on sex lines, for fucks sake don't call stuttering sluts.
probably a massive saving on what you were spending on drugs.

as long as its not affecting your ability to go about your life, i wouldn't worry. denying yourself everything will just make drugs more attractive.

i buy so much shit i don't need now, i spent like ยฃ170 on jeans and nearly ยฃ100 on fucking table mats and coasters on the weekend. i did need some jeans but i coulda got a pair from tk maxx for like ยฃ30 but instead i got 2 from carhartt. part of me thinks its a horrendous waste of money but another part of me enjoys having decent quality jeans and eating off a table with nice table mats and those little everyday things have a large cumulative impact on recovery.
 

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probably a massive saving on what you were spending on drugs.

as long as its not affecting your ability to go about your life, i wouldn't worry. denying yourself everything will just make drugs more attractive.

i buy so much shit i don't need now, i spent like ยฃ170 on jeans and nearly ยฃ100 on fucking table mats and coasters on the weekend. i did need some jeans but i coulda got a pair from tk maxx for like ยฃ30 but instead i got 2 from carhartt. part of me thinks its a horrendous waste of money but another part of me enjoys having decent quality jeans and eating off a table with nice table mats and those little everyday things have a large cumulative impact on recovery.
I do agree with everything you say...but my post was a joke!
 

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probably a massive saving on what you were spending on drugs.

as long as its not affecting your ability to go about your life, i wouldn't worry. denying yourself everything will just make drugs more attractive.

i buy so much shit i don't need now, i spent like ยฃ170 on jeans and nearly ยฃ100 on fucking table mats and coasters on the weekend. i did need some jeans but i coulda got a pair from tk maxx for like ยฃ30 but instead i got 2 from carhartt. part of me thinks its a horrendous waste of money but another part of me enjoys having decent quality jeans and eating off a table with nice table mats and those little everyday things have a large cumulative impact on recovery.
Same here. I'm eating and acquiring things I denied myself for a long time because I wanted to buy the instant gratification of a high. Don't get me wrong....loved loved loved getting high but being clean with a few coins in my pocket now is a close second.
 

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I got my mobile phone bill this morning and it was ยฃ196 for the month, mostly on sex lines, for fucks sake don't call stuttering sluts.
Got into mega trouble aged 10 or 11 for almost three hundred quid on my mom's itemized phone bill. All those calls terminating in Tuvalu

But on the internet it's pretty much free. Only suckers pay for cams, get updated next time ya horny, or find a fwb lol
 

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You ought to be thankful
a whole heaping lot, for
the the places and people
you're lucky you're not ! ๐Ÿ˜
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There's no
happier person
than a truly
thankful,
content person.
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When I started
counting my blessings,
my whole life turned
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๐Ÿ๐Ÿ‚๐Ÿ
You ought to be thankful
a whole heaping lot, for
the the places and people
you're lucky you're not ! ๐Ÿ˜
๐Ÿ‚๐Ÿ

๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ‚
There's no
happier person
than a truly
thankful,
content person.
๐Ÿ‚

๐Ÿ๐Ÿ‚๐Ÿ‚
When I started
counting my blessings,
my whole life turned
around.

๐Ÿ๐Ÿ
It's not happy people that are thankful
but thankful people that are happy.
 

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In an interesting turn of events, a chick aged around 40, who I used see as a client has become a drinking buddy with me through some overlapping friends in recent months

I had thought she looked very familiar. It was just last night when she mentioned where she works that I figured out I'd had sex with her on probably 20 occasions over 4 years, including leaving after my hour ran out to go atm and come back for another hour lol

Cool cucumber all the same
 

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i used to love punters like that. well, not exactly love but hate them a bit less. i had one guy who would literally run out of money and sometimes i'd give him a bit of a discount. it made me feel better to be doing to someone else what drug dealers were doing to me, even though i felt sorry the guy.
 

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i used to love punters like that. well, not exactly love but hate them a bit less. i had one guy who would literally run out of money and sometimes i'd give him a bit of a discount. it made me feel better to be doing to someone else what drug dealers were doing to me, even though i felt sorry the guy.


Ya, I'm a feast or famine guy

For example, haven't indulged hardly at all this year to date or last, by my standards anyway

But, if I have surplus cash, and stop for a shag at one place I know quite well that I probably will want to visit 4 or 5 more ladies that day

I probably have a stronger sex addiction than alcohol addiction tbf

Ironically was more promiscuous in the UK than I ever have been here despite availability and costs both being better here than there
 

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Ya, I'm a feast or famine guy

For example, haven't indulged hardly at all this year to date or last, by my standards anyway

But, if I have surplus cash, and stop for a shag at one place I know quite well that I probably will want to visit 4 or 5 more ladies that day

I probably have a stronger sex addiction than alcohol addiction tbf

Ironically was more promiscuous in the UK than I ever have been here despite availability and costs both being better here than there
Do you not worry about catching something, potentially passing it on to wife? Has the wife ever found out/given you shit for it?

Does wife have a penis? Girthy?
 

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Do you not worry about catching something, potentially passing it on to wife? Has the wife ever found out/given you shit for it?

Does wife have a penis? Girthy?


Nah, and haven't been doing much at all this year or last tbf. I get tested frequently, practice good hygiene and protection habits and have never had any dose of anything from sex,except crabs.once.

Nah my wife is all woman, girlfriend has a massive cock though;)
 

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genuine question jackal does your wife know about you seeing prostitiutes? how you you feel if she did the same?

i never felt guilt over the punters with wedding rings but i always hoped their wives were getting some elsewhere too.
 
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