Half_Full001
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Apr 10, 2019
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- 4
Bluelight friends and Family I really need some support!!! I have spent the last 45 days in detox and residential treatment centers for a heroin addiction and I truly do not want to use. However right now i am struggling bad!! I have been home for 4 or 5 days now and have been fucking up since!! I'm supposed to go into sober living but now I can't pass a drug test!! I live in a neighborhood that is not ideal for sobriety so my husband and I agreed for me to be in sober living for the next 12 months. I am perfectly happy doing so!!! I am so upset with myself for throwing away these last 45 days of my life. I tried so hard to not get high today but I ended up having some WD and used!!! Now I am feeling on the hopeless side. Do I go back into detox or just go buy some subs from a friend or just throw the towel in. If anyone out there can relate it would mean a lot if you would take the time and let me know your story. Thanks