A humble thanks for the words folks, nothing could be done this time for her sadly. She would have been 15 in October but she was very ill & over a 48 hour period declined at a rapid rate. My mom & I both cried while my stepdad was still going on like a prick.
Even in the pets last few moments on earth he was unable to care for another living being which says it all about the person.
I've treated myself to 20 crackers of N2O just which are due by 10pm today (Friday) as it's now 3:15am Friday morning. I'm not sure what the dog would have made of huffing Nitrous but I will do 2 canisters in her honour when they arrive.
I didn't start on this stuff till a few weeks ago but I've been thinking about it each day since my first session, I understand now why it's called "Hippie Crack"
A few I told about it were thinking it's like huffing glue
Some people huh.......