- Jan 21, 2020
- bluelight.org is a fucking joke
Yep, that's up there. I got pretty drunk like 2 days ago and I still managed, but I can see how it could be harder if I was at a bar or club or something and there were people smoking around me. I probably wouldn't try unless I had some weed and maybe some nic gum to help with that.
Are you using nicotine gum/lozenges and/or patches during this time? Nicotine had been the hardest drug for me to quit. The only real time that I’ve had from nicotine has been when I’ve been in jail. I’ve been clean from heroin/opioids for about 8 years and crack/cocaine for about 10 years but I can’t even go a few minutes w/o nicotine (whatever form) for more than a few moments after I wake up and then I need nicotine no less than 1/2 an hour without a smoke, dip, vape, lozenge, or chaw. I hate nicotine patches because they are impossible to keep lit.
good luck BK! I’m jealous, I can’t quit smoking/dipping for the life of me. I can make it about a month max w/o nicotine then I’m biting my stained nails and eating my stained beard for the nicotine. Keep it up. You’re my hero now.