Continuing the thread i made about learning about the paranormal(please only reply if you was in that thread i deleted serious replies only)

[Ganjcat]

before I start I am begging any trolls to please not post well mainly zoplicodone bandit this is very serious and getting worse and dude I don't care if your acting nice or not enough is enough I am going through some shit so please just leave me alone as I have you. Now onto the thread...

So if you was in the last thread you know I've been seeing omens in my head and out of my head not knowing what I make of it all just dread misery and a sense of impending doom which of course was I assume because of what was going to happen to my dad which anyone who saw the last thread knows but the problem is all these things have started coming back especially at night and I don't know what to make of it again I have this window in my bedroom and unless I close the blind then I always at some point in the night will freeze and not move because I can sense this evil presence and a feeling of being watched the reason I freeze is because I have sort of become used to anticipating it at a certain time (usually around 3 am) and if I look towards the window when it's happening sometimes I get vague visions of a face full of malice sometimes with red eyes I'm not even joking I just don't know what the fuck to do anymore their is other stuff but this is the main as you will also know if you seen the last thread I have always been wary of anything paranormal practices, objects or even thoughts so I definitely have not done anything that could explain this I felt like I was really getting somewhere with the last thread and people gave me some great coping strategies, knowledge and just genuine advice which I was really grateful for unfortunately some trolls started posting derailing the thread and I knew the mods would do fuck all as always because it's me I'm not even gonna get started but anyway I just couldn't be arsed so i deleted which is soon regretted because it's all started happening again.

I will say however tonight has been surprisingly calm and haven't noticed or felt anything out of the ordinary however I did have my blinds down for modest of the night and have been socialising on my phone a lot and had a lot of heroin which is why sadly I can't really write anymore because I keep nodding out but I have started the thread again to remind myself to give an update and so I can post here next time something happens I am just asking the mods just this once if zb or any trolls post here please for once can you do something about it because this is no joke it's fucking absolutely beyond the joke I feel like I'm in final destination or something well maybe not that but something paranormal anyway my whole life is so surreal right now and I am constantly in robotic mode in order to block out any thought about my dad because I can't handle them.

Anyway I can't post anymore can't even keep my eyes open.

Big love guys I don't know what this shit that's been going on is all about and hopefully it will all blow over and I can forget about it soon..

 

[Ganjcat]

I AM FUCKING SICK OF THIS SHIT!!!! I just went to the window to smoke a fag and low and behold I'm getting that fucking horrible feeling of malice towards me I'm scared to even go outside because it feels so horrible like someone wishes me great harm or something really bad is gonna happen ffs man

Just to be clear I am being 100% serious just like I was in the last thread and hope someone can tell me what the fuck is going on or can make some sense of it theirs also a house across the street and the people always leave theirs lights off and the curtains closed and man just looking at the outside of that house makes me feel like it as well the worst thing is it's 7am as well but it's still dark and the worst always seems to happen when it's dark

 

[0.o_LaCuNa_o.0]

Hey ganjcat, first off, don't worry I won't let any trolls derail your thread this time.

Drugs can cause an amplification of paranormal activity, especially when a person has negative thoughts. Are you aware of this?

 

[axe battler]

Hi Ganjcat. It's quite clear you're being entirely serious and this is feeling is completely visceral to you, yet you also seem to know that it's not actually due to paranormal phenomena, which is a good thing.
May I ask what drugs you are currently using? Spice? Stimulants? Benzos? Anything that might cause feelings of dread either in withdrawal or during use?
This could be worth discussing with a doctor. Don't worry, they won't put you in the loony bin or anything! Perhaps they could suggest therapies or pharmaceutical solutions.
Take care.

 

[Ganjcat]

Hi Ganjcat. It's quite clear you're being entirely serious and this is feeling is completely visceral to you, yet you also seem to know that it's not actually due to paranormal phenomena, which is a good thing.
May I ask what drugs you are currently using? Spice? Stimulants? Benzos? Anything that might cause feelings of dread either in withdrawal or during use?
This could be worth discussing with a doctor. Don't worry, they won't put you in the loony bin or anything! Perhaps they could suggest therapies or pharmaceutical solutions.
Take care.

It's defo not drugs mate I know my mind and am quite an outspoken observant person but it seems to have stopped now or got a lot better anyway what's weird is the evil face thing happened once before when I was very young(when I didn't do drugs to I should add)it scared my so much I was paralysed with fear and got physically sick from whatever the fuck that thing was I have talked about it before I still don't know what to make of it all but I'm just happy that it seems to have stopped.. For now. Thank you both of you for taking the time to write a serious reply big love.