So I just picked up my prescription for lyrica ( pregabalin 150mgx120) supposed to take 4 a day. Well me being me I abuse it. I went without it for a while cause I take way more than prescribed. Last months prescription I took 4 pills once a day and felt pretty good. Then I started taking more and more and ran out. So I went a couple weeks without. I’ve been taking it since April but took gabapentin occasionally and got a huge tolerance. But I don’t take it for longer than a few days then take a break for a few days but I went a but I am taking 6-9 pills at a time 2 times a day and this is only my second day in my script. I take so many other things that it’s hard to tell what is giving me withdrawl or not giving me withdrawl. I have a huge tolerance to everything (oxycodone daily, clonazepam for about 15 days out of the month) I don’t know what to do. I want to stop everything but it’s so hard. I don’t remember the last time I went a day without taking a pill.
So my question is, why did my tolerance to this go so high so fast. I don’t want to take it daily cause I don’t want to NEED it. But I don’t know if I do cause I have suck a high tolerance and mix it with so many other things. I have no idea why I’m not dead really 45 mg of oxy daily, 2 grams of lyrica, 1 mg of Xanax and that’s just in the last 12 hours. Am I fucked?
So my question is, why did my tolerance to this go so high so fast. I don’t want to take it daily cause I don’t want to NEED it. But I don’t know if I do cause I have suck a high tolerance and mix it with so many other things. I have no idea why I’m not dead really 45 mg of oxy daily, 2 grams of lyrica, 1 mg of Xanax and that’s just in the last 12 hours. Am I fucked?