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Bluelighter
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- Jul 29, 2021
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I ODed on pills once before. Made sure the dose was lethal. But silly me puked them up and therefore survived (obviously, considering I'm typing this). Got stuck in ICU for two or three days. Seemed kinda overkill but what do I know, I'm no doctor. Physical pain was horrific (probably 7/10 if I had to rate it), but the good news was that finally my brain shut up, if only because I was so out of it and puking blood every five minutes. Was put on 1-to-1 constant watch at the hospital for the next 3 weeks til an inpatient bed became available.
Mental health'care' and 'treatment' is a fucking joke. Only made my issues worse. Wish I'd aspirated before I was found. The 'professionals' dehumanize and infantilize you, as if just because you decided you had enough of society's bullshit you don't deserve to make or aren't capable of making your own choices. Pro autonomy all the way.
Mental health'care' and 'treatment' is a fucking joke. Only made my issues worse. Wish I'd aspirated before I was found. The 'professionals' dehumanize and infantilize you, as if just because you decided you had enough of society's bullshit you don't deserve to make or aren't capable of making your own choices. Pro autonomy all the way.