Yodisbepat
Bluelighter
There's a joke that shrooms make you gay. I've done shrooms at least 100 times and never had any gay thoughts at all.
But on meth, Coke, and high doses of adderal and vyvanse I get some pretty gay thoughts.
Let me explain. Firstly, I only use stimulants for sex or porn. To me, that is the most pleasurable thing a person can experience.
I've never had any sexual experiences with another man, but when I'm tweaking I have this dirty fucked up fantasy of how much I'd enjoy being a chick and fucking a man for hours.
When I'm sober, I never have these thoughts. But on meth or Coke, that's all I think about.
It's weird because I'd only enjoy having sex with a man on speed IF I WAS FEMALE. Without tits and a pussy, it would gross me out.
I'm also attracted to a very specific type of male on speed- they'd have to be age 35-55 and white. Dudes my age (I'm 19), black men, etc do nothing to me.
This is really weird to me and frankly embarrassing. I also feel ashamed after doing meth or Coke and fantasizing about these dirty filthy things. But it is what it is. I'm glad I'm not a female because if I was I would be THE FILTHIEST whore ever, especially on meth.
I don't understand where these thoughts come from. I find men disgusting when I'm sober. But on meth or Coke, I would be so happy if I could be female for the day and just fuck and suck 4 older men all day long.
I don't even know why I'm sharing this here, but does anyone else get super kinky thoughts on speed? Has speed Turned anyone here gay?
inb4: meth not even once
Cause when u speed u are just more open to your sexuality let a guy suck your cock once I bet u have one of the best orgasams u ever had cause a guy knows what a guy wants and he gets in to that shit like its a fucking lollipop I guaranteed a guy will blow you better than a woman ever could