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Rest In Peace, Alan (xtcxtc)

I can only imagine what it'd be like to meet this man in person. From the limited knowledge I have of his life it sounds as is if he personifies many of the characteristics my fantasized future self has. When I read about this I was hit with an odd feeling of comfort in that there really are people that choose a different, more eccentric and risky path and end up ridiculously successfully in the end. Success not only in accumulation of wealth, but in how that wealth is used to show gratitude for the life he was blessed with. I only wish i talked to him more when he was here.

R.I.P

BL Forever!
 
Infinite Jest said:
Goddess: we're not getting anything from his estate, unfortunately :(
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What happen? I know how fucked estates get. I've had more experience with it than I would like, but I am curious. Alan made some comments to the effect that his family might block any support for BL. Is that what happen? Are some of those legal fees going to represent BL in court on this matter?
 
Thank you Alan, you made an almost unmanageable job so much easier. We owe you so much.
 
Thank you for living your life the way you did so that I could live my life the way that I did.
 
Some have to go to make it possible for us to keep going. Rest In Peace to all BL'er who are gone but will not be forgotton<3<3:(
 
Dear Alan,

This thread was bumped by someone else, but dammit, I miss you right now. I miss the dialogue and the ideas bouncing around. I miss your guidance and your brutal honesty. Never once did you steer me wrong. You taught me a lot about perspective by both words and deeds. I know that in the great thereafter, whatever it may or may not be, that I can carry out what you told me you wanted without subjecting myself to baser emotions and actions.

I continue to respect and admire you not for your wealth, but for your ability to voice dissent without attacking. I feel a void right now, and if you're capable of watching over me -- please help me to see that 10 years from now, the difference I make now will be something of which I am proud.

Say hi to my mom from me if you can. <3

Yours sincerely,

Mariposa
 
Well he seemed to live a full life, as an open minded person. Rest well xtcxtc, and thank you.
 
Thanks you Alan and R.I.P. Your generosity will benefit people for years and years to come
 
Damn I had no idea who Xtcxtc was... totally awsome bloke... RIP...
 
thanks alan.
just your being here alone meant a lot.
a little late, but, youve proven the type to be hard to keep up with in many ways.


im sure youve found a way to give wings to the right ponies, now from any distances.
 
Thank you for making Bluelight possible. The number of lives you have saved and will continue to save remains uncountable. The number and quality of friendships that you made possible remains similarly bountiful. Your charity while alive towards our community will always be remembered and praised.

Your passing reminded me of how incredible your contribution to all of our lives was, is, and will always be.
 
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Sorry but the new registration system has defeated me so I'll post here and hope that one of the mods here can be so kind as to move this post to the thread in the Shrine about Alan.


Five years ago this week Alan passed away. Without him, Bluelight would not be here today. But we all missed the anniversary. Sorry about that Alan. Without you BL wouldn't have saved all the lives that it has saved. I just hope that the angels up where you are now take as good care as the angels did back in your BL days.
 
You never know what an act of generosity is going to engender. In this case, a whole world came into being, a world that continues to change and evolve and impact the lives of thousands of people. Thank you for your love of life, your generous and adventurous spirit and the gift of Bluelight.<3
 
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