Hmm. I have experimented extensively with this compound, probably have eaten around 5grams in the past year. I usually will find myself a gram and eat it all in a 2 or 3 week period, in 15-20mg doses.. and Ive never had any worrying episodes or psychotic breaks or even aggressive tendencies.
The only slightly disturbing experience happened about 4 months ago after having consumed 15mg then another 15mg an hour or two later- I felt physically amazing but kept telling my friend who was with me (sober, tripsitting sort of) that I was overdosing and had developed nystagmus, a form of blindness where your eyes move back & forth uncontrollably and are unable to focus. Of course I was not overdosing and hadnt gone blind, but in my PCP haze I was convinced otherwise... though I have to say at the time I didnt feel particularly concerned, lol.
Anyways I think its interesting how many have reported this to be such a powerful, potentially dangerous substance. I find methoxetamine to be much more debillitating, 3-meo always leaves me very clear headed. Could it be because my tolerance is too high? I will usually take a break of at least a month in between "binges" and I never take more than 25mg, normally 15-20 in one session. Despite my breaks I feel like I have plateaued with this compound which is unfortunate because it was once my all time favorite.., Last time I was taking a lot of this stuff, about 3 weeks ago, 20mg would barely tip me into dissociation. Earlier this year even after a break of two months 10mg did nothing. Should I experiment with higher doseages (25-30+mg) or just accept that 3-meo-pcp has given me all it has to offer & move along?
Edit: I should add that within the past 5 months Ive begun to take a lot of stimulants, namely dexmethylphenidat/focalin, though I never combine the two and usually space out by at least 8 hours if using the sa,e day. Could my stimulant use (and occasional abuse, if im being hones t) have any influence on how the 3-meo-pcp affects me?
I believe 3-meo-pcp acts on the dopamine receptors. So perhaps its because mine are damaged from using a lot of dopamine reuptake inhibitors? Just a thought