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Kratom coffee cig and protein "shake"
Tsp BSO (not a "drug" -maybe idk - for the unknowing but thought I would put it down).
Just had ~.5mg bnz waiting and also a coupla gs of kratom.
Too bad this bnz doesn't come on as alprazolam does takes and hour or so IME.
Oh well maybe I should take a little more. :)
Gtf

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Rise and shine, peeps. Hope everyone's having a wonderful Tuesday morning. 🌄 🙂

Drinking my a.m. java and vaping on the last of my mango peach guava nic juice and a new Pineapple OG oil pen, about to listen to the news and get ready for the day, lots to do, start getting ready for turkey day and then work later, etc. But first, bupe and breakfast and all that... in a little bit. 😉

Stay safe, stay lifted y'all. ✌️
 
BK38 said:
20mg valium
Spliff Buddha Cheese CBD

My bloody anxiety is still through the roof today though. Think my 40mg valium per day (split into 2 doses) is no longer holding me and I REALLY REALLY do not want to go any higher. It's already a lot.
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Sorry man, anxiety is the worst. Have you tried clonzepam? Personally for me it worked better. Hope you get some relief soon
 
Coffee that didn't come back up and cigs. Just getting over putting myself into PWD and scared to take my meds(hydromorph and morphine) cause i'm terrified of them now.

Off topic, that be a good way to deal with pedo's. Shoot um up with some hydromorph and follow with suboxone
 
Jennn said:
Coffee that didn't come back up and cigs. Just getting over putting myself into PWD and scared to take my meds(hydromorph and morphine) cause i'm terrified of them now.

Off topic, that be a good way to deal with pedo's. Shoot um up with some hydromorph and follow with suboxone
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I saw your post yesterday & felt bad. I hope you feel better today 💜
 
Jennn said:
Sorry man, anxiety is the worst. Have you tried clonzepam? Personally for me it worked better. Hope you get some relief soon
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I'm kind of terrified and feel like I've got benzo handcuffs. Was so on edge I couldn't even think of going to my second French class today. I've been on 40mg valium for more than a year and have a C-PTSD diagnosis which is what I think the docs mainly scripted it for. It's good that it's got a long half-life but I don't want to add short-acting benzos into the mix, even if it's just as needed - It will still increase my benzo tolerance.

My choices are probably to increase the valium dose (fuck that), start a slow and incredibly painful taper (ouch) or introduce alprazolam or clonazepam for break through panic attack type events. None of these routes are particularly appealing to me. I just took 5mg valium to see if it will bring the anxiety down to tolerable levels (but that means I've only got 15mg allocated for the evening if I want to hold at 40mg - my max prescribed daily dose).

I can collect my codeine script in a few days which helps, but I abuse it and take at least double my scripted dose for actual pain relief and anxiety reduction (I'm definitely underprescribed, only 60mg codeine per day)... Just feeling like I'm in a tough spot right now.
 
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Having a chill morning so far been smoking weed on my porch since 7 lol

1 cup of coffee
Marlboros plus 2 cigars
100mg hydroxyzine
3 grams of ashwagandha
1mg clonazepam
Roughly an eighth of some fire 🔥 peanut butter Bread
 
Lil'LinaptkSix said:
Kratom coffee cig and protein "shake"
Tsp BSO (not a "drug" -maybe idk - for the unknowing but thought I would put it down).
Just had ~.5mg bnz waiting and also a coupla gs of kratom.
Too bad this bnz doesn't come on as alprazolam does takes and hour or so IME.
Oh well maybe I should take a little more. :)
Gtf

🙏
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Same as yesterday but the timing of bnz will collide with bus pick up today so that's cool. ;)
 
Good morning, y'all. 🌄

Earlier than usual start to the day, it's gonna be a busy one... got a urology appointment at 8 to see what we're gonna do about this lack of testosterone in my blood and what we're (still not) doing about the fucking tumor in my kidney. 🙄 Counseling at 11, work at 4 this afternoon (that's gonna be a madhouse, pizza parlor the night before Thanksgiving) and a shitload of stuff to do to get ready for Thanksgiving tomorrow in between, AND try to find time to decarb some flower and make butter. Yikes. Probably not all gonna get done, but dammit it's all IMPORTANT lol. Oh yeah, gotta pick to my bupe script today too, and try to keep myself stoned enough on some ultra-high-qualuty flower not to be tempted to fuck up my taper - today is day 6. 👍

Soooo...

Coffee
Nic
thc - vape and flower
with 12mg bupe, 30mg dxm, 15mL bso and maybe some food later... stomach feeling kinda squirrely, but at least good enough to accept coffee so far.

@BK38 I'm sorry about you problem with the benzo dosing... not even totally sure that they exist, but have you researched into possible benzo potentiators? I know I was recently in the exact same scenario with my bupe, body SCREAMING at me for more by mid afternoon everyday, without fail. I didn't want to go up, like you said, just about refuse to go up... with the addition of a couple common, cheap substances - bso and dxm - I was not only able to not go up, but to cut my dose my 25% with minimal wd symptoms.

Anyway.. you're no dummy and I'm sure you've probably thought about this, and I know benzos are a whole nother ballgame, but I just thought it was worth mentioning. ❤️
 
Psychlone Jack said:
Good morning, y'all. 🌄

Earlier than usual start to the day, it's gonna be a busy one... got a urology appointment at 8 to see what we're gonna do about this lack of testosterone in my blood and what we're (still not) doing about the fucking tumor in my kidney. 🙄 Counseling at 11, work at 4 this afternoon (that's gonna be a madhouse, pizza parlor the night before Thanksgiving) and a shitload of stuff to do to get ready for Thanksgiving tomorrow in between, AND try to find time to decarb some flower and make butter. Yikes. Probably not all gonna get done, but dammit it's all IMPORTANT lol. Oh yeah, gotta pick to my bupe script today too, and try to keep myself stoned enough on some ultra-high-qualuty flower not to be tempted to fuck up my taper - today is day 6. 👍

Soooo...

