You have an interesting life, jesus, I'll give you that. Just get out the hospital from almost killing yourself on 3-meo-PCP and you're right into a massive dose of 5-meo-MIPT. How the hell are you even still alive? What's next, 5 mg of 25i NBOMe or just a shitload of heroin?
The fuge state that high doses leave some of us in is very much like a xanax black out where you do/consume things unintentionally. The last time I went over 20mgs I went from being catatonic to looking for my scale so I could redose even though I had know idea who or where I was. The only thing I could make out was that I thought it was time to redose. People use the term lucid to describe this chemical, I would replace lucid with shallow. Lower doses seem shallow and yet higher ones get you in trouble, I'm not a fan. I would still love to try 3-MeO-PCE