Hi and welcome to Bluelight! I'm glad you found us. There are a LOT of threads about getting clean off opiates, particularly fentanyl pills at the moment due to the market being flooded with fentanyl in recent years. So if/when you have the time, have a browse through this forum (Health & Recovery) and also The Dark Side, and have a read of similar threads.
Yes can you please tell me the method
Sorry for the late reply.
No chance.. tapering just doesnt work imo, as when you get uncomfortable the thought of taking more becomes overwhelming.
so I guess I don’t understand benzos, or only get relief from opiates? If I could switch from opiates to benzos I’d be much better off 
life is def worth living, heard gabapentin helps, and tramadolThis seems true, I am overwhelmingly uncomfortable right now
But supply is not endless. So what’s the best way to actually stop using opiates and stay stopped IYE?
Secondarily, Is life worth living?
Oh yeah for sure it's much better to have withdrawal psychosis and seizuresI found taking benzos (like Valium etc) to help with withdrawal didn’t help, I don’t know if I just don’t understand it? It didn’t stop the shakes, the muscle pains, help me sleep or not go mad.. I also don’t understand benzo addiction, I can easily access most benzodiazepines, but I found alone or combined, benzos don’t do what opiates do, and when combined it also killed the euphoria from Oxycodone - I guess if I took enough benzodiazepines with opiates like oxy that stimulate, I could sleep.. but that is known to cause problems including death (not waking up again)
life IS worth living but it takes a long time for your brain to heal from long term opiate abuse.This seems true, I am overwhelmingly uncomfortable right now
But supply is not endless. So what’s the best way to actually stop using opiates and stay stopped IYE?
Secondarily, Is life worth living?
yes, they are an entirely different class of drugs.
having been addicted to both, i would say you would not. i didn't get as out of control with benzos as i did with heroin but i've seen people who have and its just as messy, tragic, and destructive. plus their withdrawal can kill you. its easy to cross addict when you're trying to quit a drug, but its not worth it, you're not really recovering if you do that.If I could switch from opiates to benzos I’d be much better off
This is the closest response I've seen anywhere that may be able to help me. Thanks so much for posting! I'm ready to taper off my 120mg a day OXY habit. I've already tapered off the fentanyl that was lacing the previous pills. I'm now just on regular oxycodone that comes in a box with all the instructions. I have everything there to help me, I just don't know how much to take and what kind of time frame I should be looking at. Anything you can help me with to create a realistic schedule would be so unbelievably appreciated. I have pregab, gabapentin, valium, xanax, DHC, Tramadol and a shit ton of it. I'm determined to kick this. Big love to you. Hope you're well.
You're so welcome, I'm so glad it helped!
But I've been thinking of you and your situation. I actually just pulled over in my car so I can reply cos otherwise I might forget again!! 
What an absolute star you are! Not just for pulling over and replying but for replying in depth with genuine care and concern for a stranger. Your reply will not be in vein. Yes I'm pretty sure the oxy pills I was taking were laced with Fentanyl. For 2 reasons, firstly I'm going to pretty much assume that all blue Oxy's that are sold without the packaging contain fentanyl after all the reading I've done, secondly I was going to try and go onto Subs for the first time in my life. I had given 36 hours before my first sub dose but unfortunately.....BAM....straight into precipitated withdrawels. The subs knocked any and all remaining product straight off my receptors. Anyone who's done this will know this is no minor event or experience. 3 days of a living nightmare and luckily the postman dropped off a bag of oxy. Anyway due to what happened im assuming there was still fentanyl lingering about in my body. Now I've managed to taper off the blue oxy 30's on to Sandoz 40mg's. Unfortunately they're extended release which is a total bummer but I have 30 of them to do a long taper. I've been snorting them though as the extended release is such a drag. I've bought some cola and lime juice in an attempt to strengthen the hit but not sure if this is such a good idea. I'm down to 100mg of the extended oxy but on top of that ive been taking 900g of gabapentin every 2nd day and alternating DHC and tramadol every day. Been trying to use the Gabapentin as a potentiator for the replacement opiates but it doesn't seem to be doing much. I have Pregabalin there too which i still haven't taken yet. I'm not looking for complete sobriety i don't think. Just to have some control and have something there to to take the edge off intead of getting a hit, drug holidays's and switching things up to reduce the chance of addiction. I've always been an alcoholic and moved up to 1 litre of Vodka a day during lockdown, it was 2 months before my fiance made me get help and open up to my nearest ane dearest. Now I just drink on a Saturday and Sunday but stay away from the spirits, i have full control of that now and will never go back. But it was during the same period that the Oxy's became not so recreational and once in a blue moon any more. I'm always needing something it seems.You're so welcome, I'm so glad it helped!
