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⭐️ Social ⭐️ What Was YOUR Morning Fix? v. I Smoke Weed, Eat Yogurt

Lol man what the fuckkkk.

I woke up to the alarm that wasn't supposed to go off, move to put my glasses on and one leg just falls, breaking cleanly off at the hinge at the slightest contact with my face. I've had them since only June, and I don't even move the legs at all, ever, I just take them off and lay them down. Got a backup pair I bought at the same time but wtf, for real, how long till these fuckers fall apart?!

So. I see what kinda day this is gonna be. Gonna have to keep my guard up.

Anyway. Morning, y'all. 🌄 😁

Stepped down from 12 to 10mg bupe yesterday with little trouble, some anxiety and a super runny nose, I'm sure there'll be more of that today along with some other shit, but I can hang. 🙂

Today be like:

Lotta coffee
Lotta nicotine - still pissed I lost my main vape...
Whole lotta THC
50mg dxm
4mg ondansetron
5mg apixaban
15mL bso
10mg buprenorphine
100mg testosterone IM

Maybe noticing slight improvements cognitively and with energy levels from the TRT already. Only been two whole weeks on treatment so any changes would be very slight indeed, but when stasis is shit mode for so long, you tend to notice any little drift one way or the other with great sensitivity lol.

Stay safe, have fun, y'all. 😁 ✌️
 
Morning y'all. 🌄 😁

You know, I realize getting old isn't exactly a walk in the park, but fuck dude lol, nobody told me even sleep starts to hurt!

But it's all good. 🙂 Day three on the drop to 10mg for bupe taper, pretty damn painless so far. A few sniffles Monday, nothing at all yesterday. 👍 Had two days totally off, two nights of eight hours sleep each so I'm feeling pretty damn good all in all, now two nights of working at the non-shitty job.

But yeah, consumption same as yesterday, no test tho. I'm actually debating asking my doctor, the urologist who prescribed the testosterone, for a few Valium or something every month so I'm not such a wreck when I have to do my shot. Turns out I have pretty severe syringe-related ptsd, lol, and a 21g needle hurts quite a bit when it's jackhammering an inch and a half deep in your thigh because you can't stop shaking. But yeah...

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Forgot how long recreational Pregabalin lasts (the feeling and hunger). Got out of bed this morning great and the hunger hit like hell. Great mood today also, love the ‘glow’ you get the next day.

Just had a Monster Mango and some Doritos.
And concur on the afterglow effect but yesterday I had gabapentin at 4000mg and the ER ones that makes it so more long lived but also can get too much with other stuff in play but that alone the after glow is definitely there..
 
Morning y'all. 🌄 😁

You know, I realize getting old isn't exactly a walk in the park, but fuck dude lol, nobody told me even sleep starts to hurt!

But it's all good. 🙂 Day three on the drop to 10mg for bupe taper, pretty damn painless so far. A few sniffles Monday, nothing at all yesterday. 👍 Had two days totally off, two nights of eight hours sleep each so I'm feeling pretty damn good all in all, now two nights of working at the non-shitty job.

But yeah, consumption same as yesterday, no test tho. I'm actually debating asking my doctor, the urologist who prescribed the testosterone, for a few Valium or something every month so I'm not such a wreck when I have to do my shot. Turns out I have pretty severe syringe-related ptsd, lol, and a 21g needle hurts quite a bit when it's jackhammering an inch and a half deep in your thigh because you can't stop shaking. But yeah...

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The drop is honestly pretty easy down to like >2mg
 
And yeah honestly feel you on the needle PTSD. I hate getting blood drawn or anything at all. An IM shot might be fine but yeah it hurts like fuck going into my veins.
 
40mg martin dows after last nights pure racemic k and 4-mmc. Expected to feel worse as i was tripping puy last night big style but just feeling fresh as a daisy. Amazing the difference good clean drugs makes the next day, you dont feel shit the next day.
 
Well didn't get much sleep last night my chest is in a bad way I caught a really nasty bug the other week that literally nearly killed me I won't get into full detail but I developed phnemonia and had to be rushed to hospital, they said i wouod of died from toxic shock or septecemia and i agree because i felt like death and had been coughing uo blood and just wasnt gettibg better.. and no it wasn't covid I got I know because that's the first thing they tested Me for.


Anyway it's been over a week since I got discharged and although my chest is A LOT better it STI'LL ain't back to 100 percent it has made be have fresh motivation to give up smoking etc as my dad and grandad died from lung related conditions so i am pretty sure my family is predisposed to smoking related complications and the infection ha's been a massive wake up call although I aint ready to give up just yet; I plan to stop or start to cut down by the end of the year.

I still don't know what it was I caught all I know is it was a bacterial infection because as soon as they started me on the antibiotics i strated getting better but man it was next level brutal and as I said I am fairly certain if I hadn't rang the ambulance when I did I would of been a goner.. be careful peeps there's some nasty bugs goin round...
 
a few lines of gear a few new connects have popped up out of nowhere and they are very good and have made it a lot less effort to try and get good shit my main guy so far hadn't let me down except for the last time I saw him he was short 2 grams of a q but I am confident he will make it right he is one of those rare upstanding polite dealers who always look after you and on top of that he so far has had the same exact stuff which is decent
 
Pregabalin
Energy Drink (Monster VR46)
Watching the original Child’s Play - early morning horror haha.
I just can't watch that series. Freaked me out as a kid. My sister had like 6 porcelain dolls on her dresser growing up and if her door was open you could see the reflection of their eyes. I swear I saw one move one time. I probably have some complex thanks to Chucky.
 
Morning, peeps. 🌄 😁

Consider the rundown ran down... well in transit, at least. Payday this morning, work this afternoon, doctor appointment in between. No clue how that's gonna go, I'd be a liar to say I wasn't worried. Wish me luck lol.

And yeah honestly feel you on the needle PTSD. I hate getting blood drawn or anything at all. An IM shot might be fine but yeah it hurts like fuck going into my veins.

What gets me is after the stick, once I start pushing, my mind starts in this toxic, dooming "better not miss" thought loop, which of course I can't miss because it's an IM shot, but my conditioning from years of shooting meth kicks in, which of course hurts like fuck when you miss. So I get that pain from the muscle shot, even pushing super slow, my body responds like to a miss - fast heart beat, sweating, shaking, which makes it worse. I mean I get it done, I'm going to keep doing it, but it's a fucking miserable few minutes lol. And yeah, that's what I hear on the taper, 2mg difficulty threshold. Honestly, if I can get it down that low, as many times as I did it out of necessity in prison, I'd be tempted to try and go cold from there. But not sure what the wd profile would be like for that. CT on 2 to 4mg a day sucks but it's manageable, from 16mg it's pure hell, so I imagine tapering most of the way and then dropping totally would mitigate the worst of it?

Anyway, yeah yeah, tl;dr. Stay safe, y'all.

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