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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Talk Thread: If 2020 Was the Dumpster, Can 2021 Be the Fire?

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It's not related to memantine.

bromantane was alright, I found it quite subtle but some people really like it. I didn't get a whole lot from it though it was above placebo.
 

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Aside from Auto and his Kava (dont worry Im looking into it, thanks bruv)
Anyone have any idea why Tiletamine would cause such severe tremors... Ive got this Michael J Fox thing happening and Im not too keen on my clients taking notice. Last time it took a month or more, iirc.... suppose I should do some reading but if anyone has any idea / what supplements might help Im alll ears... and little kicks ha
 

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Man, fuck phones. I'm having a hell of a trip tonight on 4-aco-dmt and just spent so much time pouring my heart out and crafting the details of this trip and my fucking phone died.

Man you won't believe the trip I've had tonight. Details when I'm coming down or something. I'm still trying to comprehend it.

Short story my dad was here because I locked myself out of my apartment walking to liquor store tripping. My neighbor asked me if I would be her boyfriend and begged me for money for crack. And I mean begged. We were hanging out the whole trip

Long story though. Details forthcoming.

I'm packing a bowl of cookie now. Fuck I'm high.
 

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It's not related to memantine.

bromantane was alright, I found it quite subtle but some people really like it. I didn't get a whole lot from it though it was above placebo.
My bad, I thought it was a related Adamantane but I'm tripping, lol.
 

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Aside from Auto and his Kava (dont worry Im looking into it, thanks bruv)
Anyone have any idea why Tiletamine would cause such severe tremors... Ive got this Michael J Fox thing happening and Im not too keen on my clients taking notice. Last time it took a month or more, iirc.... suppose I should do some reading but if anyone has any idea / what supplements might help Im alll ears... and little kicks ha
I really hope that that resolves!! I've never heard of that but I've also never heard of tiletamine use like yours. I'm a little jealous of your experience until I hear of this pseudoparkinsomism.
 

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Ya I had never heard of it either until the last time it presented and I looked through the B/D thread:

I swear after my first dose and inbetween the next few doses I was phsyically shaking,like tremoring, like what I used to get after id been awake for over a day on hhigh amounts of methoxetamine, and I wasn't just actually shaking I felt really weird and weak,just lied down watched tv n smoked some weed,I think this tiletemine I have (without the benzo) could be pretty dangerous,I read somewhere else it can cause convulsions and that's one of the reasons zolpaledem or whatever its called is added 1:1...

Then this report on reddit surfaced about the same time I was experiencing these symptoms for the first time.

The reddit report is the same batch I have (not through me though, just same vendor). But there’s no way @jhjhsdi was, as that was 10 years ago.

Originally I had attributed the shakes to alcohol withdrawal, perhaps exasperated by the Tiletamine. However this most recent bout was weeks after quitting booze and no symptoms were noted before Tiletamine consumption
 

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Ya I had never heard of it either until the last time it presented and I looked through the B/D thread:



Then this report on reddit surfaced about the same time I was experiencing these symptoms for the first time.

The reddit report is the same batch I have (not through me though, just same vendor). But there’s no way @jhjhsdi was, as that was 10 years ago.

Originally I had attributed the shakes to alcohol withdrawal, perhaps exasperated by the Tiletamine. However this most recent bout was weeks after quitting booze and no symptoms were noted before Tiletamine consumption
My specialist Chiropractor could help you directly using T.B.M. there is no way I could have been living life still without the dozens of nervous/immune system/organ/emotional corrections she made after Acid overdosing just twisted everything out of joint.

I had a chance after that. I had no chance before that treatment 2 weeks ago.

A number of things have happened sonce though. The Jenga blocks have crashed down again so to speak, but not at alll irreparably. Situation and stress related.

If I make the next appointment in 2 weeks, it will be another system reset, restore, and opportunity to not go wrong again. That's the impossible part of my life, keeping well. Not to mention getting there.

It takes everything though. No Olympic Gold Medalist would succeed without pulling out all the stops, fully committed and without resolving major mental/emotional barriers and gross infringements in life (gross as in gigantic, not grotesque).

I did have acupuncture first that week, but that wasn't at all pinpoint tailored to the acute side physical effects I had as the T.B.M. trearment.

Acupuncture and pressure though is normally very helpful and beneficial. It can corret imbalances, malfunctions. I just needed the very spefifically personally tailored treatment as well, or primarily this time.

