Good thing or getting it for free every 14 days for 3 years, sometimes I think if the price is just not covered by insurance by employment, maybe I would be free of it!
couple months back when I started loosing feeling or tingling above the knee,(fybro-neuropathic) It started getting real purpose as real help with the some of the pains are gone!
With that in mind skyrocketing tolerance sometimes just go baseline! Who will know with those "gaba-modulators" VGCC or whatevers!
I didn't take any a week last week as I tried to cut back the dosage with Phenibut which is something I do like couple times a year
What happened is that I was like in this loop of Anhedonia but thinking I know a thing or two on all those Gabapentinoids, and what happened is Phenibut this time made 2+2=5, couldn't get the right dose, was vomiting and I think I first time got like manic state where I couldn't have couple straight thoughts I could just call my doc to refill my lyrica but on friday we had the Vukovar comemo day which is national holiday and doc didn't work!
Then on saturday I felt fine took 2gr Phenibut and bam anxiety, boiling blood for the lack of better term, racing heart, I didn't slept 8 hours in total that week just, I lost vitamins, maybe low blood sugar.
He who walk the road of Gaba-meds knows or can relate with the mad curvy road with CEVS, Oevs, hypnagogia,
So yesterday I collect myself in the head like lyrica is my demon and saving grace or at least devil I know!
Phenibut is from now a NO-NO in my collection cause side effects are there! with no effects!
Good thing I don't work one more week, I was alone most of the days which was another good thing.
Recent blood tests have shown I have reduced kidney function which could be due to me abusing high doses of Pregabalin for the last couple of years.
So I'm giving it a long break.
This is something I will need also get looked at, but in my case when I just hold back a little they work like turbo!
Pregabalin is addictive and it work better than any benzo in my case for anxiety made by anxiety meds in the first place and I will deff. continue to take it till it stops working
Baclofen was a long time ago but it was unpredictable also,
Maybe Mirogabalin which should be what like 10x stronger when it hits the market!, till then
O and I could have change it to gabapentin but my psych said, You can but you won't do any good just will have more side effects, 450 mg Is deff best sweet spot if taken at once with coffee followed by 150mg later for sleep, my circadian rythm is f. so
One thing I regret is the fact that I got myself addicted to Lyrica. I should've left it to be taken as needed only.
That is now something I still thing can be managed, will see in following days.
