Wow. This sounds truly rough. Is there an overall consensus on whether this treatment is worthwhile in the long run? From the comments in this thread, it seems the cons outweigh the pros. But then, most who respond well to meds don't go online to rave about them at nearly the rate of those who experience more negative outcomes.
My sympathies to everyone struggling with side effects. I can imagine the sexual ones are particularly traumatic for young men. But I beg you all - please don't consider suicide. It is highly unlikely that these negative effects will be permanent. You WILL see improvement with time, though I know how frustrating the waiting is, especially when you have no idea how long it will take. But I'm sure you all have people who care about you whom you would devastate by dying - especially via suicide. You have so much living yet to do & though it SUCKS to hit rock bottom, you can only go up from there. Everyone here is rooting for you; you are NOT alone. Talk as much as you want to - I really think that will help. Get as much support as you can.
I hope everyone is doing better today than they were yesterday. If not, I hope tomorrow is better. Hope is essential & extremely powerful. Never,, ever give up, & never forget how strong you are. Dealing with mental illness takes immense strength. We are all warriors here.