ReceptorPlugger
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Dec 14, 2021
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- 15
I used H for the first time 2.5 hours ago. I injected into my arm after a drawn out process trying to puncture a vein. A few weeks ago I did a dry run to see if I was capable of doing it and managed to find one relatively quickly. I don't know what happened this time but it took multiple sites, multiple minutes each to successfully place the end of the needle into my bloodstream and see a warm spurt of blood shoot into the syringe. I pushed the plunger partway down at first out of caution. Once I felt a slight tingle and warmth that ceased growing I pushed in the rest. The rush was almost immediate, unlike any drug that's entered my body before it. My dose was small, an unknown quantity because my scale accurate to a milligram didn't detect anything on it. A shimmied some powder onto it waiting for a reading, aiming for just a few mg's but apparently my scale isn't accurate enough to pick up on quantities that small. I stopped when it seemed like a good beginner dose to my eye. If I had to guess I'd say it was in the neighborhood of ~5, though I am not familiar enough with this substance to give an accurate estimate. I then only emptied half of that into my preparation container and proceeded to dissolve, filter, and inject it. It was intense but not nearly as powerful as I imagine the subjective upper limit is. For the first 30 seconds after the full dose I felt cozy and euphoric. The latter feeling subsided shortly after, fading into an uplifting state of mind that has yet to fully leave. It didn't take long for the forewarned nausea to kick in. Gradually it built up and up until two open windows letting in the blizzard outside with a fan on full blast caressing my face couldn't hold in the days lunch any longer. I emptied the contents of my stomach into my waiting trashcan. As I was typing this just a few sentences ago I vomited again. I felt confident enough to have a small snack of fruit water and tea before typing this, but I guess I was wrong. After clearing my esophagus with sips of water I lay down in bed and had a very pleasant waking nap. The feeling in my body was still present as I took in just how good it felt to lie down and dissolve into the mattress. During this time I noticed slight auditory distortions that seemed to occur simultaneously with small involuntary moments. Looking back on this experience I can understand why someone would become addicted to this though I don't think this is a substantial concern for myself. It was pleasant, but not entirely. And the high was great, but felt dirty. I'm debating whether or not I intend on using H again. I feel a slight desire to but it's not very compelling. I think I'm leaning a bit more towards yes, but right now even as I have another syringe loaded and ready to go that I prepared as well, I don't feel like using it.