Half a gram later and I feel my tolerance is growing beyond my ability to feed it. It's a rare treat to help me through hard times. I indulged in the most expensive and highest rating available. It's been a year or more since last time. I feel like my tolerance has reset after a year. I don't get violent nausea where it feels like I'm retching from my colon onse my intestines are empty. No Nausea this batch at all. I'm eve eating food quiet too easily.
There is a chance I may have paid a high price for the weaker gear. But I doubt ten or so mg's would have me nodding hard, and say 30 mg's would give me the best visual candy as I drift off for some of the best sleep I've had in years, despite the fact that I'm out of it for hours in a chair and not moving at all despite waking up cold and sore from my abysmal upright sleeping posture.
It may sound like leaping from the pan into the fire, however, I'm not feeling any benzo withdrawal like I normally do, after taking them to sleep. I'm using less than 1 mg a night, and hopefully will have no desire, or NEED to be more accurate once I've finished with the G, which is probably half gone.
Also, the price of benzos has shot up like houses here since my last purchase. It's almost cheaper to sniff H moderately than to use benzos regularly. I don't want to fuck around with H and experience withdrawals, but honestly, I don't think my body or brain can tolerate another benzo crash without some sort of nice pillow to soften the fall.
And for all that H is cracked up to be, as a sniffer, I must say I feel somewhat underwhelmed. If I had physical withdrawal from this batch, I doubt I'd experience psychological WD's and PAWS like I do with Benzos.
Even though most 'normal' people don't get much besides a good night sleep from benzos, for whatever reason, they are my DoC, and I will fight off sleeping on them and enjoy them for other activities, only to fall asleep if I can by eating my one and only meal for the day, which is what usually turns the lights out.