I really had no chance at all though without it. There are a lot of times since 2005 when I genuinely only managed to keep living by reaching vital alternative, and never yet once in truth Mainstream- treatments at specific times of need when survival was otherwise genuinely impossible or entirely unendurable.

I'm not talking about sticking plasters either. It's more like picking up the boat, levelling it, turning it around, setting it sail again.

I've been helpless many times regardless of will. The Allopathic system has done absolutely nothing for me from Lyme's onset except, and I am appreciative of this because it's another vital tool and part of overall management, prescribe me asthma inhalers.

Beyond the prescription of inhalers, I have had absolutely zero help, treatment from Mainstream medicine. I've tried. It just isn't there for me personally itnot their industry.

The Alternative health experts I have been blessed to know of & be able to reach, that as well as ceaseless grit, determination and steel, has seen me live yet.

@tired of crap that's all of no help to you right now sorry I do recognise. I have firm confidence that my Chiropractor could help you directly, with pinpoint diagnosis and instant surgery/medicine free correction.

Total Body Modification will be offered by trained Chiropractors in Canada surely.

I've not looked. It's global though. T.B.M. is legit though, it's miraculous and lifesaving.

I can directly empathise too with the situation, feelings and experience of apparent self inflicted drug use injury.

I would always though personally seek direct treatment. And I'm yet to find it from mainstream medicine.
 

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Oh man, I'm so freakin' hungover. I stayed up too late drinking with my cousins. But hey, this time we went disc golfing instead of just drinking in the driveway hahah
 

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So I snorted 35mg 4-aco-dmt last night.

While I'm sitting there coming up there is a knock at my door and it's my friend T.

She was my first friend in this crazy neighborhood that I live in now. My first day moving in she was cooking out and invited me over to fix a plate of food! She had seen me and my dad moving my stuff and just invited me in.

She's a black woman pushing 60 and I'm nearly 37 yo white guy (the only one on the block). She always has called me her "brother from another mother" and really made me feel welcome in the neighborhood. Inviting me over to eat all the time and hanging out. Of course I often buy her beer too when we hangout.

Anyway she wanted someone to talk to. Her ex boyfriend is my roommate that recently died of cancer. She put him out and I let him in because it was cold outside and he was dying.

She had a bunch of change and wanted me to go to the liquor store. I told her to keep her change and set off for the liquor store tripping and forgot my keys. Thankfully I had my phone to call my dad and wake him up asking him to bring me a spare key.

So I'm sitting outside drinking with T, tripping balls, and she's getting all this stuff off her chest.

My dad came. It was nice to hug him and tell him I loved him while I was tripping. He had no idea I was tripping and he doesn't get high at all.

So then I was hanging out with T. She asked me if I wanted to be her boyfriend and then she started begging me for crack money and offering all kinds of food stamps, laptops, and even sexual shit for money.

I told her no. I don't want to mess up our friendship like that. The last time I let her borrow money she gave me frozen chicken back in return.

She let it be known that if I ever need anything I can always knock on her door. I do love her as a friend and told her that, but there's no way I could handle dating her. She's really something else. I hangout with her niece (that she raised and is a bit older than me) and her niece's boyfriend a lot, too.

Anyway, maybe it's not that great of a story but it was crazy as fuck at the time because I was tripping and high, lol. I got a bunch of really good herb last night off another neighbor's baby daddy.

Today I'm drinking hard seltzers and smoking on said herb.

Cheers and thanks for listening to my insanity.
 

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She knew I was tripping and didn't mind. She kept asking me why I wouldn't help her to get high too and I told her because it was my money and I didn't spend it on myself like that. Crack is fucking expensive for the shortest high ever!!!

I told her I would share but she doesn't get high on what I get high on.

I also told her I stayed white boy wasted all day everyday and it costs no money, and by crack standards that's true.

I've smoked crack and know that the way I like to smoke I could easily spend $200 in a night. Fuck that!!! I'm sure she could too.

Tripping, rolling, drinking beer, and smoking weed is dirt cheap compared to smoking crack and I told her that.
 

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She knew I was tripping and didn't mind. She kept asking me why I wouldn't help her to get high too and I told her because it was my money and I didn't spend it on myself like that. Crack is fucking expensive for the shortest high ever!!!

I told her I would share but she doesn't get high on what I get high on.

I also told her I stayed white boy wasted all day everyday and it costs no money, and by crack standards that's true.

I've smoked crack and know that the way I like to smoke I could easily spend $200 in a night. Fuck that!!! I'm sure she could too.

