Thing is, she's recently sober from meth (with the help of a faith-based rehab center). I'm still addicted to painkillers. I miss her. I no longer have friends who I talk to outside of work and I have known her since pre-school, but I don't want my mere non-sober existence to make her relapse, given i'm not ready to get sober myself (even though we chose different drugs of choice). Thoughts?