Well I'm still somewhat away from being able to hold conversation in Spanish, despite my efforts to learn. I understand more easily than to speak and reading is easier than listening, but overall I feel a bit hopeless due to my ADHD which didn't exactly improve during the past years.
I forget sometimes seemingly faster than I'd learn and when it's to me to say something my mind goes blank. Will give Rosetta Stone a try, it's readily available form torrent sites.
Yeah, they speak incredibly fast, much like French people. I had some French at school but never took really off with it despite living some months in the south of France, but with German people so we were speaking German all the time.
Situation regarding drugs/meds must have changed dramatically during the past 10 or 15 years, nowadays you get only stuff like SSRIs, pregabalin, memantine without a prescription and some people sell others like keta vials or clonazepam without script for a 10-15x increase in price. You can get complete meals for 3$ or cigarettes for 2$ (sorry if this is price discussion, then feel free to remove it). Would love to find a dealer for said meth, it would certainly aid me to learn. It's difficult even to find a doc who prescribes stuff like lisdexamphetamine, this led to a 4h interview at the local drop-in psychiatric centre and they didn't want to give it to me. So I'm currently sober and bored/anhedonic.. which doesn't exactly help.
Guess I need to try harder. Finding a real life school/class would be nice but so far there are only online one on one teachers. Would be affordable though, maybe I'll try that but I hoped that there'd be loads of Spanish schools and students in MX city. Seems like I hoped wrong like when I assumed that many people here would be able to speak English like it's in Europe where almost everybody below 40 or 50 speaks some. They just have English schools here.