Tripping, rolling, drinking beer, and smoking weed is dirt cheap compared to smoking crack and I told her that.
THERE you are you buggar, where's my tenner you borrowed last week? 😉
 

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T, her niece, and her niece's boyfriend invited me over to eat tonight. Smoking beer, drinking weed, getting white boy wasted.
 

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Today I went to mass and attended my first Rites of Christian Initiation for Adults class. Yes, after reading the entire catechism I've decided it's time to join the Catholic church.

I joined the online transmission of the prayer at the hour of mercy from the St John Paul II national shrine with my rosary at three o'clock. I posted prayer intentions for the safety of the Lord's army. I was highly emotional during the prayer at the hour of mercy today while praying and looking into the face of the image of divine mercy.

 

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Did you know that the feeling two days after spending a Friday night doing bumps of quality coke with large injections of racemic ketamine at age 50 is exactly the same as the one you get falling off a galloping horse at age 12 and needing a week off school due to a major concussion?

Only it’s it’s a good kind of concussion and nothing is actually broken and they’ re going to let you graduate because you tried hard all year.
Thank heavens for real-time BL friends prepared to trip sit some bad craziness this weekend.
Today I went to mass and attended my first Rites of Christian Initiation for Adults class. Yes, after reading the entire catechism I've decided it's time to join the Catholic church.

I joined the online transmission of the prayer at the hour of mercy from the St John Paul II national shrine with my rosary at three o'clock. I posted prayer intentions for the safety of the Lord's army. I was highly emotional during the prayer at the hour of mercy today while praying and looking into the face of the image of divine mercy.

i miss religion and being a catholic. It would be wonderful to unproblematically be a welcome member of a faithful community of believers.
 

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Did you know that the feeling two days after spending a Friday night doing bumps of quality coke with large injections of racemic ketamine at age 50 is exactly the same as the one you get falling off a galloping horse at age 12 and needing a week off school due to a major concussion?

Only it’s it’s a good kind of concussion and nothing is actually broken and they’ re going to let you graduate because you tried hard all year.
Thank heavens for real-time BL friends prepared to trip sit some bad craziness this weekend.

i miss religion and being a catholic. It would be wonderful to unproblematically be a welcome member of a faithful community of believers.
Why do you think it would be problematic? If you feel like faith can help you then you should pursue that.
 

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Why do you think it would be problematic? If you feel like faith can help you then you should pursue that.
I was brought up in a very devout Catholic family. When I was sexually abused by a priest, and the widespread practices of sexual exploitation of children in Catholic institutions became known, my parents decided that their faith was more important and continued to support the church and kind of refused to ever discuss the sexual abused (either my specific case, or the wider spread problems).

It put a schism through my family that it has never recovered from. I have forgiven my parents and understand that in their minds they separate the faith and good works of the congregation from the sometimes evil and dishonest institution of the Church itself - but I can’t ever get my head around the duality/dichotomy of it. Until the Church reforms and justice is given at least to its living victims I can’t be a part of it.

Although I 100 % believe that most members are like my parents and basically good decent people who want to make the world a better place and live good Christian lives themselves.

I’d think about a Protestant Church, but they have had the same institutional problems and I strongly believe that that the Catholic Church is really the authentic tradition leading all the back to Jesus (although along many winding, divergent and contradictory paths at different paths through history). I like the ceremony of the Catholics and dislike the austerity of the Protestants.
 

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I was brought up in a very devout Catholic family. When I was sexually abused by a priest, and the widespread practices of sexual exploitation of children in Catholic institutions became known, my parents decided that their faith was more important and continued to support the church and kind of refused to ever discuss the sexual abused (either my specific case, or the wider spread problems).

It put a schism through my family that it has never recovered from. I have forgiven my parents and understand that in their minds they separate the faith and good works of the congregation from the sometimes evil and dishonest institution of the Church itself - but I can’t ever get my head around the duality/dichotomy of it. Until the Church reforms and justice is given at least to its living victims I can’t be a part of it.

Although I 100 % believe that most members are like my parents and basically good decent people who want to make the world a better place and live good Christian lives themselves.

I’d think about a Protestant Church, but they have had the same institutional problems and I strongly believe that that the Catholic Church is really the authentic tradition leading all the back to Jesus (although along many winding, divergent and contradictory paths at different paths through history). I like the ceremony of the Catholics and dislike the austerity of the Protestants.
I'm sorry to hear that you went through that. I can't imagine what that would be like.
 
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