I apologise for another slow reply to your post. I have a newborn baby so I often get distracted from replying!
So basically it depends on how much you're willing to tolerate the withdrawals, i.e. what is your threshold for discomfort. If you are willing and able to cope with some moderate aches and pains, stomach cramps, diarrhoea, difficulty sleeping, then you could opt for a fast taper over perhaps 7-10 days. Are you still at 120mg a day? If so, simply start by reducing your daily dose by 10mg each day. It's gonna SUCK but you can do it. You will need some meds to help you such as loperamide for the stomach cramps and diarrhoea, and something to help you sleep (lots of things to choose from there). Also get some foods that are really easy to eat such as soup and bread, yoghurt etc, and water, gatorade, juice.
If you don't think you can do a fast taper (no judgement, it's not for everyone, and hey you might still have commitments like work or parenting which you can't afford to do whilst in bad withdrawals), a slower more comfortable taper might be better for you. It's the same process just drawn out over a longer period of time. You drop your dose when you feel comfortable doing so.
Either method requires strong willpower on your part, in order to stick to the plan of reducing your dose and not going back up to 120mg. It's hard, but you've said you really want to do it, and the desire to get clean is half the battle won already, I reckon
I can't recall if someone addressed this earlier in the thread but do your pressed oxys contain fentanyl? Yes, no, or not sure?
Thanks so much for your time and for sharing your informed view on things in an effort to help me 
. It makes me feel good to know your answers may help other people too. I'm all alone in this, not even my Fiance knows. Who knows absolutely everything else about me. None of my best friends know. or Mother or Father. Everyone helped me through the last time with the Alcohol and i don't want to put people through that again. My family were worried sick. I don't want people to be worried about me again, it's not fair on them. Plus they have no idea about opiates and doubt they'd be of much help other than moral support. If anything they'd just be more worried this time. If you have any adivce about how to use these remaining extended release oxy's effectively and responsibly and what i could do/dosage with the gaba, pregab, tramadol and DHC that woukd be an incredible help. Thanks so much for being an awesome person. X
Damn dude, your story is crazy asf haha. Good luck on getting clean.you are almost there..What an absolute star you are! Not just for pulling over and replying but for replying in depth with genuine care and concern for a stranger. Your reply will not be in vein. Yes I'm pretty sure the oxy pills I was taking were laced with Fentanyl. For 2 reasons, firstly I'm going to pretty much assume that all blue Oxy's that are sold without the packaging contain fentanyl after all the reading I've done, secondly I was going to try and go onto Subs for the first time in my life. I had given 36 hours before my first sub dose but unfortunately.....BAM....straight into precipitated withdrawels. The subs knocked any and all remaining product straight off my receptors. Anyone who's done this will know this is no minor event or experience. 3 days of a living nightmare and luckily the postman dropped off a bag of oxy. Anyway due to what happened im assuming there was still fentanyl lingering about in my body. Now I've managed to taper off the blue oxy 30's on to Sandoz 40mg's. Unfortunately they're extended release which is a total bummer but I have 30 of them to do a long taper. I've been snorting them though as the extended release is such a drag. I've bought some cola and lime juice in an attempt to strengthen the hit but not sure if this is such a good idea. I'm down to 100mg of the extended oxy but on top of that ive been taking 900g of gabapentin every 2nd day and alternating DHC and tramadol every day. Been trying to use the Gabapentin as a potentiator for the replacement opiates but it doesn't seem to be doing much. I have Pregabalin there too which i still haven't taken yet. I'm not looking for complete sobriety i don't think. Just to have some control and have something there to to take the edge off intead of getting a hit, drug holidays's and switching things up to reduce the chance of addiction. I've always been an alcoholic and moved up to 1 litre of Vodka a day during lockdown, it was 2 months before my fiance made me get help and open up to my nearest ane dearest. Now I just drink on a Saturday and Sunday but stay away from the spirits, i have full control of that now and will never go back. But it was during the same period that the Oxy's became not so recreational and once in a blue moon any more. I'm always needing something it seems.
Shit man it kinda is when I read it back.Damn dude, your story is crazy asf haha. Good luck on getting clean.you are almost there..
You can do it.
not good though. Thanks for the gid luck amigo. 