- Nov 10, 2022
Tried DMT for the first time, well let me rephrase that my first psychedelic ever. Yes I know what your gonna say why would I do the strongest psychedelic out of all the other choices I could have done but it was my choice to jump into the deep end of my consciousness and discover the unknown. All my life I have always had an insightful view on the world I felt out of place weird to say even knowing I’m 19 I have been preparing for the experience for months and have been researching all about it, previously I have purchased elicit drugs of the dark web but nothing This intense so the supplier was not hard to find.I prepared well I made sure I had a good nights rest and fasted for 12 hours and only drank water I don’t know if this works for everyone else but definitely did for me. I made my room a place of peace and Zen burnt some incense and had a shower. I weighed out 25mg exactly and loaded it into a very expensive vapourizor just for this occasion. I laid back heated up the vape and began my journey into the unknown. It hit me immediately everything Began to vibrate my ceiling fan began to move towards my pupils, i closed my eyes and I felt if I was inside a kaleidoscope the vibrant colours were incredible a buzzing noise was intensely consuming my ears I couldn’t move as I was beaming through this endless void of colours and geometric shapes it was beautiful but scary but I surrendered to its power and let go, i opened my eyes and bam everything changed my peripheral vision was above my body where my head was but in the corner of the room all I could see was the ground and no walls to my bedroom I was in an empty abyss of space nothing was in sight but my room floor and my furniture I could see my body just laying there paralysed I began to freak out a little and when I did an unknown force started to pull me away from that little bit of reality I still had the room got further away the more I tried to get back to myself I fell right back into the tunnel and bam I was back I looked around my room and everything was distorted there were no creases to my furniture everything flowed, the blinds to my left moved outwards like columns I have never seen such beautiful and smooth and texture in my life my pants were flowing perfectly into my sheets as if I was one with my bed. A painting my brother did in highschool of soldiers portraying PTSD became alive I could see every expression as they were screaming with pain the led lights in my room never looked so beautiful I started to come down on my trip, and was sitting there in awe of what just happened. it’s amazing that such substance can alter reality in what feels like a lifetime but was only 5 minutes.