Papercuts nailed it.. If your goal is to quit forever then tapering could be your path. If you’re not quitting, then a taper only means suffering until you realize you can get more high with less drugs.Yay so I have about two more hours until two o clock and three until 3 ! I woke up around 10 30 pm I got some sleep at around well it was still light out. Right before evening maybe.
It was. I guess that was called another nod. I Don't really care at least I was doing something. Sleeping. Sleep is good. It's healthy right.
So I haven't had a dose yet. Another fix. I might be able to go without one. But that seems like too much pot and dabz are probably worse than shooting heroine. I don't know. No dabz are better.
If I AM going to dose I should just do one right now. Two or three hours aren't going to matter. Well anyway if it's a fix it sure did help.
I am sorry. I really made an effort to taper but it turned into a catastrophe of just cutting back. So that is my taper. So far.
So sorry I am trying to stay on topic. And taper. Maybe I should try real hard to find an opioid track but I always end up here.
I tried to stay awake all day today and I consumed way too much caffeine. It is really effecting my health. I heard monster drinks are even causing heart attacks. I am not trying not to die. Just not to suffer.
And is also very important to try to stay healthy. ♡
Also.... the high-dose caffeine basically ruins most of your high. You said you need sleep and you drink too much caffeine in the same post. Too much caffeine is like speed, and you would need opiates to get back to normal. Sounds like shooting heroin to get past a Naloxone overdose.
No judgment here. I just don’t enjoy watching anyone suffer needlessly. And these drugs aren’t cheap. It would be nice for you to get the most ‘bang for your buck’.