Coffee
Nic
thc - vape and flower
with 12mg bupe, 30mg dxm, 15mL bso and maybe some food later... stomach feeling kinda squirrely, but at least good enough to accept coffee so far.

@BK38 I'm sorry about you problem with the benzo dosing... not even totally sure that they exist, but have you researched into possible benzo potentiators? I know I was recently in the exact same scenario with my bupe, body SCREAMING at me for more by mid afternoon everyday, without fail. I didn't want to go up, like you said, just about refuse to go up... with the addition of a couple common, cheap substances - bso and dxm - I was not only able to not go up, but to cut my dose my 25% with minimal wd symptoms.

Anyway.. you're no dummy and I'm sure you've probably thought about this, and I know benzos are a whole nother ballgame, but I just thought it was worth mentioning. ❤️
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Appreciate it man. I mean stuff like alcohol will obviously potentiate, as will Z-drugs like Zolpidem/Zopiclone...but again these all hit those pesky gaba receptors and will up tolerance. I should probably do some research on potentiation re gabergenic substances (without introducing another gaba drug). Thinking about ordering some BSO to potentiate my codeine though. Glad your taper's going well mate. It's commendable. I know getting off heroin for me was no cake walk and I imagine bupe's the same.
 
BK38 said:
Appreciate it man. I mean stuff like alcohol will obviously potentiate, as will Z-drugs like Zolpidem/Zopiclone...but again these all hit those pesky gaba receptors and will up tolerance. I should probably do some research on potentiation re gabergenic substances (without introducing another gaba drug). Thinking about ordering some BSO to potentiate my codeine though. Glad your taper's going well mate. It's commendable. I know getting off heroin for me was no cake walk and I imagine bupe's the same.
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Yeah, that's the problem with those classes of drugs, all the synergistic things are equally nasty, just about. And thank you for the positive words... been doing the opiate dance in one form or the other for twenty years, sick and tired doesn't even begin to cover it lol...

Urologist just prescribed me testosterone injections, 100mg/week starting out. I'm on steroids dawwwwg.
 
Psychlone Jack said:
Yeah, that's the problem with those classes of drugs, all the synergistic things are equally nasty, just about. And thank you for the positive words... been doing the opiate dance in one form or the other for twenty years, sick and tired doesn't even begin to cover it lol...

Urologist just prescribed me testosterone injections, 100mg/week starting out. I'm on steroids dawwwwg.
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So Psychlone Jack is gonna get jacked? Or is it kind of TRT from using opiates for so long?

I should probably get my levels checked at some point considering I started abusing opiates at 14 and I'm 33 now.

Heavy tramadol hcl use from 14-19, heavy heroin use from 19-23, then occasional use of opium/oxy since then. I feel you on the sick and tired bit, but ironically I actually need opiates for a bad shoulder now, so take codeine on the regular.

I'm sure I've got some degree of perma-tolerance to opiates/benzos in general. Keep up the good fight! Wish I could score some of that fuego weed you've been posting pics of, but French weed is garbage outside of big cities ime. Hash from Morocco is everywhere though.
 
BK38 said:
So Psychlone Jack is gonna get jacked? Or is it kind of TRT from using opiates for so long?

I should probably get my levels checked at some point considering I started abusing opiates at 14 and I'm 33 now.

Heavy tramadol hcl use from 14-19, heavy heroin use from 19-23, then occasional use of opium/oxy since then. I feel you on the sick and tired bit, but ironically I actually need opiates for a bad shoulder now, so take codeine on the regular.

I'm sure I've got some degree of perma-tolerance to opiates/benzos in general. Keep up the good fight! Wish I could score some of that fuego weed you've been posting pics of, but French weed is garbage outside of big cities ime. Hash from Morocco is everywhere though.
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Lol well I think the low t is a combination of many things, but mainly extended drug abuse and bad genetics. Definitely gonna be going to a gym now for sure though, I used to lift pretty seriously and was in damn good shape at one point, so with basically a roid script, why wouldn't I now lol? I feel your pain too, pun intended, and it's a bitch when the cure is the poison. Wish you could smoke some of this green with me my man, it's delightful lol... what's that hash like these days? I used to hear mixed reviews, some people getting artisan quality hash, some people telling horror stories about shit cut with shoe polish, toothpaste, dung, anything... I hope you've at least got access to some good hash, it sounds like that's a bit more prevalent than the flower?

I just did my first 100mg shot of testosterone. Lol I had to take a second right when I was ready, heart started racing and hands started shaking when I got the needle in hand. I'm not remotely scared of needles, which was the problem, so the fact that just holding one triggered that kind of response in me now, was a good sign. But I just took a moment, hit my nic vape and oil pen a few times and then easy peasy. 👍
 
Happy fucking Wednesday my peoples

Just got back into town after blowing out a cool 70 hours.

Just showered and now I’m chilling to some tunes, smoking some cowboy killers, drinking a big ol’ glass of tea and about to get ripped on some sour tangie oil.

Might enjoy a glass of some makers mark reserve later.

I hope y’all are getting ready to enjoy the day of turkey with your loved ones and friends.

Don’t forget to smile!
Always, fair winds and following seas
 
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