delightme321
Greenlighter
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- Oct 25, 2022
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I've been a daily meth user for about 13 years. I like meth. I'm a very functional addict: i work, eat, sleep, exercise regularly, ect.. It's like my coffee. It helps me start my day and stay focused. I'm not so much a social user because there tends to be a lot of drama with the people I know who also use. I don't like dating guys who use because dope dick is real and I'd just rather not deal with it. So here's my problem. I met a guy, who is not a user and doesn't know that I use. We just got married. He's got a job that involves a lot of travel and I'm going to be travelling with him. I don't want to quit using, but I won't be able to get any in the new cities we will be travelling to (i won't know anyone and i wouldn't be able to explain why i need to go visit some strange person even if i found someone).
So I have a few questions that I'm hoping someone out there can help me with- Is there any quality substitute for meth that is easy to get my hands on? I've read of some prescriptions that may help, but how do I get them? Are doctors readily prescribing these in the US? Has anyone successfully used the dark web to get it? I've read reviews about some sites on the dark web that were rated as being pretty credible for what they offer, but i have never heard of someone first hand who has used a website for this. Is there a way that i can make it myself in really small batches for personal use, not in batches sized for distribution?
I am fully aware that I may just have to quit and/or fess up to my husband, which I will do as a last resort if I have to. This is the exploration time before having to come clean, so the most helpful responses will not advise me to do what i already know is looming in my future.
So I have a few questions that I'm hoping someone out there can help me with- Is there any quality substitute for meth that is easy to get my hands on? I've read of some prescriptions that may help, but how do I get them? Are doctors readily prescribing these in the US? Has anyone successfully used the dark web to get it? I've read reviews about some sites on the dark web that were rated as being pretty credible for what they offer, but i have never heard of someone first hand who has used a website for this. Is there a way that i can make it myself in really small batches for personal use, not in batches sized for distribution?
I am fully aware that I may just have to quit and/or fess up to my husband, which I will do as a last resort if I have to. This is the exploration time before having to come clean, so the most helpful responses will not advise me to do what i already know is looming in my future.