What to do with life, when boosters are mandated to work, and yet the nurses won't give me it due to my heart and side effects from the second shot. Lost af,
Still sober, wish i could escape my head atm. Discord banned my new account for flagging it as spam lol.
kinda wish they just gave me the booster shot, like wtf i told them to and that idc i accept all the risks. I was looking foward to working. Fuck the whole system.
If these mandates are not removed by the end of april, hell idk how the fuck im expected to get thru the next month.
I have two shots. Why can't i fucking work, Bet by the time people all get their 3rd shot here they will make people have a 4th to work.
The hate flowing in me right now is really next level. Might be some of the worst hate i have ever felt in over a decade.
How much can somebody endure before the snap and cross the line.
i have pulled myself out of holes before, but the level of restrictions imposed on my daily human life is fucked. I did everything they asked of me. Hell i even went in there and begged to get that 3rd shot. They should of just let me take the jab out and shoot myself up with it. at least id had that fucking job. Thats all i cared about. I wanted to be able to live like a normal human being working doing something not sitting every day as a bum, with no purpose.
I resist all the urges to revert back to the drugs i was doing.
Maybe i should try hitch hike to the occupation in our captial it would be a 10 hour car drive, i do not have a car.
Though id much prefer somebody start a french style revolution. If the government will not let work the job i wanted with two shots. Then id rather live under the taliban.