Yeah I expected as much. Thankfully I wasn't too stupid, but probably a bit stupid none the less. If there is a next time I will take more care.It's impossible to tell whether you're "close to psychosis". There are no warning lights with this. Delerium kicks in just like you would see with a diphenhydramine or LSD trip gone wacky - very suddenly you will not be concious of your actions and then it's all downhill from there.
I am especially concerned when I see people talking about combining MXE or 3-MeO with etizolam or other benzos.
My God, I feel like I've cracked some sort of secret code, I've never felt this 'bright' in my entire life. It's a high that feels sharp, relaxed, tuned, vital.
Exactly. If a friend comes to visit in a month or so I might partake in a few mgs with a bit of MXE but I don't really want anymore for sometime besides that. Stay sane Vortech, you don't want to travel down the vortex of disillusionment!highlighted the key parts imo. i can definitely relate to how you feel, but to quote thom yorke "just 'cause you feel it doesn't mean its there."
not that i am not planning to get more 3-meo in the future. just remember that the key to sanity is a healthy skepticism of even your own beliefs.