Actually slept a few hrs this morning, after having been awake for far too long already...
It seems, however, that being awake for way too long being fully amped lately is more the norm by now, and it most definitely not in any way at all the exception anymore...
Since it seems to be the norm to be awake and fully amped and since I was already awake I really had no choice: also today I had to make of amp my morning fix...
Also am smoking some big fat joints, weed is really my nessecary every-daily fix, it really is a medicin to me, it prevents the ever present insanity lingering in the back of my mind of breaking free so it cant fully consume me...